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Birthday
• 1991-01-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• throughout the vast infosphere network
Member Since
• 2004-05-05
Occupation
• metal collecter
Real Name
• Nazo or what most of my friends call me...Dracula..

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Achievements
• pulling myself apart for others, achieving peace with myself
Anime Fan Since
• 5, ( sailormoon 1st aired)
Favorite Anime
• descendents of darkness, tsubasa,chrono crusade, FMA, rurouni kenshin,fruits basket,naruto,trigun, full moon,aria,ghost in the shell, clamp works, and others
Goals
• collect even more manga, and rid the world of my misfortunate cousin
Hobbies
• reading, collecting manga, sometimes writing poems, and collecting pieces of metal.
Talents
• expressing emotion in the ocassional poem, and serious devotion and loyalty




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Tuesday, August 8, 2006

thinking things over
I don`t usually write about how my day went or how I feel..
but this once I could try to.
Today like all other days passed in slow but quick movement, as the silence woke me to the early rising of the sun in the sky. I barely slept last night. The lady seemed to be cooped up in her bedroom since last night doin shit. I can`t seem to care a damn about her these days. Loneliness is always a step behind me, I spent the day clearing out my junk, threw out about 70% of my stuff. I can`t have a lot if I want to be able to leave at a moments notice. just a little time left to the start of a new school year...not very exciting.

Last night, after such a long abstinence, I got a bit carried away and hacked away at my forearms. Its a bad habit but it helps clear some of the cloudy uncertainty and pain. not like I got the worst case, just sometimes I don`t really see how I react. I can`t be faithful and cheery all the time. I`ve been so upset and angry at the world for so long. can`t get over it. maybe I`ll hack a bit more tonight of the ole` block. this is boring and distracting to think about. I`m gonna write it out, see where it gets me.

I don`t think I wanna do this again anytime soon.

Leraijie
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