Sunday, June 11, 2006

Chapter 1 part 2
well, today i went fishing again, and got totally skunked. the place we went was great tho! really nice scenery down by the snake river. and thats all in my day, i didnt write chapter 2, im gonna tomorrow. the story still needs a title. any ideas? here it is.

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Imaku goes back into the den and flops down, sprawled on his couch-bed. He hears the sounds of the city around him with his sharp wolf hearing. Sometimes he regrets having it when it gets so loud here where all these people live. There are times when he wonders if he will ever understand the human way of life. He watches as headlights pass along the wall opposite the window and thinks to himself, “I’ll never get used to this.” Then he roles himself over, tucks his tail and ears back, and closes his eyes to fall into a silent sleep.
Meanwhile, Kaji is still awake in his room on the computer. He spends another hour or so in various chat rooms as well as certain other websites and drinking the rest of the pack of beer he stole from his father. After that he finally passes out on his bed with his left arm and leg hanging off the side and a big grin on his face.

The next morning Imaku bursts into Kaji’s room around nine o’clock, tail wagging frantically.
“Hey, wake up! We have to meet Suki at the mall!” he says loudly. Kaji merely groans and roll over, falling off the bed.
“What’s your problem?” he grumbles, propping himself up. “How can you be so hyper this early?”
“Well for starters,” Imaku responds, “I’m not hung over.” He begins rummaging around in Kaji’s closet.
“Secondly, I’m a morning person anyway” he adds as he tosses a pair of jeans at Kaji over his shoulder. The jeans hit Kaji square in the face and he falls back over again.
“Plus you don’t want to keep Suki waiting, do ya Kaji?” No reply. “Kaji?” Imaku turns around to see Kaji lying there with the jeans still over his face. He crouches down with a look on his face similar to how a parent looks at a small child who climbs on a rock and slips back down again. He lightly takes the jeans off Kaji’s face only to see that Kaji is fast asleep again. Imaku stands up and balls up the jeans. His mock gentle smile turns into a mischievous one as his tail stands straight up and he slams the balled up jeans back down onto Kaji’s stomach, getting a groan out of him.
“You’re as bad as she is” whines Kaji, propping himself back up again.
“Oh no, I’m not!” retorts Imaku. “That girl is evil! I’m just a prick.” He adds with a smug grin. Kaji just blankly stares over Imaku’s shoulder. Imaku’s smile fades as his wagging tail goes limp and his ears drop back.
“She’s here, isn’t she?” Imaku asks in a worried voice.
“Uh… yeah…” replies Kaji nodding. Imaku slowly turns to see a girl with light brown hair in a single braid and wearing jeans and a tee-shirt that says “Fangirl” on it with her arms folded impatiently.
“Uh…Hi Tsuk-“he starts. The girl suddenly whips out a paper fan and smacks Imaku over the head with it, bending him over slightly.
“Been watching ‘FMP? Fumoffu’ again, eh Suki?” says Kaji, sitting himself up cross-legged.
“How could you tell?” replies Suki with an innocent giggle.
“Don’t give me that innocent crap Suki!!” shouts Imaku, leaping up and back, waving his arms and tail frantically. “YOU’RE EVIL!!”
“Pipe down wolf-boy,” orders Suki, hitting him with the fan again. Imaku flinches and puts his ears back. Then he stands back up and puts his ears forward again
“So shall we go?” asks Imaku as if nothing happened.
“Sure!” says Suki in a sweet voice, followed by a giggle. Then she puts her hands behind her back, spins around on her heel, and walks out into the hall. Imaku goes to follow, but Kaji stops him.
“Why do you let her treat you like that?” he whispers. “If it were me you’d let me have it for sure”
“I don’t know,” replies Imaku, obviously uncomfortable with the situation. “It’s Suki” he adds with a shrug. They head down and catch up with Suki and don’t mention the conversation at all.
Kaji and Suki climb into Kaji’s little white Toyota, but Imaku waits on the sidewalk, starring straight ahead. Suki roles down the passenger side window and sticks her head out.
“Something wrong, Imaku?” she asks with a hint of concern in her voice. A roguish grin slowly spreads across Imaku’s face. He looks at them with a wild look in his eyes and Suki draws back a little, thinking, “Uh oh, I hate when he gets that look in his eye.”
“Wanna race?” Imaku asks quietly, still grinning wildly.
“Imaku get in th-” Suki starts to say, but Kaji leans over and shouts “YOU’RE ON!” with the same look as Imaku has.
“Not again!” moans Suki, but its too late. Imaku has already started stretching and Kaji is revving the engine, so Suki sits back, folds her arm, and breathes a sigh. Then she smiles over at Imaku.
“Loser buys lunch!” she says. This gets her a big grin from Imaku.
“That’s the spirit!” he shouts. They line up for the race and look at each other competitively.
“Ready?” asks Suki.
“GO!” yell Imaku and Kaji together at the top of their lungs.

