Monday, April 24, 2006

OWOWOWOWOW!!!!!! damn sun...
AHH!!! i am so fricking sunburnt!! saturday after the baseball game, both bikes had flat tires and my brother coyuldnt find his ride home, so we walked. in case you didnt know, IT WAS A MILE AND A HALF!!! jogging a mile on a track is one thing, but walking home with a couple bikes, a backpack, and a 9yearold girl along the road for 50% longer is an entirly different matter! the game ended around 3:15 and we got home jsut before 4:30! my brother thought one way was shorter, but really it was longer! so we were home and rested for 30 minutes or so, but then we were getting the trampoline wet and suff with pots and thats qwhen i got really burnt. i put my face in a full pot of cold water and it felt great. i didnt even noticve i was burnt till latr that night. overall, i suppose it balanced out to an ok day.

sunday: yardwork. need i say more? i had to clean up the back yard, slowly cooking away...then i mowed most of it, but there were a bunch of wasps and i stopped. im a bit insectaphobic. so i helped clean up inside, while my dad finished up. then we returned a movie and blah blah blah. after that, we had to cleran up inside and that lasted a while. at about twilight, when there was no longer a fear of extra burning, i went outside to the trampoline and my brother sister and i repeated kicked a soccerball at eachother. its fun ^_^ then we came in, ate dinner. at dinner, i just couldnt stop laughing. i dobnt know why, but everything seemed funny for sore reason. no, im not stoned. im just crazy like that. ok, now im typing this. tada!

my arms are really sore from the sunburn, i hope i can sleep. anything brushes against them, it hurts. not badly, but enough to cause wincing. of course, my friends will be slapping my arms all day tomorrow i bet. ok, thats all there is to talk about, so now for questions:

1) gotten sunburnt yet this year? ~yup. *wince*~
2) got any phobias? ~ just bees~
3) do you like classic rock? ~ HELL YEAH!~
4) are you a cynic? ~im cyniocal about humaity,
we really are weak little creatures, arent
we? yet, we destroy and destroy and destroy.
like termites...yup. i wonder if there
are such thing as an enlightened cynic... (i
dont wanna rant about this, i did that a
couple weeks ago)~
5) damn, that was along response...~THATS NOT
EVEN A QUESTION!!! (shutup voice in my head!)~
6) ok, was that weird or what? ~not for me at
least, but that's not by normal standards~

and now for a pic!



you know kakashi is gonna win this one...^_^

*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Saturday, April 22, 2006

of baseball, bike rides, and babysitting
subject describes my day. my brother has a baseball game at noon, he's getting picked up by his coach, but my sister and i have to ride our bikes about a mile and a half to get there. we'll probably leave at like 1130 or so. i have to actually be a responsible baby sitter today instyead of just making sure they dont kill eachother or burn the house down. crap...yup, thats all thats going on today.

yesterday was....um...friday. thats all i have to say about that. boring friday.

WE HAVE NO SODA!!!! all we've got are capri suns!!! NNOOOOOOOO!!!!! ive been watch love hina on youtbe lately, i like the subtitles better, the voices they chose are the worse possible in the english version. accents abound, southern, british, indian, brooklyn!!! ITS HORRIBLE!!! i much prefer the manga in this case...man, i cant believe ive exausted all my posting resources already. how sad is that? so lets move on to questions:

1)do you believe in luck? ~not really~
2)what about fate? ~only when it suits me~
3)fav anime genre? ~romantic comedy ^^V~
4)whats the avg. temp the last few day? ~mid 60~
5)hotdog or hamburger? ~Hotdog!!~

oh wait, i did come up with some more stuff! my story is an original, not a fanfic. it may have some cleche's from other anime in it, but its ok. the main character is named imaku (change the "U" to "oo" and the turn it around, it spells ookami, or wolf) he is the character i draw mostly, the kid with wolf ears and a tail. he never knew his father, but the monastary that took in him as his mother when he was very young was destroyed and he watched as everyone he knew was slaughtered. tehn he was taken in by a pack of wolves because they thought he was one of them. but he was chased out at age 15 when a human killed his serogate mother. after year he found his way to tokyo and is now going to highschool, living with his friend kaji, and trying to adjust to life in a human world. most of the ppl around him have gotten used to his unusual appearance.

thats really all i can tell you for now. i'll probably start writing the story in a month or too. im still doing character design. it will be a comedy when it starts out, but it will soon get darker. im planning on making a it a trilogy. i know how much time goes into making a real novel, but its worth it. ok, now for a pic.



this turned out to be a m8ch longer post that i expected. ok, well, i gotta go take a shower and such.
BYES!

