myOtaku.com: sailorcrystal

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-01-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• throughout the vast infosphere network
Member Since
• 2004-05-05
Occupation
• metal collecter
Real Name
• Nazo or what most of my friends call me...Dracula..

Personal

Achievements
• pulling myself apart for others, achieving peace with myself
Anime Fan Since
• 5, ( sailormoon 1st aired)
Favorite Anime
• descendents of darkness, tsubasa,chrono crusade, FMA, rurouni kenshin,fruits basket,naruto,trigun, full moon,aria,ghost in the shell, clamp works, and others
Goals
• collect even more manga, and rid the world of my misfortunate cousin
Hobbies
• reading, collecting manga, sometimes writing poems, and collecting pieces of metal.
Talents
• expressing emotion in the ocassional poem, and serious devotion and loyalty

myOtaku.com: sailorcrystal

Friday, June 30, 2006

just a question
Either way it all seems the same, I can`t comtrol what I feel. It`s because I am human. Nothing is worth anything anymore. I can only hide behind the seemless facade. This so simply ironic, evading everything for mindless few moments of peace. Written in cryptic form but still nothing but luminus thoughts drifting among the debris of my mind. Humans are truly worhtless, I just happen to be lowest of the low. Why cannot the world be emotionless, then nothing would effect us. Not pain, not love, not misery.

What happens to be the point of everything if it cannot solve anything? "Knowledge is everything" and 'Ignorance is bliss" I'd rather waste away, then live for meaning. Fear strikes my heart because I cannot defend or block out my emotional detachment. I have nothing of my own, just nothign. not even thought is my own. I cannot breathe out of this seemingless pain. I want nothing, not use, not purpose. If you write and continue writing everythign will eventually surface. I only need to be frozen, isn`t tat the way one survives?
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