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the next part is gonna be pretty short, so you'll all get a real post. im gonna try to stay ahead and post 1 part a day. still need a title! i'm glad you all erally liked it. i'll keep it coming!
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

story!
blegh, boring day. nothing specially whatsoever. so heres chapter 1 part 1 of my story. i still dont have a good name for it!

The sound of screams rings in a little boy’s ears as his young mother places him in the center of a stone circle. The boy can sense that something is wrong and begins to cry. The smell of blood and smoke permeate the air while the small world that the boy so briefly knew is destroyed outside the chamber. His mother strokes his head gently as she whispers something in a strange language.
“Good bye, my little boy,” she says softly, choking back the tears in her bright blue eyes. The stone entrance to the chamber is smashed open as she places her hands on a special mark engraved on the table. An intricate pattern lights up slowly, following the curves and lines carved into the circle. A group of human men rush into the chamber through the shattered doorway.
“Die demon woman!” one of them shouts. In what seems like slow motion to the infant boy, he raises his sword and brings it down on the young woman’s sweat-soaked chest, cleaving a gash that runs through her heart. The little boy bawls still louder as flecks of his mothers warm blood splatter onto his face. The man slowly turns to him and raises his stained blade with a vicious grin on his face.
“Now to rid Giran of you vermin for eternity!” shouts the man in a victorious and confident tone. He laughs loudly; a horrible mirthless laugh. The lines of the circle converge on the boy in the center of the table and begin to glow brightly, startling the man. A bolt of black lightening flashes downward, searing the left side of the man’s face. He gives a shout and there is a flash of bright light in the boy’s eyes.
Imaku Kazemaru sits bolt upright on the couch with a gasp. Sweat drips from his dark brown hair as he places his head in his hands and breathes deeply.
“Again…” he whispers. He slowly opens his bright, almost luminescent, blue eyes and stands up. He makes his way out of the darkened room, deftly avoiding the clutter on the floor and furniture. As he enters the dimly lit kitchen, another boy is sitting at the table. His normally gelled up black hair is down and messy and his eyes are half shut from being up so late.
“Same dream again, huh?” he asks sleepily.
“Yeah,” replies Imaku with a sigh.
“So when ya gonna tell me what this dream is about anyway?” the boy asks as Imaku pours himself a glass of milk. “It’s been going on since you got here six months ago.”
“You want anything to drink, Kaji?” asks Imaku.
“There you go dodging the question again!” shouts Kaji. “Every time me or Suki ask you about it, you change the subject!”
“So that’s a ‘no’ on the drink then?” asks Imaku calmly, obviously ignoring Kaji.
“You’re impossible,” replies Kaji, resting his head on the edge of the table. “Yeah, I guess I’ll have a beer,” he adds with a yawn.
“You really gotta kick this drinking habit, Kaji,” calls Imaku from the refrigerator, tail wagging. “We’re only like sixteen you know. You could get into some serious trouble.”
“You know my dad; he doesn’t care what I do.”
“I’m talkin’ ‘bout Suki!” Imaku says, eyes widening. “She’s like the police around us two! Keeps us outta trouble,” he adds with a chuckle
“I’ll drink to that!” says Kaji, raising his bottle. “Hey, remember the time she- STOP FIDGETING WITH YOUR TAIL!!” he shouts.
“Sorry!” replies Imaku, who is a bit startled. He moves his tail down where it still wags weakly. “Just a habit…” he mumbles.
“You know I’m not used too the whole tail and cat ears thing.” Kaji says.
“Wolf ears!” yells Imaku. “And why not?! Everyone else is!”
“I dunno, I just-“ Kaji starts. He is interrupted by his father entering the room with no pants on.
“It’s two in the morning.” He says groggily. “Go ta bed.”
“Alright, alright” retorts Kaji in an exasperated tone. “G’night Imaku” he adds, sighing exaggeratedly.
“And put my beer back!” Kaji’s father orders. “I told you, you have to buy your own!”
“Told you he didn’t care what I did” Kaji says to Imaku, ignoring his father completely.
“G’night Kaji.” says Imaku with a bit of laughter in his voice.

