Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Wishes To Tears...

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Hey, everyone. How are you all? I'm doing fairly well, all things considered. I was lying in bed when the idea dawned on me: to update my fading Otaku page. Oh, and just so you know (not that it matters), but I'm probably gonna re-design this site soon. I wanna get back into Photoshop and create my own button and some other little trinkets. One could say that I was inspired by my friend EternalDragon's new clubs (which I will be joining both). Not that I don't love Vincent Valentine - he still owns every character in every story. Well, maybe to me, just because I can feel some relativity between the character and myself...but I'm sure you all are tired of looking at him for now lol. So, on to what's been up... I've been trying to get back into more anime and manga. I've noticed that I haven't been watching or reading as much as I used to. Not that I'm any less of an anime lover - I still end up drawing it from time to time. I guess it started when I fell away from Naruto...then I stopped BTing Bleach and fell behind. So, I'm trying to dabble into more things and get my inner nerd back. So, any anime suggestions are more than welcome. Things I'm into now (or getting into soon): Black Cat (it seems interesting) Chrono Crusade (has nothing to do with Chrono Trigger) Bleach (still awesome) Beck (DUDE! Les Pauls + manga = love) Dramacon (dunno why...lol...) Naruto (...maybe - gotta catch up) Full Metal Panic! (also seems interesting) Saiyuki Reload (never got into it after the original Saiyuki) .hack//Another Birth (anything .hack// rocks) .hack//AI Buster (the novel lol - told ya) Let's see...other stuff. Well, I've been feeling really...well, I've been feeling a lot of things. I haven't been sleeping well lately. Those of you who used to read my other site probably noted that I have had sleeping problems before. I'm not totally sure what triggers them, because they aren't consistent. I woke up today and my body was aching all over. I really think that it has something to do with the fact that I haven't had over four or five hours of sleep in at least a month. But we're on Fall Break, so I'll sleep over the next few days ^^; Also, I've been experiencing acute 'senioritis.' Yeah, last year I told myself that it was bullshit, but now that I've got it...it's kicking my ass lol. I don't feel like going to classes (but given my situation, I don't have much of a choice). I've magically got more school spirit now than the other three years of high school combined. I'm scared as hell of graduation and post-graduation life. I think that a lot of it is the uncertainty of everything. I have a tendency to over-analyze when it's totally unnecessary...but, oh well ^^; My lovely Angel has been keeping me surfaced above the water, and I love her so much for that. I'm not sure what sort of state I'd be in without her right now, so if you're reading this; Thank you. I appreciate you so much, and I love you. Also, there's some other things that I think I've been keeping hidden from just about everyone. And I'd rather not get yelled at for my type of thinking - or starting any sort of sympathy comments. I'll be fine, so don't worry about anything. Well...at least I think I will be. That factor of uncertainty kicks in once again, but we will see. Now, everyone go out and have fun! Like, super-sparkly fun! (For some reason, that reminded me of my little Tohma and now I want Pocky...) *BREAKTHROUGH* I just realized that I don't...remember the last time I had Pocky. That'd probably make me happy, so...off to get some tomorrow! XD. Laters, everyone.