Monday, March 6, 2006

weekend stuff....
well...i spent almost the entire weekend on the comp. i searched for amvs, pics, wallpapers, and avs all of saturday, went to church, was on the comp some more while my parents watched a movie, and then watched anime. yup, sunday i slept till 12:30 and was woken up by my sister wanting to play videogames in my room. i ade some more changes to my theme plan. im gonna get rid of kenshin, fma, and wolfs rain. i know i know, but i'll od those all right after i get done with my other themes. im gonna replace them with .hack//sign, yuyu hakusho and s-cry-ed. sooo...ta-da! if you want, i can post what i was gonna use for my other themes when i get a chance. i found so many pics tho for fma, its awesome. i still couldnt find the one with winry chasing ed and all with a wrench tho...speaking of fma, does anyone recognize russel's voice from another anime? its yusuke urameshi. no joke! that is still one of my favorites. they should still show the uncensored version. did anyone watch it this week? it was cool at the end when yomi was helping kurama before anyone else could get thwere. i think it was a bad idea to stop relying on yoko tho. he coulda won the whole tournament! and i used to think kurama was smart....theres lots of YYH amvs to linkin park songs. tons! evangelion was really freaky this week. weird as hell....yeah, i missed samurai champloo cause my dvr has been weird lately. fill me in k! inuyasha was....uuuhhhh.....i actually forgot waht happened. ^_^V wait...i think i missed that too. DAMN DVR!!!! ok....must...resist...smashing...cable box....*deep breath* im ok now...well...on sunday i got new shoes!!! YAY!!!! i know it must seem weird seeing a guy this excited about shoes. no, im not gay! i jsut didnt own any of my own. i'd been borrowing my dads shoes for the past few months. i didnt spend all day on the comp sunday. i had to clean my room, but really didnt get much dont. i wandered off and my brother did a bunch by the time a cmae back. YAY!! god...i hope i didnt have homwework this weekend, cause i didnt do any...o $!$% !!!! thats not good. oh well...whatcha gonna do, right? what sux in that i found all the amvs i wanted, but then i left to eat and someone closed all teh window i had open. im pretty sure i know where to find them tho. i'll doit latr. sorry i didnt post any art today, no time at all. well...today its back to school agian. i cant wait till spring break! man...i just learned that drivers ed is gonna cost $370 or something like that, HOLY CRAP!!! i cant cover that! im gonna try to start asking questions after my posts, so here goes

1)anime or manga? cant pick both! how come?
2) have a favorite animal?
3)arwe you a good artistt?
4)fav anime?
5)fav anime character?
6) will you come back? please come back!!! *puppy eyes* T^T WAHHHHHH!!!!
7) whats the ultimate oxymoron?

me:
1) anime; it shows more of the action
2) WOLF!!!!!!
3)kinda, i only have a couple realy good drawinga, the rest are kinda frightening
4)uuum....probly naruto, but i like all of em so much! if only they had the uncensored naruto...
5)naruto, we are like brothers man! EXCACTLY THE SAME!!, cept i dont have a demon inside me, or any kunai knives T_T i want kunai!
6) i kinda have to come back, dont i?
7)HAPPY MONDAY!!!

um...thats anout it.....soooo...*looks around* uhhh....BYES!!!

*fades away into the falling snow*
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Sunday, March 5, 2006

hey guys
sorry to say this, but the plans i made earlier may be changing. i want to put s-cry-ed in there and im gonna have to get rid of something. im thinking wolfs rain since i did that one already. i might replace kenshin too, since i there is another anime i wanted to use, but i cant remember it for some reason....oh yeah! its dothack. i'll probly do dothack sign instead of the game or legend of the twilight. i wonder if i can find a s-cry-ed amv to "headstrong" it fits kazuma perfectly. if i finallize it, then i will post the wolfs rain and ruroken amvs so you can watch them.