*fades away inot the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Friday, April 21, 2006

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hey ppls! good news! my mom is fully recovered and my sister is nearly. she just had an on and off mild earache now. and i stayed healthy thru it all too!!

i took ISAT's the last couple days. today (friday) is my last one. YAY!! the math one was alot harder than i expected. but i still scored a 259. teh passing is at 242, so im good. reading on wednesday i passed with flying colors. it was pretty damn easy. class has been normal, my friend made me wear another friends pink wristband but also stole my fma one. grr...but it kept my binder safe and um...something else i'd prefer not to mention right now. luckily, no one saw it or thought iws a flamer. yay! ok!

lasts post quetion was "what is the answer to life, the universe and everything?" i got some good guesses, and some i definitly agree with.
deadlynightshade said pocky, ramen and pamelo loaf. no idea what pamelo loaf is tho...

ok, the correct answer is *drumroll please!*

...........42!!!...........

yup! congrats to bunraku, yensid, magnus lensherr, ahiru, and ansatsusha!! you are correct!

anywho, today i only visited those who commented, i didnt have time otherwise. sorry other ppls! ok, i foud this really cool kanji iste, so im linking you ppls to that instead of posting a pic!

http://www5.big.or.jp/~otake/hey/kanji/fudidx.htm

dont feel like coding it today...ok, now on to the questions!

1) book or movie? ~book, its always better than a movie bbased off it~
2)can i borrow a few thousand $$$? ~of course, here ya- WHY WOULD I BE ASKING?!!!~
3)if i started writing a story, and it was edited and stuff, would you read it? ~duh! i kinda have to read to know what im writing!!~
4)do you read shonen jump? ~sometimes~!
5) what should my next theme be? ~dunno~

latr!!

seriously, check out the kanji site, it has translation and requests too!

~chibi-san~

*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

   ^^V
sorry i havent updated in a while. umm...ok, talking about stuff: on sunday, it was queit and boring, my sister started getting sick and trowing up and we didnt know why, she hadnt eating much candy. anywho, it turns out she has strep throat, a ruptured ear, and an infection in the other ear. she's gonna be home till next thursday! and my mom even has it!! she never frickin gets sick!!! im gionna have to be extra careful around here till this blows over...*shudder*

well yeah, i fanilly cleaned and organized my binder. ive tolfd you guys about that right? it was possessed!!! and full of those stupid notes from the crazy girl in my speech class. that might be what did it. anyways, after it tried to eat my cat, i decided enough was enough. so i cleaned it out and organized it.

on monday i skipped school. now, it was for a good reason. in global perspectives,i jsut barely managed to save my grade from d range. at this pint, its a C- im an A and B student! anywho, i skipped because i had a big project due today (tuesday) it was assigned in march...^^V eh heh heh heh...yeah...but it turned out pretty good. i got one of those foam tri-fold poster thingies in black, i put some red, sparkly trim (oooooh...shiiiineeeyy...) around the border and on the front. teh report was on the country of bahrain. it was pretty much an over veiw of daily life, govt, economy, geography, and culture i put about 6 or 7 hours into it total, so i think i did my fair share! it looks god and isnt rushed (looking). the trim is having trouble sticking to the psoter, but i think itt'll be alright. yeah, i wax up till midnight doing it, yet im extremely hyper today! YAY!!!

today at school, a friend of a friend showed up at lunch as was showing off his perfect sleeper hold. not kidding, it worked great. i know...T^T anywho, other than all that, iot was a pretty uneventful day. we hacve this supplement now at our house called "Emer'gen C" it is actually pretty good, its one of those drink mixes. it tastes quite good. im gonna be drinking a glass every morning and after school (instead of mtn dew) i packed my lunch for tomorow, but you dont care aboyut that. about tommorow:

ISAT TESTING!!yup, i go in second hour for the reading test, then thursday i go in 2nd hour for the math, then friday i go in third for language. and then at the second to last week of school, we have semester exams!!! yup. ok, thats all about me for the day, now for questions:

1) have you ever been put in a sleeper hold?
~yeah, not fun~
2) when are your state exams? ~tommorow~
3) how much do you usually spend on lunch? ~$3~
4) are you sick right now? ~nope~
5) waht is the answer to life, the universe, and
everything? ~i'll see how many of you know
next time~

now for a piccy!


MUWAHAHAHAHA!!! yes, its my manga!! read it please! ok, thats all
BYES!!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms, but secretly hides to make sure you read the manga!* (if you dont, i'll maul you!)
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Monday, April 17, 2006

   arigatou!!!