so hwat do you think? the first couple chapters are pretty lighthearted, but it gets deeper and darker later on.

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Friday, June 9, 2006

the good, the bad, and the incredibly mundane
actaully, i dont know anything bad happends today! YAY! but it was fairly boring... and short.

i woke up at like 2! no kidding! thats the latest my family has ever let me sleep. i woke up the sound of some big machine sealing the asphalt outside my house and was like "wtf is that?" and then i realized how quiet it was and that really freaked my out. my sister has been gone all day. her and her friends woke up and left kinda early appearantly. now she's staying the night at their house! YAY! so yeah, i woke up really late. and then it was a ragular day, i spent most of it on myo visiting sites. i also made some ramen and vacuumed the living room. i drank like half a bottle of MTN dew today too! heh heh heh...*evil grin* ok, and i have a question for kitabug: whats the code to get your text box the way it is? im kinda gonaa be modelling my post formats after yours minus the jokes and riddles. which brings me to my next good news: I STARTED MY STORY!!! i cant explain the plot yet, because im not entirely sure how its gonna work out. i wrote chapter one tonight and will be be psoting part one of it tommorow. i also made a portfolio to keep it and all my good drawings and doodles in.! its blue....to be honest thats all my day was. boooorrriiiinnngggggg! oh, and i had another talk about politics and religion and stuff with my dad. i really enjoy those. he understands it better than other kids my age or even my mom does. i think some of you here at myo could get into it, but i doubt most of you would to be honest. wow, this a really short post for me...i really hope all of summer isnt like this...questions!
1) was your day boring?
2) are you gonne read my story? its realyy good and will be formatted right and edited and stuff! c'mon, you know you want too!
3) how many sites a day do you visit on average?
4) how did you discover myo and why did you join?
5) hello?
ok, thats all...um...piccy!

i love this picture! i wonder why yuyuhakusho and rurouni kenshin are always thought of together? kinda like naruto and one piece.look down at the little charcters on the bottom to really get it. this isnt short anymore! it was when i said "boring" huh...
*disapears into the tall grass*
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

another look back at my rant, and some other stuff
ok, you remeber my mask analogy from my last blow-up right? well ive been thinking about it and ive decided what i was really trying to get at is more of a "deeper than you know" sorta thing, rather than a false face. am i making sense? its like i wear a smiling face, but im more than that. i think i may actually be happy, but everything around me says " how can you be happy? you have no girlfriend, your in highschool, your broke!" but i think for the most part i am a happy person. i was reading a little on chakras and i think for the most part they are in balance. im doing my next drawing based on that mask concept. ive already got a doodle of it, i just need to refine it and move it to good paper.