other news: *crickets: chirp chirp chirp* o_0 well...i spent all day on the comp yesterday,literally. i was searching for pics and making avs. cant animate any of em cause i dont have the right programs. T^T question: was samurai champloo on this week? usually it get recorded by my dvr, but instead i got s-cry-ed. i forgot how much i liked that show. sad thing, almost all of em died...well, the evangelion theme still has a month left. i might change it on the 20th casue thats the first day of spring and my wallpaper is very springy. wow, that could be interpreted badly....still not getting any pms, PM ME DAMMIT!!! and...um....we got some more mtn. dew YAY!!!! that makes me smile ^_^ i think my scanner is working, so im gonna try to post my art latr today. ok, well time for me to go watch fma. i may start watching G.I.T.S. again. i stopped after the firt season ended and didnt start again. i think i will start next wekk actually. someone fill me ni on whats gonig on...well....fma is starting now....ja ne!
*fades away into the falling snow*
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

   theme plans...
ok, so i have plans for my new themes till onvember, i know which ones im gonna do, but dont have bg's for em. i was bored aerlier, so i picked out like 9 amvs each from different shows. yep! next month is inuyasha, then its naruto, then its ranma, then its love hina, fma,chobits, cowboy bebop, kenshin, and wolfs rain. YAY!!! im probley gonna pic out bgs tommorow, and pics. YUP! ^_^ soon all will be ready...BUWAHAHAHAHA!!!!!....uuuummm....i mean....uuuhhh....YAY!! so you want to see the amvs early, i can post em all some time latr. well, thats all i got to say...almost. 2 more things: if you didnt read my last two posts, go do taht now, ones from yesterday that noone read. the other was supposed to be from yesterday but do to myo mes-ups, it ended up on thursday. seriously read theme. NOW!!!! other thing:

ANIME NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

well, thats it...um....have a pic!!!


"OMG!!! LOOK AT THE AMV'S THIS GUY HAS COPIED!!"

*fades away inot the falling snow*
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fridays post, didnt work, so here it is
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FRIDAYS POST!! READ IT!!!!!

Huuuuuuungry…..*stomach gurgles* ooohhhh…so yeah, I didn’t get much of a lunch today, I had a dew, a baggy of chips and 3 mini cookies. Fro breakfast I had a couple breakfast hotpockets. I didn’t know those were so tiny. And for dinner we had chicken rice bowls. Chinese food never stays in ya for long. So I’m hungry again.

About my day…BORING!!! OMG!! Nothing ever happens here, in this place. (hey, wasn't that the opening line for the commercial for FLCL? odd) anywho…boring day, hungry day. I turned in my registration forms for next year. I’m majoring in pre-engineering and minoring in journalism. Odd combo, isn’t it? But hey, the minor is just for fun and possibly a back door. The only thing I have to say about classes is that we had a sub in 2nd and 3rd period. They both had the same last name too. In one class, everyone was quiet and reading the whole time, in the other class, everyone was loud and I just doodled the whole time because we were just watching a movie anyway. I came home and blah blah blah, got the mail, went on the computer etcetera…I found out that my uncle has a myo site now! Sweet!!

His screen name is Bunraku apparently, he will mostly use it to talk about anime and Japan (he lived there for a while) and not as a journal. I bet his life is fairly boring, to. Darkmousy93 has been emailing me almost nonstop. We don’t even talk about anything in particular… O_o
In other otaku news…the otakubowl is coming up! For those of you who don’t know what this is, contact Caprice who is organizing the whole thing. Yup. Last thing about myo: I feel so lonely, no one is PMing me anymore…T^T I feel so unloved…..WAHHHHH!!!!!

About my life: I've been bored…really bored….I bought a fancy calculator. Yay!!! Btw: I also discovered the single most juvenile and immature thing you can do with a calculator. 5318008 go ahead, try it, then turn it upside-down =^_^= still lookin for a job too. Oh, also: I have great luck with mountain dew. Now they have a buy one get one free promo lid, I won 2 last week. I used one of em this week and they were both winners. YAY ME!!