YAY!! congatulations to annabelle for my 100th gb siging!! ARIGATOU EVERYONE!!! wOOt!!! happy!!

ok, thts over with now...tomorrow i get to skip school!!! but this is, of course, to do a project. my mom will be home to make sure i actually do that damn thing. i have to do a poster thingy for "the kingdom of bahrain" its a tiny ass island cluster thingy in the persian gulf. it was assigned in march...^^V eh heh heh heh...anywho...ok! moving on...

yesterday we had an easter egg hunt and it was pretty fun. i know, im a little old for this sort of thing, but i have the most fun hiding the eggs! it really was a quiet easter. we ate candty and stuff, but ky sister got the flu, or something. which is never fun...for nayone around her either. she can be a royal pain in the ass sometimes. (most of the time)

not much elso going on. i watched some love hina on youtube, the accents are annoying. but its ok. so far, i prefer the manga. ok, so heres the pic of day!



(just in case you forgot ^^) and now for questions...

1) how do you know when your in love? (random, i know...but it was the first thing that came to mind)
2)who watched teh premiere of eureka 7 saturday night? ~ME!! it was pretty good. looks interesting~
3) favorite hayao myazaki movie? ~princess mononoke, its more mature that his others~
4)do you have any jpop/rock cds? ~just one. porno graffitti "romantist egoist"~
5) HI PPL!!!! ~uuummm...yeah ^^V~

opk, thats all! latr!!

p.s. magnus: dying easter eggs doesnt render them inedible. you put a tablet in vinigar then soak a hard boiled egg (shell on) in the dye. itsd jsut for decoration. ot sure where the custom came from, it has nothing to do with the resuraction of christ. i didnt realize that the custom wasnt around in other countries.

ok, now really, that all! BYES!!

*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Sunday, April 16, 2006

   HEY!
^_^ im in a good mood! we have some sammy hagar blasting in the otehr room and just dyed easter eggs! my mom wants to go to a dance club ^^ she gets kinda cray sometimes, and she's not even drunk. she's just like that. its a funny cange of pace tho, first we ate dinner and had a long deep discussion about easter and jesus, then we dyes eggs with van halen on, and mom and dad started reminicing. they get really hyper and crazy sometimes and forget the're not in highschool anymore. as soon as they get tired and go to bed, the tv is mine MWAHAHAHAHA!!!! yay naruto!! ITS BACK!!

ok, completely different note, white out is evil. it ruined my drawing. i guess i sorta recovere it, but now it doesnt look as good as it would before. its a drawing with character profile. i need to getr kore consitant with drawing well and be able to draw faster so i can make my own manga. i have so many ideas for both a story and manga with the sme characters. i think it may end up a story, im a better writer than artist. but im not a bad artsit either. ^^ now all i need is a working scanner so i can post my newest drawing. ive actually got 2 now. YAY ME!

now about other stuff: yesterday i went to my brothers baseball game and it got all stormy and rainy and windy and it was great!! on top of taht, i got food and drinks off my dads money and they noe too. good job giants! ok, moving on...oh wait, thats all that happened recently. oh well. hey! watch this amv, i didnt make it, but i think its great! really funny, specially the song. but the anime fits it so well!!! this instead of a piccy and question. ok, heres a question, swho's gonna watch the premiere of eurika 7 tonight? it looks pretty good! ok, so yeah,. amv!



it seriously is funny! i never get tired of it. WATCH THE DAMN THING!!!! ok, did you watch it? good, now comment! yay! ok, i think im starting to loose it now, so i better go! latr!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Thursday, April 13, 2006

caution
yup. as you can see, we are under construction right now. transitioning to the next theme. i'll probly finish it this afternnoon, but i dont have access to phtobucket at school. DAMMIT! for once i have a little free time before i go to the bus stop, so this is gonna be a short post. ok, here we go!

yesterday i rode my bike down to the grocery store to turn in my job aplication but bfore i een got to talk with anyone, i got told i was too young. that put me in a bad mood. while i was there, i bought some soda and chips for home.

then latr, my sister somehow ended up with her friend and her friends litle brother on our trampoline, which was bad. no insuraance...so i told them to get down and they came inside instead, which was also bad, but i was pissed so ingnored them. they started painting, then my dad came home right as paint filled water spilled onto the carpet and he got pised and took my bropther to his baseball game.

latr he came to pick us up, which was cool. we watched the game and played some catch. not bad for a wednesday eh? theres gotta be someplace i can get a job...legally i can almost anywhere, but its all about company policy at this point. i'll just keep looking. only one question today?

