myOtaku.com: sailorcrystal

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-01-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• throughout the vast infosphere network
Member Since
• 2004-05-05
Occupation
• metal collecter
Real Name
• Nazo or what most of my friends call me...Dracula..

Personal

Achievements
• pulling myself apart for others, achieving peace with myself
Anime Fan Since
• 5, ( sailormoon 1st aired)
Favorite Anime
• descendents of darkness, tsubasa,chrono crusade, FMA, rurouni kenshin,fruits basket,naruto,trigun, full moon,aria,ghost in the shell, clamp works, and others
Goals
• collect even more manga, and rid the world of my misfortunate cousin
Hobbies
• reading, collecting manga, sometimes writing poems, and collecting pieces of metal.
Talents
• expressing emotion in the ocassional poem, and serious devotion and loyalty

myOtaku.com: sailorcrystal

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Its all too far away
I can't seem to realize how to pick up the pieces.
So many times that I broke, the window to my thoughts.
Sitting here in this desolate place,
not letting anyone in or out,
I don't have a heart too many tell.

I want to say a few words,
that I can never its seems to prove to anyone.
All is too far away, you know I want to that you did.
I`m selfish, I have no reason to realize anything.
In the moments I weave stories that are never finished.

Waiting, I am impaitent.
Misunderstood, misused, misinterpreted.
I can't see you anymore its all to black down here,
in my pretend world that I can't leave.
Twisting the fabric of reality, there is no reason
to start breathing, I can't change.

I need to hear something different, to be broken
to crush this dissmal dream
and stop living in this strange and cold realm.
All is to far away, you know I can't say what puritans say.
Because I can't see you anymore,
on my knees I want to ask for one last dance of reality.

Because you know....I can't say it yet, maybe never.
Because I can't see you anymore.
I live this hollow life and I don't understand anything at all.
I can't breath because my broken thoughts tell me it is worthless.
So why don't you let me go?

This time and this place, too long and too late,
no way to pick up what is lost.
Who knew everything would just fall apart so quickly?
I miss you, I don't understand anything anymore because its so far away.
I`ve been waiting for far too long.
I don't want to wake up because I can't move anymore.
No more use believing, it can't save at all.

Dreaming in this pretend world I see nothing
I feel nothing, I am ignorant, I won't give it up.
I won't...try it's too much about myself, not about anyone else.
Where are they now?
But...you know, I can't say it...I don't understand forgiveness yet.
Because you know I can't see you anymore, its too dark.
Just a single chance, a single breath.....just to cry.

Brine tears even though I don't know why anymore.
I am just impaitent, so why don't let me go?
It's so far away now, but you know....maybe I can say it.
I need to hear someone to venture out.

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