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Sunday, December 12, 2004

To those with shouldn't love
A lonely beat flows through my veins
I seem to spend my life looking for you.
The thing that brings my happiness never has.
Though my mind just wants more
Deep down my heart cry’s for it to stop.

When I get the strength to go through
Then they come along and break me again.
I wish the world could see me
I wish the world could appreciate me.

I dress myself till I look so pretty
And wait for just one response of love.
Foolishly I break my heart over you again and again
Have you ever noticed me or thought of me
My thoughts of you are everlasting and desperate.

Do you even hear me?
Have you ever seen me?
I know I can’t wait for you any longer
And I know I will wait here for you forever.

As endless as time, my head spins
Thoughts and feelings bear me down, till I can’t breath
Love is suffocating me
I would tear out my heart and burn my soul
Just to see a sense of joy in your eyes

Although my heart aches and my pillow is full of tears
I would wait here forever
What kind punishment is this?
Regret and desire.

In a house full of love and joy
How can a man feel so cold?
I sit at home alone thinking of what I could of done
And what I should do
But when the time comes you’re not even there

Why must I hate me?
Why can’t I stand me?
Without you, I would love me
Without knowing you, I would respect me
Why must I have you?
Why can’t I have you?
Why do I need you?
Why must you hurt me?
Pick me back up, and break me
Seem to love me, only to hate me

I’m the laughing stock of the world
Yet there is not one, true laughter for me
Only a hundred fake smiles, I wear to please you

Though someday they ill save this tear falling from my face
And so it begins again
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