Monday, December 8, 2003

   I just found out somein' new bout me
I found out I have a new and Strange addiction to cooking and baking... I've been doing both a lot lately. So now I got two big addictons... The strange addicton to Ramen noodles I've had since age 9, and now cooking and baking. Talk about weird addictions... It's probably Ray's fault for the Ramen addiction growing up his family was always kinda poor so he lived off Hot dogs and Ramen, since they're so cheap, ya know? Anyway he'd always come to visit us in the summer, cuz he lived in Cali. (He's also my bro's best friend)anyway one summer he came and asked my mom to buy him some Ramen noodles. Then I ate some one day, and ever since. Anyway, Ray's one of my bro's coolest friends. I will probably always love him until the day I die... (Ya know, love like a brother, that type?) He's always been more like a brother to me then my own brother... I remember this one time, I was 3 and my bro and Ray were 8. My bro was mad at my mom or dad (Can't remember which) Then my bro decided to take it out on me and throw me into the metal railing... Ray came up to me and hugged me and told me everything would be okay. He's the only one of my bro's friends that has done that... probably the only one who would have... (Well, actually I take that back... Andrew would, he's also like a brother to me. He was funny this summer, he kept asking me if I had a boy friend... at first I refused to answer, and asked why he wanted to know. Then he said what if I guess his name, will you tell me if i'm right? I told him okay, sure. He never did guess.. like an hour later I thought it was pathetic and told him the First letter was J. He still didn't get it. finally when he was about to leave I asked if he still wanted to know. He said yeah, so I just told him. Then Andrew was like well, if he breaks up with you, Call me! I just laughed and said sure, knowing he was being sarcastic. It was still funny though. I mean really, an 18 year old truly liking a 13 year old? Yeah right! LOL... anyway, just a little bit of info on my past, FYI! Anyway, Bye-ee!

*Shads*
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Saturday, December 6, 2003

   Hmm...
Okay,
Well, first of all, I swear my history teacher must have a tracking device implanted somewhere on me, nikki, and ashley... cuz, no matter what he always catches us whenever we try to sneak inside, so we don't have to go outside for lunch... it's crazy... no other teacher can catch us, well besides the english teacher, but she was lucky (cuz we were hidding in the bathroom and she happened to go in there...so yeah) In any case we were trying to avoid going outside for lunch, and we had almost made it, when of course the history teacher caught us, it was crazy! Then later at the dance, we were bored and we all had major headaches, so we tried to ditch it, then the 7th grade math teacher (I think, i've never had that teacher) caught us, and our history teacher saw us coming back toward the dance... so he figured out we were around where we weren't supposed to be, so he AGAIN (for the second time in one day) told us not to do that, and then he told "You two, go back to the dance" (those were his exact words, and he never indicated which two... he ended up just wanting to talk to nikki alone... which i felt guilty, so did ashley, cuz we were there too... as it turned out, he just wanted to know why we were doing that, but ya know, it's the thrill of it, the excitement! ya know? Like you know you'll probably get caught, but when you don't it's soo cool!) Anyway, Nikki and Ashley ended up ditching the rest of the dance without me! (How could you two?) They lied and said it was a "Physical emergency" To a sub, and the sub bought it! LOL, one advantage to being a girl! And today was hat day at school, so I decided to wear my bunny ears... and three different people called me a playboy bunny... ugh, The nerve of those Baka's!!!! Feh... I'll get them...(Well, I already got Eric... I kept elbowing him really hard in the side, on the bus ride home!) Well, that's about all that's new with me... oh and my boy friend's back from Arizona! So, I can talk to him again! YAY!!!
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Wednesday, December 3, 2003

   Today sucked, as always! First I come home, and found out I forgot my house key, so I had to go in through the door with the broken lock, which is in my backyard, which was all icy and slushy, so I ended up slipping all the way down! (luckily I never fell)Then my dad came home as usual, which was fine, I mean he went on the computer, after saying Hi to me. Then later tonight, my dad called my grandma, She's in the hospital and they want to put her on Dialasis. My grandma doesn't want to go on that, which I can understand, who wants a machine living for them? Well, If she refuses, then guess what? SHE DIES!!! Ugh, I am so upset now, if I wasn't depressed last night, then I sure am now! To top it off, my dog he's not doing well, which he's 14! (in human years) so, I mean he's an old dog! Which he'll probably die soon... so then I'll be left, without the few family members I care most about... my parents they always neglected me as a kid... which is fine, I've grown accustomed to. I enjoy being alone now, in fact most of the time, I can't stand being around people unless they are my friends! I am just so upset, about my grandma, my dog, and then lastly, I haven't talked to my boy friend... he's really sweet and just talking to him would make me feel better... but NO!!!! I haven't talked to him in like 6 days... so, and I haven't really told anyone else... so no one knows I've been feeling like this... I'm like that though, I usually always keep my feelings bottled up inside me... oh well... lots of people are like that, well... anyway, bye-ee!
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Monday, December 1, 2003

