Tuesday, January 29, 2008

   so it's time to get stuff out of my chest
i am so fucking tired of people assuming shit. people, take the word assume. now lets break it apart. what basic words do u see in there? u have the words, ass, u, and me. when u assume something, u make an ass out of u and me, and that's true! if u aren't sure about something i wrote on a post, don't, i repeat DO NOT, act like u know what the fuck is going on. because chances are, ya don't. and then what happens? ya piss me off. royally. see, today, i was in a good mood basically. i mean hey, i got a horrible brother that steals, lies, and everything else in the book and has something wrong with him and i wish to god that he was better (it makes me so sad), and i have extreme stomach pains and can't stand for too long or else i start to wobble, but other than that, i was doing pretty well. i was in the back room with my family talking about something when i decided to go on myotaku and see what my friends had been up to (p.s. i do not use the word friend lightly. i only have 5 on my list *frown*) i saw only two people had updated 2day. so i went to each of their sites. well, the first one made me happy. crazy girl. the next one made me wonder. i was going to comment, but i didn't feel so hot so i was going 2 do it later. now i had posted the other day and i was in an extremely foul mood. i was ranting about something like o people don't read my post and shit like that. later, i decided i didn't really care because i post for my enjoyment. i was about to log off when low and behold somebody sent me a pm (private message for those of u who don't know) well i was like yay! cuz hardly anyone sends me pm's. so i get there and the title of it made me wonder. hmm this isn't probably going 2 put u in a better mood. well i read it. man i was pissed. so i decided to write them back. not once. but twice! i was really irate. i mean, what it seemed like to me is i had been a bitch towards them, i had forgotten about them, i had "played them to the left", and a few other things. when i wrote back, i probably said a few things i didn't mean because i was angry but oh well. this is where little stormy has to put her foot down. for starters, i try not to ask much from people. i love people even though sometimes i go on a rampage and act like i don't. but i seriously do. so i try to give people my all. but sometimes i just don't feel like talking. but i don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings so if u talk to me and i don't seem up to par, that could be a reason. or a few others could be: i have been pmsing the past week so ive been bitchy, ask the family. i am sooooo lonely in my stupid little room that it puts me in a funk and i act bitchy. i don't feel that good because im always friggin sick. i could be tired. but the main reason of late is that i have a brother that has come home. our relationship, well we don't even have a relationship. i mean he got me sent away for 5 years of my childhood and i will never forgive him for that. there's other things too but i don't wanna go into that. so if you have talked or tried to talk to me in the past wk and i have been eh, i apologize. ive already cleared this with a few people. next thing. i don't forget about people and i don't play people. period. sometimes i have other things i have to do that preside over some things. playing people is not something i do. if anything, people always play me. for example: numerous times i have been the other woman. i give people my all so DON'T claim i played u. last but definitely not least. people for the last and final time do not assume anything!!!! what might seem like im talking about u, i could be talking about someone else, and in this case, i was. don't jump the gun on me. if i was talking about u, how about u ask and really find out??? i mean, i haven't talked to u in a few so there could be other people that i was talking about. so im done for now. if ya need me, aim me or pm me on myotaku.
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