Friday, August 19, 2005

A little more about me


I honestly dont know anymore. I feel my heart weakening, I may not last too much longer in this harsh world. But it's ok, I've met some great people, loving and caring people who I will always Love. They will always have a special place in my heart.



My Sunshine, my first love. I've not lost hope for us yet, we made a promise to each other and I intend to see it through. I love her, what i like most is the way she make's me feel. whenever we talk all i can do is smile, nothing else matters to me, no matter what has happened to me that day or how bad i feel she always knows what to say to make me smile, to make me forget about everything. I love to hear her laugh. and how when she's down and comes to me, and i can cheer her up and hear how happy she is again, its the best feeling in the world to know i can make her smile again. I love knowing that I can give her such strength. I will always love her, and continue to work towards our promise. I'll never give up on her, I'll do my best to win her over someday. She's My Sunshine, because no matter what I feel, she brings light into my world, and warmth into my heart.



My Angel, also someone I love very dearly. She helped me through my pain, and brought the smile back to my face. She put her own hardships and pain aside just to help me, to cheer me up, and get me on my feet. I didnt know it at the time, but she even stayed with me on her birthday, just to help me feel better. She's very dear to me, she was the first to ever return those feelings of love. It's amazing, whithin the short time we've known eachother we've grown so close. I feel like i've known her all my life. And even though she made the choice she did about us, I still love her, and I know she loves me too. I want her to be happy, and i'll do what i can to make that happen. Just because she made her choice doesnt mean things are over, theirs still hope. Theirs always hope. And she will forever be My Angel, because I know no matter what, she will always be around to cheer me up when im sad, and pick me up when im down.



To My Sunshine and My Angel, I love you both with all my heart, and I always will. The two of you are very unique and incredible people, all I feel when im around you is love. Even if im down, I know it wont last long, I know I'll be smiling in no time ^^ I love you both and will never leave you, so please dont leave me either.
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