   *sigh*
Yo,
Hey guys, I hope Y'all are havin' a better time then me... I really am gettin' sick and tired of this... My dad and mom are always yellin' at me... I really usually don't do anything... for any little thing goin'wrong in this house, it ALWAYS is my fault.Sometimes I really and honestly don't think my family even cares about me... lately it feels, to me, like no one really cares about me, which I wouldn't blame anyone, but myself if no one really does care. People (my friends) all around me tell me they care, but I mean I gotta wonder I mean there ain't nothin' special about me... why would anyone care about me... I feel like somethin' is missin' from me... I don't know what tho'... I really have no clue why I been feelin' this way, either... I feel so lonely, even tho' I'm surrounded by people... well, I hope I get ter feelin' better... I went through this last year, too... I can't ever shake it for long, but I mean I have depression on both side's of my fam... maybe that's why I feel this way...I have no clue, my head's full of confusion, but what else is new, eh? well,...
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Thursday, November 27, 2003

   Hey!!!
Hey!
Yesterday I FINALLY got my Inu Yasha Cd!!! Now, I kinda wish I had known what was on the CD, because there's 32 tracks, but there's basically no words except for on two songs... the rest is just music from different episodes... Oh well, It's still cool! Anyway, I am soo bored lately... It's weird I haven't been myself lately and I don't know why... *shrug* I drew the coolest Princess Serenity Picture!!!! OMG, It's soo cool... I'm not sure if it's all that good, especially from what my brother said once he saw it. Anyway, Tomorrow I'll see if my dad will let me use his digital camera to take a picture of it so i can post it on here... I hope he'll let me! Also, As I have told you all, I write poems... and I encourage each and every one of you to go to; www.postpoems.com/members/sailortime. That is where all my poems are and I would very much like to have comments on them from you guys! Also, I must say I feel so sorry for my friend... her younger cousins came early and although she did not have to go to career day today, she had to spend "quality time" with her cousins... which sounded like she had "oodles" of fun... I am so sorry, girl! Anyway, That's about all that is new with me... well, other then the fact that my parents are driving me crazy... they can't go 5 minutes without yelling at each... I mean, seriously Where is the love? I am starting to think my brother is right about the whole, "there is no love in our family. Our family is based on a love = Hate relationship" Sad, I know... no one in my family can seem to get along... oh well, I am so thankful to each and every one of my friends, because without them, I would have died by now! Love you all!
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Monday, November 24, 2003

   Hellos!
okies guys... I just figured out that I could probably post some of my fanart by using my dad's digital camera... so, I may start putting some of mine up, I haven't really decided yet though... but most likely i will! anyway just thought i'd mention it! bye-ee!!!
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Monday, October 27, 2003

   On a happier note!
It was so funny! On Saturday, I went to my friend's birthday party, and we started to watch the movie "Hot Chick". The actual girl told the girl in the guy's body she loved her. And me, Grace, Lauren, and Shelly were sitting on the couch. Lauren was like, "okay, space. come on guys too close.!"
So then I was like "It's okay Lauren! No one likes you like that!"
Then Shelly was like "Speak for yourself!". Shelly will be forever teased about that! It was so funny! ^_^
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   Hey
Hey!
I'm feeling a little down right now. I feel so bad for my friend! Her Name's Kaisim. Her friends are being so mean to her! She didn't do anything and they're all like calling her a liar and cursing her out and stuff. She's been having a hard a time. She's such a sweet girl, too. She so doesn't deserve that! How can people be so mean? I just don't get it. Am I dumb or something? *Shrug* In any case, I still blame the tree huggin' hippies and the aliens... going around and corupting everyone! Feh... it just isn't right. Oh. I figured out my boy friend wasn't ignoring me! It turned out it was his friend online and then he started like cursing me out and being a rude baka to me. Then he changed my boy friend's password on his e-mail account, so he can't get on it anymore... some friend. huh? The friend is really my Ex. too... I am weird, I shouldn't have gone out with him. lol, yeah now I'm like boring you all!
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Monday, October 20, 2003

   YAY!!!
YAY! I finally got around to joining here! My friend told me it was a cool site. I'm an artist also! but my annoying older brother kinda broke the scanner last year... so I can't put up any of my fanart! *sniffle* It's annoying my boy friend is also ignoring me right now... meanie! lol, yeah, don't mind me I am a bit weird! Oh, if you like poems... you should go to www.postpoems.com/members/sailortime I have my poems on there also some of my favorite poems by robert frost and a few other poems written by famous poets. Well, hope everyone else is doin' well!

Love, peace, N chicken grease!

*Shads*
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