ive ben reading up more on religion and i dont know if i can get into the entire wicca culture and emerse myself in it, but i love the message and some of the mysticism it presents. really alot of these earth religions tie into eachother. chakras from the east, spirit guides from native american culture, european astrology, crystals and elements and everything! it all seems to go together ansd ive always felt strong draws to that sort of thing. i dont know if i believe ONE religion at all. alot of ppl think its pagan (which it may be, im totally sure) and they associate pagan with the devil because that was ingrained in ppl since the early days of the catholic church. i dont know much, but i know what im drawn too and that its not evil. i do believe in spirits, but do not worship them. i do believe in powers and energies, but am not a spell caster, i do believe in magick, but am not a witch or wizard or warlock or whatever you wawnt to call it. i guess perhaps i have hesitations about throwing mysdelf whole-heartedly into a religion because my family has not been at all consitant with it. i suppose i am a bit of many things. i believe in jesus christ but also in the teachings of buddha as well as spirits and energies. so waht does that make me? is there a name for it? does it need a name? i tolorate all views as long as they are not forced upon me. i supopose you could call me a dabbler. i don know, im still trying to find myself out. its a bit of a confusing time to be alive in this day and age, it may also be just the stage in life im at. i hope i can figureout and dont just end up in the rat race. no, i dont hope, i know it wont happen. i wont let it!

ok, enoug drama and deepness, now onto teh shallow and petty stuff: MY LITTLE SISTER IS EVIL!!! right now she has 2 friends spending the night. she's bad enough when she has one friend! so she was demanding that i set up the DDR game after i was watching tv and had moved to the cmputer, and i simply said no. no yelling, no getting mad, just a cold no. then i sat down and told her to figure it uot herself. my mom got kinda ticked at that because she was onthe phone and my sis came out complaining about it. so she told me to do it and i simply didnt. so when she was done, we talked a bit and she asked what was up and i told her that i didnt fell like helping my sis because she was being bossy and snotty and she treats me like this (poorly) alot and i am sick of it. i was as calm as i could be about it. i knew if i got all emotional or angry, then she would reciprocate it and i could get in trouble. but since i was calm, it worked well and i got what i wanted and my sis got my dad to help when he got home. it all worked out. i should try that more often. getting upset at your parents doesnt work like it does on TV. so really thats about for today.

i also played more KH and right now i am ost and confused in the cave of wonders. i cant figure out how to get into the lamp room! so if anyone who had beaten the game is feeling generous enough to help my out, please pm me. also, i am planning on being able to visit some sites today, but maybe not all of them. it depends on how much time i get with kh. my sister and her friends might be playing DDR or my mom may kick me off after a few hours.

ok, piccy of the day!

look familiar? think FMA...the octogram is actually a celtic symbol used to invoke magick. thats all i know. anyone have anymore info on it?
well, thats it! any questions? CLASS DISMISSED!
*disappears into the tall grass*
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   WOOT!!
I SURVIVED!! my freshman year is behind me now!! IM OFFICIALLY A SOPHOMORE!! HELL F***ING YEAH!! *punches air* this morning it felt all normal, but after we got out of class, i realy felt it! everyone was all hyper on the bus and we wanted to stop the bus and go over to the one next to us because they had free food! every sorta got into little groups and such and were just talking and everyone was hyper and it was great! there were some weird converations going on too. someone inthe back of the bus had some of those long baloons and one floatd up to us and you can gues what happened from there. but i'll tell you anyway, my friend first pretended it was HIS boob and that was funny, untill he got frosting on it and licked it off...slowly...then another one of my friends got and she was just sorta fidgiting with it and it look SO wrong! incase you want to know more, there were up and down motions involved...butyeah, so i had fun. the geometry final was the only hard one, i left it with like 3 questions to go... and i tink i missed a few too, so i'll probly end up wit a low A or a high B. iother than that, they were all really easy. and i got 9 sigs and a weir story in my poor man's yearbook! and i drew a realy good doodle on the cover! too bad its just a doodle, i dont know ifi could do it again. but ive finally got my quarter views down!

random tidbit of info: i am currently holding a frozen precut salmon! I LOVE SALMON! but not salmonila...ANYWHO!

um...again, sorry i havent been visiting sites, but i only have KH for a week and i have to whatever i can! i just sealed the keyhole in traverse town last night. dont worry, when i return it, i'll come and visit everyone who updated wile i was gone!! now for something or other...a video perhaps? yeah, let me go find one...while your waiting: QUESTIONS!

