Monday, January 14, 2008

errrg....
heh, i'm still at school cause i have nothing better to do. its finals week...

i was up till 1:30 last night typing up a 30 page portfolio. I was almost asleep when my eyes snapped open. "FUUUUUUUUUCK! its not due till tuesday! god dammit" thats like my speech formula. "fuck, *situation of complaint*, god dammit"

but anyway, i've got some great stuff in there. it's got a great range. comedy, serious, fiction, non-fiction, poetry, songs, etc. then i had to write a two and a half page summary of myself as a writer, then a page long course analysis.

maybe i'll post some of it up later. i need to scan my art and stuff...

um...really not much else again to talk about

i drew cockatiels ^__^

yup, thats it. see ya later.
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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

YARG!
i'm feeling piratey lately. i've downloaded about 17 cd's worth of music in the past 4 days or so. ^__^ and my friend just gave me a whole new list, over 2 pages long. half the bands won't be on limeiwire, but its ok. they are mostly europian symphonic metal. not the most popular genre...

first day back at school yesterday. i took care of that paper. blah blah blah...snafu...things like that. ^__^

i think thats all i got for today, so i'l see ya all later!
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Sunday, January 6, 2008

shitshitshitshit!!!!!!
AHH! its 9:00 pm on the day before i go back to school and i just now remembered i have a paper to write! FUCK!!!!!!!!
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Friday, January 4, 2008

balancing out.
my sleep pattern is slowly and painfully regulating itself...

i stayed up for 33 striaght hours, then slept for 16. now i'm up at 2 in the morning again ^__^ sounds healthy right? especially when school resumes in 3 days.

over the break i've watched so much freaking anime. its great. i watched all of evangelion, kino's journey, steel angel kurumi, and azumanga daioh. some of deaRs, happy lesson, and valkyrie,
plus all the anime on cartoon network. ok, not all, just naruto, deathnote and blood+. still, i enjoyed my fix ^__^ i've also been watching crap loads of stand-up comedy and have decided to start writing my own. maybe see if i can't book a show or two at the funny bone (actual club, you can't make this crap up)

so yeah, thats about all thats new with me...now for sleep!
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

made it!
well, i got to see the sunrise. i walked to the edge of the subdivision to get a good view. and it was only 14 degrees outside! fuck....thats cold, especially with a pretty bad wind-chill. but it was worth it. it was perhaps the most spiritual and beautiful experience i've had in so long.

33 hours of straight awakeness! so glad i didnt need to drive anywhere. that was actually my first real all-nighter. ^__^

what do you think of my new layout? im going to be experimenting with amvs 2morro. in the mean time, my new one up is a helloween cover of paint it black, originally by the rolling stones.

now ima go sleepy now...byeeeeeeeee....zzzzzzzzz.....
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

sunrise.
im stayin up till sunrise! almost there its 5 am now. i think im gonna do some new-years renovation around here. pardon the mess. ^__^
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Thursday, November 29, 2007

wrapping up
well, this issue of the freelancer is wrapping up nicely. my layouts done, i think all my stuff was on time...so yeah...

notes from the underbrush

my grandma flew out yesterday, it was great having her. i haven't decided whether to kick my brother out or not.

it snowed the other day, made the roads pretty slick. but its snow! i likes the snow...

i made like 8 powermetal CDs only four of them have only one band, 2 are 2 bands and the other 2 are just mixes.

i've been doodling again, nothing good really...

the school banned headphones! if your caught with them, they get taken away, your parents have to come get it, you get written up and you get 3 days of detention! (harsh, right?)

neko's coming back to my school next semester. she says she wants to be friends, but doesnt even put forth the effort. but its gonna be awkward...

i dropped the play because i just didnt have time to give them the commitment level they needed, but im thinking of entering the poetry out loud competition, it seems like fun ^__^

im writing again, on and off. once i get a decent lead off of chapter one, i'll start posting them. perhaps i'll put some art up too.

i think thats all thats going on in my world, so i'm heading out. i'll try to visit a few sites. see ya later.
~Kakeru~
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Monday, November 19, 2007

alive and...well, alive.
yo peeps (cannot belive i just said 'peeps')

so i hear from yensid that otaku's been slow lately. oh well...