Well…like I said, it’s boring here. So that’s really all I got to say for now. So……um……*line!*…oh yeah…..JA NE!!!!

*fades away into the falling snow*


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thoughts while sky-gazing

Ever just take a break from it all, go outside and look up at the sky? I did that today, and I felt incredibly at peace. I love clouds and just knowing there is something bigger than all of us really makes you not care so much. Another thing about looking at the sky… after a while, you start to see these little iridescent dots floating around. Kinda weird…^^ V I was thinking while I was out there, “its amazing how accustomed and dependant humanity has become on cement.” At first I was sitting in my driveway just looking around, then I decided to detach a little more and move into the grass and just stare up at the sky. It really is wonderful, something so infinite, ppl want to put a cap on everything, we fear anything bigger than ourselves, we either hide from it, debunk it, or attempt to conquer it. It’s foolish, the little idiosyncrasies of human nature. We are really like children who make everything fit them and demand attention from everyone else. We ignore or disregard or grow resentful towards anything we can’t overpower or manipulate. Hell, we can barely keep ourselves in check, on a grand scale or individually. I am mostly speaking of humanity as whole, but it can apply to singular people too. I honestly believe that the only reason we haven’t destroyed ourselves yet, is because there is a god. And the only redeeming quality to humanity is the spirit of god with us. Here’s a thought, there are some of you doubtless who are atheist and believe man created god. If ppl fear what they can’t see or anything larger than they are, why would they create a god? I d agree that there are many questions that that leads to, but not having a god is an even scarier notion in my opinion. Now, I'm telling you to go join a monastery or anything, but at least give god a chance if you haven’t already, if you have…TRY AGAIN!! If I offended any of you, I’m sorry, but this is what I believe. Sayonara for now…
*fades away into the falling snow*

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Friday, March 3, 2006

   ok, now im pissed!
man, i am trying to post using cut and paste and my posts dont show up. anyone else having this problem today? 10:18 pm mountain standard time. i already lost on because i was stupid enough to use cut and paste, then do it agian without making sure it worked. DAMMIT!!!


*next morning* wow, now there are like 6 of em, im gonna clear out all but one.
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thoughts of sky gazing
BEFORE READING THIS POST, PLEASE READ THE ONE BEFORE IT, SO AS NOT TO DEMINISH THIS ONE’S IMPACT. ARIGATOU.

Ever just take a break from it all, go outside and look up at the sky? I did that today, and I felt incredibly at peace. I love clouds and just knowing there is something bigger than all of us really makes you not care so much. Another thing about looking at the sky… after a while, you start to see these little iridescent dots floating around. Kinda weird…^^ V I was thinking while I was out there, “its amazing how accustomed and dependant humanity has become on cement.” At first I was sitting in my driveway just looking around, then I decided to detach a little more and move into the grass and just stare up at the sky. It really is wonderful, something so infinite, ppl want to put a cap on everything, we fear anything bigger than ourselves, we either hide from it, debunk it, or attempt to conquer it. It’s foolish, the little idiosyncrasies of human nature. We are really like children who make everything fit them and demand attention from everyone else. We ignore or disregard or grow resentful towards anything we can’t overpower or manipulate. Hell, we can barely keep ourselves in check, on a grand scale or individually. I am mostly speaking of humanity as whole, but it can apply to singular people too. I honestly believe that the only reason we haven’t destroyed ourselves yet, is because there is a god. And the only redeeming quality to humanity is the spirit of god with us. Here’s a thought, there are some of you doubtless who are atheist and believe man created god. If ppl fear what they can’t see or anything larger than they are, why would they create a god? I d agree that there are many questions that that leads to, but not having a god is an even scarier notion in my opinion. Now, I'm telling you to go join a monastery or anything, but at least give god a chance if you haven’t already, if you have…TRY AGAIN!! If I offended any of you, I’m sorry, but this is what I believe. Sayonara for now…
*fades away into the falling snow*

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Thursday, March 2, 2006

   bored and hungry...WAHHHH!!!!! THIS PLACE IS SO BORING!!
THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FRIDAYS POST!! READ IT!!!!!