1) can you tell what my new theme is?

and now...PICCY!



yummmmm...

ok, BYES!

*fades awy into the swirling cherry blossoms*
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

   ....
ok, all done with rants and such fior now, so this is gonna be a normal post. nothing important or noteworthy has happened recently, well, there is one thing, but i havent made it official yet, so then i'll post about it. heres another unofficail maybe: i couild be getting back into teakwondo. its a program thats sparring, weapons training, and XMA (extreme martial arts) unfortunatly, its $95 a month. too much for now, but im gonna be putting in a job application tommorow to the local grocery store. hopefully that'll all pan out. oh and tomorrow (wednesday) i get the day off! YAY!! im probly gonna finally clean my binder, you should see it. theres this crazy girl in my speech class who enjoys writing "____¢¾ kylie" then she replaced kylie with alex, who is a guy! then she went even farther and put Ms. Wargo, our teacher. now kylie, who is also there, is righting "___¢¾ boys" on everything. they seem to aim especially for things i still have to turn in. and for the record, i dont like boys. or my teacher. nope nope... ok, back on track: actually, this is totally off track, but still...we had a discussion thingy in freshman success class (yes, thats an actual class) about fairness. that turned into talking about schools that need a certain # of non-white ppl, which turned into a discussion about immigration, which then turned too cuba, which then turned too the ethics of employers who hire illegal immigrants. i really think the whole system and policy the US has right now is way over-kill. anywho...sorry i havent visited many sitres latly, i havent been on much. i'll take tommorow to do that too. ok, so no questions tonight, me too sleepy...-_-zzzzz then again, im always sleepy latly it seems. ok, well heres a pic!



so much is done with this pic, i konw, but i couldnt resist ^_^

ok, byes!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms, but falls asleep before dissapearing all the way*
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Monday, April 10, 2006

arigatou
thanks everyone! i was suprised how many ppl actually read the whole rant. i thouroughly enjoyed reading everyones responses and comments. i seemed to get alot of disagreements about my stem cell comment. it appears i misunderstood what excactly stem cells were. i thought they were just an anti-aging thing. i did some more research on it and discovered why they are important and what all the contoversy over them is. sorry about that guys. again, i enjoyed all the renforcement of my ideas and ideals and also hering others opinions. sounds like lots of you agree with me for the most part. im glad im not the only one who feels this way. those of you who disagree on some points helped broaden my view and bring some subjects and other sides to light. i do realize that the world is not all black and white.

i got just really heated up over the subject because that day in global perspectives (similar to current events) we talked about what happened in somalia and rwanda as well as whats happening now in iraq. it really got me stirred up. ive calmed down now. i may ont be as radical and freaked out about my ideals as i was at that point, but i still believe them. ive decided that im politcally an independant. i also have to acknowledge that i am still human like the rest of you, as much as i may not want to be, and struggle with the same problems as the rest, somewtimes i give into human nature just like anyone else. i dont want you guys to think that i am some "holier than thou" psyco who thinks that i am better that the rest or a hypocrite; because im not. i recognize my own weakness along with the rest humanity, but it still disgusts me.

of course, there are alot of things that i didnt cover in my rant, but i dont think i'll go over those now. otherwise, this post may end up even longer. some quick points tho:

-i think ecveryone is jut using bush as a scapegoat.

-there are plenty of primarily good ppl out there

-i am christian and belive in god and tat there is a little of him in all of us and power of the human soul

-it is possible to overcome the natural weaknesses

-some people use their fame to bring issues they care about to light and attention and its not their fault everything they do attracts media attention

-there is a difference between human nature and the nature of the soul, they are conflicting forces in all of us.

and now a quick over view of it all:

1)human nature sucks
2)the government is crooked
3)society is going down the crapper.

and thats all there is. next time i will probably be going back to my old style of posting, or i may post some of my writing that is related to this subject. ok, latr!