1) is anyone still in school? ~im sure they are somewhere or other~
2) any plans this summer? ~well, some raltives are coming out latr this month, but ithink thats all. i will be doing stuff tho
3)how many yearbook sigs did you get (if you got a yearbook)

an update on my story: i deicded it will take place in multiple worlds! tokyo and i world called Giran (G not J). good name? oh and the main character, imaku, is kinda just ike my but iwth wolf ears, a tail, more atheletic ability, and a couple major issues.

now just waiting for that video....sorry, speakers arent working, so i cant get you guys a video...i'll go find a pic!

damn, cant even find that. i wasgoing for a graduation theme! oh well...latr! oh yeah, new exit for summer, tell me what you think? any better ideas?

*disapears into the tall grass*
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

im better now!
hey guys! im back to my regular happy self! ^__^ i dont know what happened, i guess i was freaking out about exams and one thing lead to another and i was just sorta going off on you ppl! my apologies. alot of what i said is true, about my worries at least, but i think i really over-dramatized them. finals arent so bad actually, im not worried anymore. i drew this little mini-comic yesterday when i was done with my exam and i think i may refine it a bit. its really just a four panel thingy i was using to practice my quarter-view faces. im actually in class now but i got like 30 minutes left. well, thanks for your advice and kind words yesterday, i think they helped a lot and magnus: i took your advice and made my "poor man's yearbook" theres a funny story about that. happened just this morning: since i have allergies, my nose is knda stuffy, and when i said poor man;s yearbook, they thought i said porn man's yearbook and so one person brought it up in their signing and then my other friend was like "your into porn? kudos!" and then she wrote "porn 4 ever" in big block letters under that and i was like "OMG! my mom is going want to see my yearbook! what is she gonna say when she sees that?!" then i went to class cause trhe bell rang.

yesterday: um...well I GOT KH1!! YAY! i played it for like 6 hours straight yesterday when i got back, but it was ok because i had just ridden my bike like 14 miles! i was bored at home because i had got home early cause of finals, so i decided to go get some lunch at the minimart down the road and then decided to go visit my mom at work ut i forgot about the 2 mile detour! i went anyways and then the video store jsut happened to be across the street and i just happened to have $20! well actually it was more like 17 cause i bouht lunch, well yeah, so i got KH and pocky!!(which my evil little sister inceasently[sp?] begger me for, so bribed her with a stick to clean the living room ^__^) then the library was on the way home, so stopped there and got shaman king #1. i was loaded! so yeah, i rode home and got tired and hot was riding really slow and the seat was really uncomfortable, but i had KH!! i already mentioned i played for 6 hours dtraight and i will again! so i probly wont be visiting for the next couple days...um...anything else? yeah...dont think so! bells gonna ring soon so i better wrap it up! no piccy today cause photobucket is BLOCKED! damn school...parting thoughts: i wonder how much staff at anime insider get paid...latr!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Monday, June 5, 2006

