Monday, September 25, 2006

   ehhhh....stupid school...
school is taking over my life, again. it seems to do so each year. i will try to get on and comment some time this week at home...if i have time...well got to go...i have to help my friend in Chem...later...~Toni
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Thursday, September 14, 2006

   poems....reposted
since it seems that no one saw...or just didn't want to comment....or just didn't like them....whaaaaaaaaaaa........i decided to repost the last 3 or 4 poems.....hope you like them.....please like them...hehe.....j/k....if you don't, just let me know...i can take it ....really...

THE DAY YOU HELD ME IN YOUR ARMS, I KNEW IT WOULDN'T LAST. IT FELT TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, AND I REALIZED THEN THAT IT COULD NEVER WORK. YOU GOT TOO CLOSE, AND BEFORE YOU KNEW, WE HAD GONE TOO FAR. I WANT US BACK, BUT KNOW IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. 'CAUSE YOU DON'T CARE, BUT EVEN IF YOU DID, WE CAN'T GO BACK TO WHERE WE WERE. TOO MUCH HAS CHANGED, AND I'M NOT SURE I EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME ANYMORE. SO WHAT CAN WE DO, WHO CAN WE TURN TO. NO ONE ELSE IS RIGHT FOR ME OR YOU.

and here is another...this is not really a poem....but i guess it is.....

WHAT WILL HAPPEN? WHEN WILL WE WORK THIS OUT? WILL WE EVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER? CAN OUR LOVE GROW STRONGER? WHAT WILL HAPPEN.

I DON'T KNOW. WE HAVE TO TALK. THE ONLY WAY TO GET WHAT WE WANT IS TO TALK THIS THROUGH. WE NEED TO PUSH EACH OTHER TH OUR LIMITS. I DON'T KNOW?

this one is about me....

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF...THAT'S GREAT. I'M GLAD YOU ARE SOOO HAPPY. ME? I HATE LIFE, AND EVERYTHING ABOUT MINE. I HATE CHRISTMASTIME, BUT I LOVE HALLOWEEN. NATURE IS THE ONLY THING I CAN STAND ABOUT LIFE. ANIMALS, PLANTS, THE SKY; I LOVE IT ALL. WITH OUT IT, THE WORLD WOULD BE NOTHING. AND THE WATER...DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED. IS THAT ENOUGH; SHOULD I GO ONE...NO. O.K. WELL THEN, GOOD BYE.

So there they are...again.....byes for now...~Toni
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yeah...i am now a member of the yuki fan club...hehe





i decided to put all the banners togother so i wouldn't have to worry about it later....and so i could see them now...hehe....love you all and hope you all like my poems....i will put some one later. ~Toni
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Monday, September 11, 2006

   damn school.....
holla....hehe....well, i finished another poem today. it only took me like 10 mins to write....that is a record for me...!!!

well, i will try to post it today....later for now...~Toni
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Saturday, September 9, 2006

   neh...
still tired.....really need sleep....so, seth and i are still together, and im not sure about the other guy but i think he is going to go out with my friend now. Even if he asks me out, im going to tell him no. I love me friend and want her to be happy. She is going through a tough time and needs a guy to be with and she really wants him....so she can have him......but yeah...i will comment again....and here is another poem....enjoy....

THE DAY YOU HELD ME IN YOUR ARMS, I KNEW IT WOULDN'T LAST. IT FELT TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE, AND I REALIZED THEN THAT IT COULD NEVER WORK. YOU GOT TOO CLOSE, AND BEFORE YOU KNEW, WE HAD GONE TOO FAR. I WANT US BACK, BUT KNOW IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. 'CAUSE YOU DON'T CARE, BUT EVEN IF YOU DID, WE CAN'T GO BACK TO WHERE WE WERE. TOO MUCH HAS CHANGED, AND I'M NOT SURE I EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME ANYMORE. SO WHAT CAN WE DO, WHO CAN WE TURN TO. NO ONE ELSE IS RIGHT FOR ME OR YOU.

and here is another...this is not really a poem....but i guess it is.....