*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms*






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Saturday, April 8, 2006

my views on humanity, the government, and society: a rant by Sakabato Samurai
human nature kinda sucks. we're self-destructive, selfish, mean, greedy, jealous, weak, petty and just plain stupid sometimes!! People lie, cheat, steal, and worse! really what gets me is that ppl go on and on about the war and dont notice all the lives needlessly lost in our own back yard! theres a verse in the bible that says something like "dont pull the speck out of your brother's eye when you have a plank in your own!" they complain about the global warming and landfills and stuff, yet do nothing about it! but of course there are some who do, enviromentalists, animal rights activists, ect. but sometimes a few get out of hand and just make ridiculous demands and make the entire set of them look like whackos! its always one step forward, and 2 steps back! all we are really getting done is wasting time and resources while just arguing about whatever petty things we do. "WE CANT GO STOP THE CIVIL WAR/ GENOCIDE IN AFRICA TILL WE DECIDE WHAT COLOR TRO PAINT THE HUMVES!!!!" politics everywhere are becoming infuriating!! tehn again, they have been for a while! i still think we're leading to our own destruction. and the ppl who can help are for the most part jsut screwing around with stem cells and genetics and things liek taht, instead of focusing on other things that are really obviously much more important! im not sure if i went into politics, whether i'd make a difference, become like the rest of em, or just be seen as a crazy radical! you know, i bet if corporations could stop looking at jsut profits, we could save so many resources! there are plenty of countries that get by fine while using half the resources we do here! but noooo...we have to be the best! is there such thing as an honest politician?! god, it sickens me sometimes. maybe i should start my own political party! the government seems to have good intentions sometimes, but it still either has alterior motives or goes overkill, sometimes litterally, then they turn around and do too little too late!! but again, everything seems to boil down back to basic human nature. its all about greed, and more importantly, pride. teh politicians jsut want to get famous or cover their asses when they screw up! reallly, theres no one i'd vote for for president if i could. not a person in the last 2 elections. i jsut supported bush cause my parents did. he's not doing a horrible job, but he's no abe lincoln, thats for sure! people wil tend to vote for whoever can save them more money! asthetics seem to matter to them too. they get so viscious over politics, its liek fighting for pack order. man has been killing eachother since the dawn of time. its some basic instinct we have to eliminate anyone who we think could be a threat, even if they're not! again, its pride! we cant stand the thought that someone could be better than us! like i said before, there are some among us who do care, who do give of themselves, who try to make the world better. you know how they are recieved? THEY ARE LAUGHED AT!! even killed. look at any of the civil rights activits, they were despised! sometimes by the very ppl they were fighting for! sure we honor them now, buts thats cause they made a difference. if they hadnt, we wouldnt care, they'd still be hated! people who work with charities are turned away as beggers or fools! they sacrifice their personal UNnessesities for the sake of others, and are looke down on a foolish! THEY ARE THE WISE ONES! not the ppl with fancy homes and wads of cash! they arent who we should look up too! if most of em ever give, its for publicity! tehy ppl we should look up too are those who still have an identity and a consience and a sense of right an wrong! they are the only ones brave enuogh to help out without a camera watching! the ppl you see giving on tv are simply egotists! we dont want these ppl to tell us whats good and bad, to leasd us blindy when they cant see at all! we need real people, not these bastards! but even of the ppl who help out willingly, most only help americans! or english! or whatever country they are in! there are so few who genuinly care for humanity! really, they are the only ones who i would choose to be at the helm! f*** the celebrities, the politicians, the media kingpins! they are all only masks, they may have been ppl, but they put on a fasade and it consumed them! nothing is left but the shell, a puppet of the powers behind the scenes! the media tells us what we want to here. it programs our minds to think thats whats important when its really worthless! COMPLETELY SO! face the facts, society is a complex fabrication, there is nothing real about it, we arent living! we're just sitting in one spot, in a false reality! we cant break out of it with out a tremendous effort. the mold is thick and hard, but a few have had the strength and the will and teh curage to break it! what we've got here is a box. a box with pictures on all sides, so we have no idea. some are afraid. most are ignorant. others have tried to break free and failed. the real question is, what can we do to escape from it without destroying ourselves and everoyone we care about in the proccess? thats one of the few things in this world that is real anymore: the ppl we care about and our dreams. thats all! the box isnt inside us. its around us. we still feel real feelings, tho they may be dulled. our love is real, and our dreams are real. even the fear, the anger, the lusts and passions are real. we are still real ppl, but our vision has been clouded, possibl;y by ourselves. but its not too late to clear away the fog.its never too late till your dead and buried. once we see the box, we can find a way out. im still working on that, so riht now, im jsut spreading the word. right now, i could go into religion, but i wont. all i'll say is that i do believe in god and that he is a sure-fire way out. its trusting him thats the hard part. its goes against our hard-wiring. we have to deny our human nature and trust our other half: our spirit, heart, and soul. sometimes ppl become so twisted, that they loose even that. luckily, not many are. there is alot more could say about god, but i'll save that for another day. all i can do now is ask you to open your eyes and see the box your in, and find its weakness. im not saying it'll be easy, no way its easy. but nothing worth having is gotten easily, now is it? ^_^
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