Friday, January 19, 2007

   tired...
im soo tired of all this. im tired of school...im tired of classes...im tired of chris....i can't wait till next year...when steven comes back...i really miss him and hope all works out fine with him...cause if not....i dont know where ill go next....im sooo lost.

i just really need things to change in my life...too much is the same and its not helping me out in anyway.

i know that most of u dont care about my problems...but i appreciate the fact that u at least take the time to read some of my posts and comment....i really like that i can talk to u all and not get yelled at or made fun of.

thank u all so much....this may be one of my last posts....i dont know if i will be one here again or not....i just dont know anymore....i still love u all and wish u all the best in ur lives and school.....~Toni
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Thursday, January 18, 2007

   depression??
i think im falling into a depressed state.

im not doing to well in school with my friends but my grades r fine...so far.

we get new classes on wednesday and we have a 4 day weekend.

i think thats what i need....a change. maybe ill be fine after this next week and getting into new classes.

but idk

ill comment next time...too tired to do so tonite...loves ya all!!

~Toni
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Monday, January 15, 2007

   im posting and commenting
i think i really need to comment more often...then u all will come and see me....then everything will be fine again...loves u all....time to comment!!!
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

   why??!!
it seems like i have lost all my friends here on otaku...all but those who go to my school and that i know on a personal basis....please tell me whats wrong....why is everyone seem to be sooo emo lately...well...get back to me on that sometime if u wish...~Toni
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

   hey all
how every body doing this new year so far?? i hope good...me? im ok..i have school..today??..no..tomorrow..wednesday..but yeah..i loves u all...ill ttyl...~toni
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Thursday, December 28, 2006

   hey
i promise to comment next time im on...saturday...if i get on....ttyl...~Toni
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   nerrrrrrrrr
so tired....stayed up till 4:30 ish last night. i had my christmas party and us girls didn't go to sleep...all we did was talk and watch scary movies....then we got really freaked out.

before that the guys were here, my house, and we were playing spin the bottle. i think i kissed 6 or 7 girls on the lips...each more then once...i only kissed 2 guys....hehe. and im deff straight. but ohhhhh well...i love all my friends like family...i kiss my family...so why not my friends....????

the guys were only staying till 11 o'clock, and the guy ...we'll call him my fuck buddie...came at 9:30 ish......so i didn't get to do much with him...but he is really funny.

when he first got here, my g-ma brought him down to the basement...and he hugged all his friends....not me at first. he sat down and when my g-ma left, we got the bottle back out for spin the bottle....my one friend hates this guy...but she had to kiss him 2 times...i thought it was funny...i only got to kiss him once....sad...lol

actually, we made out not to long after we ended spin the bottle. it was funny....and he always humps me too....like i said...fuck buddies....and i want him sooooooooooo bad...hehe. anyway....he ended up turning me on right before he left...so i was horny all night long...in a room with 5 other girls....damn....i sucked...cause all i wanted was penis...but there was none there....ohh welll....ttyl...~Toni
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Friday, December 22, 2006

   yo
hey all...im tired...and lonely...but yeah. Christmas break now..i don't get to see my friends everyday at school now. i hate that...im having a party on the 27th...soo i get to see alot of friends there...but yeah. i guess i just really hate where i live and who i live with. oh well....sucks to be me....stupid g-ma....

ill ttyl...sometime before the new year....see ya...~Toni
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Saturday, December 9, 2006

   wowowo....hehehe.....happy
soooooooo hyper...going to comment today...while i chat to 3 of me friends....well....ttyl..~Toni
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Sunday, December 3, 2006

   wow...
i haven't posted or commented for like forever...i'm sry that i don't have much time for commenting....i really must go around and visit all the people on my friends list. next time i'm on, i promise to do just that....well....so long for now!! ~Toni
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