NOW TO BITCH LIKE A...um...BITCH!!

um...grades could be better, my life is still too damn busy for me to breathe much, and although i survived the cursed play (i have a tee-shirt that say so) my relationship didnt. its the last night of the play, and after curtain call, i go to change and i see that theres a text message on my phone.

is it:
a) my dad telling me to bring home milk
b) publishers clearing house
c) satan telling my that my soul-sale application
form has been processed
d) neko saying "chibi, your a great guy and (can
you guess where im going with this?) i have a
great time with you (insert mindless, decieving
chickisms here) but we should just stay friends

A FUCKING TEXT!!

so at the cast party i was miserable. now in the next play, i have 3 lines. I DIE GROVELING!!! in fact...I DONT EVEN DIE ONSTAGE!! and my director chews me out for missing a rehearsal?!?! FUCK THAT!!

and now to the good news

i have successfully gotten on my newspaper advisors good side without the use of brown nosing

i have sucessfully cemented myself as the funny, yet intellegent and talented writer with a devil-may-care attitude and an ego the size of a fucking stephen king novel. this is in my creative writing class.

um...i am only 7 weeks away from my blackbelt

for the last thing, i need to add a little background info

neko and i go way back. we have been dating on and off for the lsat few years. half the time, we didnt acknowledge it as dating. but when i'd ask her if we were dating, she'd say "oh no, i just wanna stay good friends" she'd pull the same line when it was an actual breakup too. but it never got too seroius, a confession here, a kiss there, the occaisional drunken foray into the realm of the sexual, but this last time things got really serious. about as serious as it can get. (just short of engagement) but then as soon as school started, we never saw eachother. i started this gods-damned play, she got a job too, we were going to different schools, then this. but i think it has a sense of finality too it. i still get depressed now and again, but overall, i think im done pining over her. i wanna move on now and i think i actually can.

last bit of good news: i found a hilarious web comic. its at sinfest.net. funny shit. if you wanna know what neko and i were like before, read the interactions between slick (the short kid) and monique (the hot chick). well, sorry this is so damn long, but its more for me than it is for you.
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

Kakeru's posting?! OMG!!
theres the seventh sign. here come the four horsemen!!

well, im in a better mood than i was a couple weeks ago. ^__^ so yeah. its weird since things still arent going that well.

macbeth got postponed because our lead role quit, so that means another 3 weeks of rehearsals, but instead of doing just one act a night, we've got three, so i only have an hour and a half between then and TKD, which means i still can't work!! KUSO kuso kuso!!! (i really do talk like that by the way)

at regionals i took 2nd in xma forms and xma waepon forms (both of which were designed by myself, so i'd say thats pretty good ^__^) then i took third in traditional forms, weapons and sparing. really i didnt earn the medal in sparing, because i was randomly chosen for the by. i still didnt win any matches, so i gave the trophy to a younger kid in our bracket instead.

the good news is: I GOT MY BRACES OFF!!! fuck yeah!! they look great.

moving on to halloween plans. my familyis throwing a party on the 27th and ive got a few friends coming. im going to just be gothic. my dads got a long leather trenchcoat im trying to convince him to let me wear. i can pick up a pair of large clunky boots from a thrift store or something. i can get some stage make up, fake piercings and black nail paint at a costume shop or somehthing. hten im going to straighten my hair and use a temp dye to dye it black. the coup de gras that i want to get is colored contacts. i found some for like 40 bucks. my parents are looking like they're going to let me buy them though. damn...they said its too much money to spend on one night. i remeinded them that they've spent over a hundred dollars for halloween before. no response there.

anywho, i gots to go now! see ya!!
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Friday, September 28, 2007

*yawn*
its early. i've been up for almost 2 hours and its still early. i drank a hot chocolate with 2 caffiene shots (equal to a cup of coffee) and its STILL early. i would take a nap, but that would draw attention to myself and my editor would find something for me to do. yup, im in newspaper right now. this is a mini-issue, so i don't get a page. ive got all my stuff done for next issue too. that being coming up with story ideas, nothing else. ^.~

i wana quit my job. but i need the money, so i can't. workings just overkill right now. neko's got a job now too, so i havent seen her in almost 2 weeks. its like a long ditance relationship, but she's only 8 miles away. kind of nerve racking given her past track record. she's cheated on another guy with me before, so whats to stop her from doing again?! god...im thinking i just have to trust her for now, otherwise im going to drive myself insane. and im close already. ive got tons of stuff going on in school, i've got macbeth rehearsals, work 2 days a week and weekends, plus regionals for TKD are coming up in the 6th!! add to that the tension with other people in all those areas. thats what i've got. i can't handle much more. splat some drama over all that and just watching may kill you.

now for a bit of good news: I GET MY BRACES OFF ON THE...um...11TH!!!! and...um...shit...i think thats it. do i sound depressed or anything? i dunno. sometimes i think i am, other times i'm just a happy-go-lucky kinda guy. does that make me manic? god, i sounds so f*cking emo...i look kindof emo too. ^__^ oh well. que sera sera, right?

oh! i thought of more good news. my grandma is coming to stay with us during october! and i get 2 days off next week thanks to teacher inservice days. w00t.

i also got a deviant art account. my screen name is Kakeru-Yoshi. i think...i need to bring my art in and scan it and stuff so i can post it.

well, thats my life. sorry its a little long. the post, not my life 0.o er..i mean my life so far is looking long too, but you know what i mean. Ja!

-kakeru
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