Huuuuuuungry…..*stomach gurgles* ooohhhh…so yeah, I didn’t get much of a lunch today, I had a dew, a baggy of chips and 3 mini cookies. Fro breakfast I had a couple breakfast hotpockets. I didn’t know those were so tiny. And for dinner we had chicken rice bowls. Chinese food never stays in ya for long. So I’m hungry again.

About my day…BORING!!! OMG!! Nothing ever happens here, in this place. (hey, wasn't that the opening line for the commercial for FLCL? odd) anywho…boring day, hungry day. I turned in my registration forms for next year. I’m majoring in pre-engineering and minoring in journalism. Odd combo, isn’t it? But hey, the minor is just for fun and possibly a back door. The only thing I have to say about classes is that we had a sub in 2nd and 3rd period. They both had the same last name too. In one class, everyone was quiet and reading the whole time, in the other class, everyone was loud and I just doodled the whole time because we were just watching a movie anyway. I came home and blah blah blah, got the mail, went on the computer etcetera…I found out that my uncle has a myo site now! Sweet!!

His screen name is Bunraku apparently, he will mostly use it to talk about anime and Japan (he lived there for a while) and not as a journal. I bet his life is fairly boring, to. Darkmousy93 has been emailing me almost nonstop. We don’t even talk about anything in particular… O_o
In other otaku news…the otakubowl is coming up! For those of you who don’t know what this is, contact Caprice who is organizing the whole thing. Yup. Last thing about myo: I feel so lonely, no one is PMing me anymore…T^T I feel so unloved…..WAHHHHH!!!!!

About my life: I've been bored…really bored….I bought a fancy calculator. Yay!!! Btw: I also discovered the single most juvenile and immature thing you can do with a calculator. 5318008 go ahead, try it, then turn it upside-down =^_^= still lookin for a job too. Oh, also: I have great luck with mountain dew. Now they have a buy one get one free promo lid, I won 2 last week. I used one of em this week and they were both winners. YAY ME!!

Well…like I said, it’s boring here. So that’s really all I got to say for now. So……um……*line!*…oh yeah…..JA NE!!!!

*fades away into the falling snow*


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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

bored...
ok, so i is boreded. thats about all there is too it. i did my homwework in geometry today, but didnt get any of it, ok i got some. im faling behind in a couple classes, but i still have a B average, so not too bad. got my prog. report today. i got one C 4 B's and 3 A's i need to step it up a bit. oh well. i already picked out my classes for next year. i am taking honors biology, english, us history, honors algebra 2, japanese 1 and 2, digigtal photo 1, art 1, newspaper1 and um...something else. i forgot already...how sad. anywho, not much happening. yesterday was pretty fun tho, mostly boring, but then after school, i went to small group (like yoth group, but only with a dozen or so kids) and brought my ddr game and gt to show off for everyone. it was so fun, they had cookies too. BIG ONES!!! well, really thats all thats going on. i have such a boring life. i wish an angel would show up so i could pilot an eva. animeoasis is coming up in liek 2 and a half weeks, it will be awesome. im planning on buying a hoodie or something while there. my friend shopwed me this really funny webtoon

www.ultimateshowdown.org

go to it! so funny. look to see if you can spot an anime character in it somewhere. there is but one. another link

www.animeoasis.org

i would make these hyperlinks, but i dont have my html book handy, so you'll have to copy and paste. well...time for my to go to bed. T^T

Ja ne!

*fades away into the falling snow*
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Monday, February 27, 2006

this is really cool, its a forward email that i got.
Read on if you have time for God
Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end

God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...

