Monday, December 12, 2005

   voyaguer
Voyageur
Midnight is only an illusion created by steel
Don't ever believe, or you'll find yourself in the fiery abyss It is useless to dream of worlds that only exist in desire Scream, cry, wail... acidate your wounds
Kill the happiness that you have found.
When I look into the eyes of oblivion, there's is nothing see Only a horde of mistakes staring directly back at me

Voyageur, still searching for new worlds, new millenniums, new crusades, a blank canvas

I hate you more than anything,
This is the last time I'll take blame to be near your godesses The antique pocket watch spread across the side table
I have had enough with you
I am sick of the attention you crave,
Sick of that ferocious hunger
Sick of the gold-plated greed
Just have the best of the moments of time taken away.

Voyageur, still searching for new worlds, new eras, new pastures, a blank canvas.

Mortality is a phase in our true existence Speak of our emotions to synthos techno The future of our robots, I wonder.
They dream of an endless utopia
It is the dream of the dolphin
Bring to thee, mind of portals
There is a beauty within all of us.
The voyageur has found.

just bored thought something different might be better
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   odessey interface
Odessey interface

It`s regression
your open transgression
the painful incision
tears well up during our connection

like a litany, your whisper
is a constant song in my head
more painful than the tears you`ve shed.

Endless hallways
Never-ending equations
disgusting, your hideous
I hate this display of affection

succumb to deciet
numbness through out your system
it`s too cold for reality
What can I do?
What is it that makes you smile?

Pain, suffering, hate....
I hear your thoughts in my head
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Sunday, November 27, 2005

   primer
I come and I go, another part of life. I seldom have been around here lately, been to busy screwing up my own life. everything has come and gone as it should, but in the normality of this cycle one seems to feel almost completely unsathed. Life works like a routine, a pattern. Nothing new happens to disrupt that pattern. Nothing worthwhile in exhileration. Sure, hurricane Wilma ripped through here pretty long ago and cut the power. But still it didn`t it wasn`t as expected. Today I`m just feeling incredibly nostalgic. Maybe it`s the loss of luster in one`s life? who knows, I surely don`t. December and Christmas are around the corner not to mention important exams. Life as a normal ( maybe some-what psychotic) person may not have luster but you still get the boot in the butt every once and a while. We`ll just have to see what happens tomorrow. mondaY, wrost day of the week. that will forever be true. well, until next time. this time I WON`T POST THIS 3 TIMES
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Monday, September 26, 2005

   A friendly vist
hi, been a while. Just haven`t been around cuz im lazy. well, now i felt motivated so i decided to update. well enough of that. My life has just been one boring day after another. Nothing new to read, not to many new images to see, well just peachy.Many people can feel this way sometimes, like when your father turns 40 and he goes through his mid-life crisis.
Other than those kind of worthless type emotions, i haven`t even seen the bright of day in a while,feels like im going blind. well, as a breifing that is all. by.
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   A friendly vist
hi, been a while. Just haven`t been around cuz im lazy. well, now i felt motivated so i decided to update. well enough of that. My life has just been one boring day after another. Nothing new to read, not to many new images to see, well just peachy.Many people can feel this way sometimes, like when your father turns 40 and he goes through his mid-life crisis.
Other than those kind of worthless type emotions, i haven`t even seen the bright of day in a while,feels like im going blind. well, as a breifing that is all. by.
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   A friendly vist
hi, been a while. Just haven`t been around cuz im lazy. well, now i felt motivated so i decided to update. well enough of that. My life has just been one boring day after another. Nothing new to read, not to many new images to see, well just peachy.Many people can feel this way sometimes, like when your father turns 40 and he goes through his mid-life crisis.
Other than those kind of worthless type emotions, i haven`t even seen the bright of day in a while,feels like im going blind. well, as a breifing that is all. by.
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Monday, July 4, 2005

hello, I`m back
been a while. well, i`m back online and updating. just several days ago i believe, i helped my friend here in yalta, set her self up an account. her name is enigmaticlibra, i think. so if any body would want to visit saria`s site please go ahead. Saria is a poet unlike myself, i can only put together very unusual stories from time to time. but, saria, she`s very fluent in english, so she writes a lot of poems in english. she`s good. well, i`ve been enjoying my stay here in ukraine. the sea is still to cold to go swimming in but, there are a lot of other interesting things about yalta. just yesterday, i went on a hike up into the forest on the mt. bear cliff. it`s easy to talk to others around here `cause everyone speaks russian. it`s been one month and i`ve already bought a suitcase-full of suveniors. today, i will be site-seeing around the city. so, i`ll be back soon!
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

   unknown, isn`t back yet
i`ve been in ukraine for almost a moth and i didn`t know that they have internet here. strange isn`t it? i`ve sent a message to my friend anime girl3019. she still hasn`t answered me. well, i will right more at another time, when i feel up to it. bye.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005

   heven`s be, until the end
well, with today and tomorrow are the last 2 days of school. As knowing most people would be studying their brains off. I went in moderate tones through out the month. and now it`s come to this, what shall be done? only time will tell.All in all, this is probably my last time posting for the summer. I`ll be somewhere in the morbid background. well, so long!
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

dead, dead, and constantly dying
have not been alive for very longer time... AAAHHH!!! ( Hammer falls and smashes head, puddle of blood surrounds body) UHH, BEING dead for most the week is degrating. then again at least I get to harvest and feed on delicious simpleton blood. my story and poetry are coming along slowly... I`m still being pounded into the ground.
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