another borish day at the house of chibi
yeah, nothin special today...mowed the lawn, threw more cards, visited sites ect...the only interseting thing to happen off of the net was me going for another babysitting job. i went from like 6:15 to 10 or so. they were kinda hyper, but for the most part they were good. i tried to do some homework while i was there...didnt work out so well! but hey, i got $20 and a free burger, fries and drink out of it! yup...on the magic 8-ball...WHO THE HELL ASKED "IS CHIBI-san GAY"?!?!?!!?! grrrr....what really creeepy is that the 8-ball said "outlook good" THAT PISSED ME OFF...lol....wow, thats the first time in freakin forever ive used "lol"! I WANT A YEARBOOK!!! my parent are totally f***ing broke and i only got $20!!! *sob* i feel so left out! oh welll....i never get a yearbook! there are 50 left as of last friday and its first come first serve! GODAMMIT! some things are justout our hands, right? THAT DOESNT MEAN IM ACCEPTING IT!! F***ING A! *kicks random objects* god, that pisses me off! ok, unless its something deeply profound, NO ONE TALK ABOUT IT!!! i hate just hearing "sucks about *blank*" whenever i am upset about it! i know its all you can do, but still! im not a the most rational person on the face of the planet! well, i better get to bed, finals tomorrow...DAMN YOU SCHOOL!!!!! (dont worry, i may be crazy, but im not homocidal agaisnt the school and everyone in it) just 3 days left and ythey are half days! but the weather is taunting me!! can i make it? tires have been known to blow out on the last leg of the last lap before! ive got engineering and global perspectives tomorow...again i say F**ING A! i dont know if i can do it! where am i supposed to write the pnone numbers of my friends of not a yearbook?! how am i supposed to remeber them and have them rember me if we cant stay in touch over the summer!! AND HOW AM SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THIS SUMMER WITHOUT HAVING A CAR, JOB, FRIENDS WHO HAVE CARS, OR SOME EXCUSE TO LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT THE REST OF MY FAMILY?!?!?! i swear, either me, my brother,or my sister are going to be dead this summer. either i'll kill em, they'll kill eachother, i'll kill myself, or my parents will kill all 3 of us! (not serious about killing myself, i hope you all have enough sense to know that!) im havong more anxiety about starting summer than i did about starting highschool! WTF?!?! everything just seems so out of whack! is this what it is to be a teenager? im kinda new at this, i stayed a kid till i was like 14 and a half. is it always like this?! DOES IT GET WORSE?!?!?! god, i dont know if i will survive till the end of the week... tensions are running high at school, at home, with myself and you can feel it in the general population! i cant handle being in the real world if this is jsut a taste of the stress! by the time this is all over, im gonna have a f***ing nervous breakdown! im broke my parent are broke, my nerves and patience with everythng is totally spent! im even left with only 2 hours of anime a week! DAMN IT ALL!!! im jsut so burnt out on everthing and im only 15! god, i need something! anything! a path way for the stress to go, whether its an agression release or just a relaxation technique! im sick of worrying about schoolwork, of what ppl think of me, of how to deal with my family! of when i can get things i want or need by how much we happen to eat that month! ppl think im rich because i have a trampoline, cable, and buy my luch most of time, but im not! my family is running on an empty tank of gas here! picking up a gallon overy thirty miles or so and using 1.1 gallons! the worsty part is, I CANT DO JACK SHIT ABOUT IT!!! i cant pay my own way, i cant help them, i cant get my brother and sister to help out and i I CANT STOP THE ANXIETY CONASTANTLY GOING ON IN MY HEAD! i give off this imression of happy go luck all the time and i cant stp that either! im sick of wearing a smiling mask, but i can take it off! i act like an idiot to garter attention thru laughter and it works, but sometimes it works too well! i cant tell if they are laughing with me or at me! sometimes i am happy or in a good mood or just plain funny, but other times i try! ive had ppl say "why do you smile so much" i dont know how to answer! im certainly not always happy, but its something ive been accustomed to doing, like a mask the feels weird when you take it off! i cant help it, its just something i do! no way am i genuinly happy, im always worrying about something or fighting battle in my head "is this right, or do i go the other way" "why even bother?" "why am i thinking about it" and most often im just so damn mentally exausted! im tied of it, but theres nothing i can do with the state of things! everythng has a price, evn just good advice! i cant get into anything i want to do cause i cant afford it! untll now i poured my life into school and church. i was student and a mormon, that was my identity. now im finding that school is so frustrating and im no longwer mormon, so waht am i now? im not an athelete, im not a super brain, there nothing to make ppl notice me! i dont want to be invisible! all the shit the world dishes out is just too much! its just plain hard! i can find anything to do about it inside me either! its not so life and death that i can call upon some inexplicable force to pull me thru! so im stuck! someone tell me what to do, where to go, wher to look, something! who the f*** am i anyways and what the point of it all?! gos, im jsut so sick of it all...but i have no chopice but to keep moving forward...its all i can do...its all i know how to do...
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Sunday, June 4, 2006