I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work.

Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has caused lot of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...

Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness...

And, of course, at funerals.

However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play...

Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking...

That... there is a time or place where..

HE is not to be FIRST in my life.

We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this...

Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

Not ashamed?

Pass this on ONLY IF YOU MEAN IT!!

Yes, I do Love God.

HE is my source of existence and Savior.

He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

This is the simplest test.

If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things HE has done for you...

Send this to ten people and the person who sent it to you!

I don't think I know 10 people who would admit they love Jesus. Do You love Him?

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills would soon be due. So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Christian duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

"Your name I cannot find
.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"

Now do you have the time to pass it on?

Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie?

Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up?

Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about nasty stuff?

Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy to look at a nasty one?

Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs are getting larger?

Do you give up? Think about it. Are you going to forward this, or delete it?

Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil stop this one!

Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a prayer for the person that sent it to you....

That's all you have to do....

There is nothing attached....

This is so powerful....

Do not stop the wheel, please....

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....

There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!

May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills, nothing will...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

There once was a man named George Thomas, pastor in a small New England town. One Easter Sunday morning he came to the Church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit. Eyebrows were raised and, as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak..."I was walking through town yesterday when I saw a young boy coming toward me swinging this bird cage. On the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright. I stopped the lad and asked, "What you got there, son?" "Just some old birds," came the reply.

"What are you gonna do with them?" I asked.

"Take 'em home and have fun with 'em," he answered. "I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. I'm gonna have a real good time" "But you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. What will you do?"

"Oh, I got some cats," said the little boy. "They like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

The pastor was silent for a moment. "How much do you want for those birds, son?"

"Huh?? !!! Why, you don't want them birds, mister. They're just plain old field birds. They don't sing. They ain't even pretty!"

"How much?" the pastor asked again.

The boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

The pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. He placed it in the boy's hand. In a flash, the boy was gone.

The pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the alley where there was a tree and a grassy spot Setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

Well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and then the pastor began to tell this story.

One day Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "Yes, sir, I just caught the world full of people down there. Set me a trap, used bait I knew they couldn't resist. Got 'em all!"

"What are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked.

Satan replied, "Oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other, how to hate and abuse each other, how to drink and smoke and curse. I'm gonna teach them how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"And what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "Oh, I'll kill 'em," Satan glared proudly. "How much do you want for them?" Jesus asked

"Oh, you don't want those people. They ain't no good. Why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. They'll spit on you, curse you and kill you. You don't want those people!!"

"How much?" He asked again.

Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "All your blood, tears and your life."

Jesus said, "DONE!"

Then He paid the price.

The pastor picked up the cage he opened the door and he walked from the pulpit.

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell.

Isn't it funny how someone can say "I believe in God" but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also "believes" in God).

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them.

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

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One day, a poor boy who was selling goods
from door to door to pay his way through
school, found he had only one thin dime left,
and he was hungry. He decided he would ask
for a meal at the next house. However, he
lost his nerve when a lovely young woman
opened the door. Instead of a meal he
asked for a drink of water.

She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk.

He drank it slowly,and then asked, "How much do I owe you?"

"You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept
pay for a kindness."

He said..."Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God
and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit.

Year's later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease.
Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes. Immediately he rose and went down the hall
of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor's gown he went in to see
her. He recognized her at once. He went back
to the consultation room determined to do his
best to save her life. From that day he gave
special attention to the case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won. Dr. Kelly requested the
business office to pass the final bill to him for approval.


He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent to her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would
take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill.


She read these words.....

"Paid in full with one glass of milk"

Dr. Howard Kelly

Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed:

"Thank You, God, that Your love has spread abroad
through human hearts and hands."
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ok, i know its long, but seriously, i think you should read it, whether your christian, jewish, muslim, athiest, or whatever. its touching either way. if want too, copy this and email or pm it to someone you know. Thank you.











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