WHAT WILL HAPPEN? WHEN WILL WE WORK THIS OUT? WILL WE EVER BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER? CAN OUR LOVE GROW STRONGER? WHAT WILL HAPPEN.

I DON'T KNOW. WE HAVE TO TALK. THE ONLY WAY TO GET WHAT WE WANT IS TO TALK THIS THROUGH. WE NEED TO PUSH EACH OTHER TH OUR LIMITS. I DON'T KNOW?

this one is about me....

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF...THAT'S GREAT. I'M GLAD YOU ARE SOOO HAPPY. ME? I HATE LIFE, AND EVERYTHING ABOUT MINE. I HATE CHRISTMASTIME, BUT I LOVE HALLOWEEN. NATURE IS THE ONLY THING I CAN STAND ABOUT LIFE. ANIMALS, PLANTS, THE SKY; I LOVE IT ALL. WITH OUT IT, THE WORLD WOULD BE NOTHING. AND THE WATER...DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED. IS THAT ENOUGH; SHOULD I GO ONE...NO. O.K. WELL THEN, GOOD BYE.

so there's my poems for today...i have 2 or more started...but they aren't ready yet and the one i can't share yet....i don't know if i will ever be able to share it....it is really deep and about a great loss to me. well...later...~Toni
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Friday, September 8, 2006

   i need sleep...
so, im at school...and i am really tired...yesterday was picture day and i know my picture really sucked...oh well. I will try to comment today, and look at your sites....love you all....


here is another poem...

PLEASE COME TO ME,
I WANT YOU SO.
THERE ARE THINGS NEEDED,
AND THINGS TO SHARE.
PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND,
THAT WHAT I DESIRE
IS YOUR ABSOLUTE LOVE,
AND YOUR ENTIRE BODY.
I AM IN LOVE,
AND YOU ARE IT.
PLEASE TRY LOVING ME.
CAUSE IF YOU DON'T,
I WILL SURELY DIE.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW,
THROUGH THICK AND THIN,
I AM THERE FOR,
AND CARE DOR, YOU.

i don't really like the beginning, but the ending turned out really well, i think....
hope you liked it. There will be more later.

love you all...~Toni
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Thursday, September 7, 2006

   yeah...this is it...
this is the last year i will be able to tolerate(??spelling??) my g-ma...as soon as my mom gets a new home, i am going to move in with her; as long as it is in the same district. There is no way i would move to a new school when i am a jounior...NO WAY AT ALL...but if it is ...i will definitely be moving in.

just thought i would let you all know that...i will try to post a poem tomorrow....ttyl...~Toni
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Tuesday, September 5, 2006

   hey all...
im commenting today, so look for me...


well... my friends are calling me a hor because my b-friend, seth, was going to break up with me but he hasn't talked to me for over 2 wks and he hasn't made any attempt to do so(and that really pisses me off, so if we do talk on the phone or something, im going to end up cussing him out) and while i was dating him, i was talking to my friend on aim at the same time i was talking to seth(this was back when he was actually talking to me) and he asked me out...but i told him that i had a boyfriend at the time, and i would go out with him if/when seth and i broke up. well, he has been telling his friends that we are going out, and i guess we are, but i still don't know about seth...


my life just keeps on getting more and more complicated...like all of yours don't...hehe...wouldn't that be great?

If none of our lives ever got any more complicated then they are now....when we finally worked all the complications out, there wouldn't be anymore!!!...wow!! life would be like heaven....

ok...i have more poems, but they probably won't get on here till later this week...so look for them, and tell me how you like....thanks for all your comments.

later....~Toni
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Sunday, September 3, 2006

   new bg...again
hope you all like this bg...it is sailormoon and sailorchibimoon and pegasus...love the colors...later...~Toni
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   wtf...
what happened?? I tried to get on otaku when i first get on the internet...and it wasn't working...it kept redirecting me and saying there was an error and otaku couldn't be found??!!! but im on now...and it seems that none of my friends could get on either....cause no one showed up as having a new post.... hope otaku doesn't close down...that would suck monkey balls...hehe...well...hope you all had better luck then i did...later ~Toni
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