some fun stuff!
ok, well today was a rather uneventful day. i spent forever trying to ge this bg right! i didnt create it, but i was resizing and dimensioning it. took my forever to figure out just what to do, then i tested the size out on photobucket so now i have like four different versions on my photobucket! most of the day was spent either on the computer or playing a game similar to paintball, but with playing cards with my brother. someitmes im dead on, other times i suck. i pulled some sweet ninja moves too! i lept out from around the corner and flung a card like a shuriken and got him right in the spleen! another time i caught him right on the front of his forehead! i also got his jugular and quite a few times in other places less vital. he got hit in the crotch like 3 or 4 times today! poor kid, im so evil! ^__^ but he doesnt usually mind, untill i accidentally hit him in the face with a CD...dont ask... ok, thats really all the happend today! so...my family is watching harry potter, i dont want to! i want my anime!!! GIMME ANIME NOW!!! damn ppls...oh well, i can wait! random thought for the day: the UN is a limp dick. totally useless! they make laws and never inforce them, they are just inviting trouble! even a nation like the USA goes against there wishes like with the whole iraq thingy. whos seen teh hotel rwanda? its really depressing and thats what really made me hate the UN recently, because it was true story! anywho, before i go on a political rant: heres some fun stuff!





poll




i may make this a permantent feature. the countdown and the poll. now heres a video! its really funny, you should watch it! you have to listen to the lyrics. let it load while playing with the other various toys.

yyh why does this always happen?


btw: like my new theme? is there anyone out there who does NOT know what it is? if you dont, i oughta slap you!! if you have time, go watch the video topside too. i love that song and it fits yusuke so well!
ok, thats all! latr! im think this may be my shortest post ever! well, if it didnt have all the stuff in it anyways...yeah, so latr! (again)

*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Saturday, June 3, 2006

and im back! get a comfy chair guys, this may be long one
ok, my last post was what, wednesday? yeah, cause that was the day i was looking at wicca stuff. anywho! thursday! ior perhaps its wednesday, this time of year, i begin to lose track

ok, i did my presentation in freshman success! it went very well, but i still got a 147 out of 200. what really killed me was the fact that i was supposed to dress nice, but i showd up in a pair of freshy blood and soda stained jeans. im guess you want to know what happend! well, ive told you about my friend who likes to steal other ppls food and i usually let her. well this was the one time i didnt. so abother frind stole my soda whilst i was argueing with her and ran around the back of me to give her the soda. well i grabbed it back and we we're trying to gfight over it without crushing the opn bottle and she suddenly let go right as it was right next to my face and it clocked me right in the mouth! (i said right like 3 times in a sentance, didnt i?)
anywho...so yeah it spilled all ovetr the place and she was all worried about her paper and binder andstuff, but that was just untill she realized i was bleeding kinda bad, it was quite a bit, not like light headed , but not like picking at a bug bite either. this stuff didnt start happening till i got braces!! so since the bathrooms had no paper towels, i had to use my pant leg! and on top of that, it looked like i pissed myself! luckily no-one noticed. at first i was pissed and was yelling at her, then latr i felt bad, but i dont think she even noticed anyways. i can see why some of our ohter frinedds are kinda burnt out on her. she's nice tho when theres no food or anime pronunciations involved. ok, heres something thats been bugging me is is (e van gel' eon) or (ee van' jel ion) ?! ugh...anywho, i found i have a knack for long presentations if i know ths stuff. and i know how to talk loud enough so everyone listens! having a little brother and sister finally pays off! still, just that jean thing, plus it was a little long, and a some other crap that wasnt that important, made my presentation a C and i was like "WTF?! JUST MY PANTS AND PRESENTATION LENTH?!?!?!?!"

ok, that was wednesday, then thursday we had freshman celevbration! first there was a talent show and there was some really cool acts! these 2 kids were rally good guitar players! but they were so loud, you couldnt hear the singing. a more disturbing act was when Mr. Goff and Mrs. Ochoa dressed up like sunny and cher. Ochoa was sunny. she had chest hair! and mr goff wore a knee lenght dress and cowboy boots!! it was really creepy. i hid behind my friends yearbook...i wish i had one! i'll get my chance monday because they have 50 extra, but its first come first serve! yeah well, then we went outside for hotdogs and burgers and soda and it was hot and the line was long but i was with friends so it wzas cool. then we had a bunhc of copetitions between the 3 freshman teams. my team, "da bulls" lost the first 4, but then we won a 2 point competition to tie it up AND the tiebreaker, so we won! what made me happy cause i got to gloat without even doing anything! ^__^ i enjoy gloating! but then it got evenecd out by karma. i missed the buss and had to stay about 30 minutes after waiting for my mom to come get me. but my friend was there and we hung out and taled about the evils of my geometry teacher. ui swear his grades are screwed up! some ppl had like 4 missing assignments and had like a 77, but i had 2 and i had a 69, then he hadded a quiz to the gradebook and since i wasnt here and had yet to make it up, it went in as a zero, but it brought my grade up to a 84! something is off here! so yeah, that was thursday

friday! turned in some missing assignments and took 2 finals! they were easy and i think i aced em! but in engineering class im was far behind because i was sick so much toward the end of the year! i have to do all my concept drawings and modelling by hand this weekend! luckily its a project made of foam like those gliders and it shouldnt be too hard. oh yweah, and i worked on a scetch for my next drawing! this is one i want to scan! DAMN SCANNER!! i got my inspiration for it from a similar picture featuring naruto. if the original artsist is reading this and see it, you get credit.

today im gonna be changing my theme and latr tonight i'll post some fun stuff i found to entertain you as well as post of today and a video. and remeber...ANIME NIGHT!! since this is so damn long, no questions!
piccy!

it means sakura or cherry blossoms!
ok, thats it, told ya it was long! latr!
*fades away into the swirling*
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

   hello everybody
im actualy supposd to be headed for bed right now, so i may keep this breif. well, as breif as i can be. you know me well enough to know my posts are usually very long right? see, there i go already, taliing and rambling and typing and just putting down whatever comes into my head! moving on before i start spilling my guts completely!

today was a fairly uneventful day. yes, i always say that, but i always yave such long posts. school started off like normal and blah blah blah. nothin special there. i got home and watched a dvd with 3 different anime eps on it. it had hare+guu, macross, and misaki chronicles
macross was alright. very oldschool. looked like it was from aorund the time of speedracer. hare+guu is what i like to call a "'WTF?!' anime" its really random and kinda embarassing to be seen watching it because unless you see the episode or understand just what kind of show it is, you'll think "what the hell is this kid watching?" but really its very funny in some weird, halucinagenic way. misaki chronicles looks very interesting. intugueing and original concept too. but the basketball-sized boobs are a bit distracting, i must admit. i must et more of hare+guu! anywho, the only other thing i did today was loook up some stuff about wicca. im begining to find it very interesting. vearing away from the mormon church has really opened up a lot for me. when i was there every few weeks it was: "wait, so i cant like that anymore or i cant do this, this and this, which means im going to hell?!" thats really how it is when you think abot it. if anyone who is mormon is reasding this, dont take offense. im just stating my beliefs and you can feel free to state yours. as long as it doenst attack me or my beliefs. anywho, where was i? oh yes, wicca. it is witchcraft, but not in the traditional sense. a wiccan doesnt like chant over a bubbling cauldron or hex ppl, but its very in tune with nature. im still gathering lots of information about it and know very little. it looks interesting and ties in to everything from celtic to buddhist to native american in multiple ways. i am kinda hooked now and want to learn much more. i friend of mine is wicca and i can ask her about it if i ever get the chance. i may have to trap her with mints. she's a bit crazy about them. theres lots of stuff about elements and astrology and signs and spirit guides and faeries and crystals and meditation and energy and chakra a bunch more! i emialed the makers of "wicca.com" or maybe it was .org 0_o oh, and i drank this really good tea today too. thats all. no piccy today, bed time. latr!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
nope, wasnt short....
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