Saturday, July 29, 2006

party!
yes a party. i'd rather not talk about it ^__^ just say i had fun up untill teh very end...i had like 5 sodas ^__^ YAY CAFFIENE!! of course, now im down off my sugar high, so im not in the best of moods. i was the only guy amongst nine girls. ^__^ for most guys it s a fantasy, buit they ganged up on me!! half of them i had barely met. bbut anyway, at first we had a soul calibur 3 tournament type thingy, then we did dome karaoke. i tried to go first but choked cause it wanst the song i thought it was. then i had a few sodas and was up to the challenge, so i sang three doors down and some other stuff too, like a few disney songs, old time rock 'n' roll, love shack and a song from grease. i tyhink tehre were a few others in there, but not many. there was also badmitton and water ballons and a trampoline and mosquitoes! so we were outside and it was fun and stuff then later ookami was making water ballons and she thru one toward the trampline wherre everyone else was and it hit ashlee, and then i said "i think she was aiming for me actually" and then she said, "no, she's just mad cause i wax flirting with her boyfriend" and at first i didnt get it and then like 45 seconds later i was like "wait...what?!" well then we went in and had cake and icecream and holly opened her presents and i got her final fantasy advent children. someone else got her final fantasy spirits within, so that was cool. she really liked all the presents even tho she said she didnt want any. as a jokle she said "you know what, fine just get me cheese" well...someone did! anyway...so afterward we all went into the other room and then she got out a ton of makeup! (oh crap)i tried to run, but they grabbed me! so after much stuggling, a couple of them felt sorry for me, so holly gave me the option of sitting in her barby closet instead, so i opted for that. meanwhile, they were giving themselves makeovers in the dark, it was all messy. well...while i was in the closet, i started thrashing around and making frightened noises and stuff which was funny...well...as soon as i came out, they attacked me!! they started jabbing at my dface with listick and iliner and stuff, then right when i thought i was gonna escape, they forced my into a chair and were about tyo ducttape me to it so they could make-up me!! they had the roll and were about to start when my mom showed up. well, they gave me a fond farewell and then my mom was trying to give me "the talk" on the way home, so i was jsut tuning her out cause she started reminicing, and my dad was making jokes and stuff. really, althogh i wasin dire straights, i would;ve ratehr stayed. my mom thought one of them woud try to force themselves on me or something, but they were all either just friends or we had just met, and i like "no way, they all know i wouldnt do that and im totally harmless. i'd rather be there right nowe covered in makeup than at home typin this truthefully. but nooooo...my parents dont trust me, im sure holly's parents would have! grrrr....I WANNA GO BACK!! im the kind of guy who makes all the dirty jokes, but would never actually go there, you know what i mean?...wow...looks like i did end up talknig about it after all...now i have no one to call on the phone tonight cause they are all at hollies party...DAMMIT! TAKE ME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>.<

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But i forget.. you dont expect and easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You cant expect a bit of hope
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All i know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
And never dare make up the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
Its just a different scene
Remember its just different from what you've seen

Im looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all i know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All i know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd

And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And its the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh the starrs
Ohhh oh the starrrrs that liieee

through the glass by stone sour.
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Friday, July 28, 2006

STOP LETTINF ME OFF EARLY DAMMIT!!
i haev officailly decided that i am going to mcdonalds. i read a sign about something andit said employees make 5.15- 10.00 and hour, flexible hours, paid breaks and free and/or discounted meals! thats pretty much everything my job DOESNT have, so im gonna go for it! i'll still be working in the mallt ho cause i like to wander on my breaks. btw, i cant type today. not muc happened today acutally. i got let off of work a hour and a half early. im just not getting the hours i need. so iw andered, read a manga, sat in a really comfy beanbag, and talked on my cell with my friend. yup. thats aboutr it. grrrrr...well, tomorow promises to be interesting! my lther friends birthday parties are notoriously crazy. this is also the first co-ed one. i hope i dont get too beaten up...well, um...thats all! have some song lyrics!!

Make his fight on the hill in the early day
Constant chill deep inside
Shouting gun,
on they run through the endless grey
On the fight,
for they are right, yes, by who's to say?
For a hill men would kill, why?
They do not know
Suffered wounds test there their pride
Men of five,
still alive through the raging glow
Gone insane from the pain that they surely know

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

Take a look to the sky
just before you die
It is the last time you will
Blackened roar massive roar
fills the crumbling sky
Shattered goal fills his soul
with a ruthless cry
Stranger now, are his eyes,
to this mystery
He hears the silence so loud
Crack of dawn,
all is gone except the will to be
Now the will see what will be
blinded eyes to see

For whom the bell tolls
Time marches on
For whom the bell tolls

for whom the bell tolls by metallica!

i loe metalica now...
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Thursday, July 27, 2006

new!
new theme as promised! its Mononoke Hime (princess mononoke) i hope it reads well ^__^ for some reason i cant get my avi to change tho. i'll post what i want it to be it was bigger in ht eoriginal, but it wouldnt fir, so i tryed to edit it and then it wouldnt appear on my site! as you can see, its still the paper fan one. big news: im changing jobs! (hopefully) theres a Mcdonalds nearby and im gona be applying tehre in hope of better managers, beter treatment (breaks every 2 hours, 1 free meal a day, perhaps even nicer cleitnelle) its true, i dont get even a discount on food and unless i work a total of 5 hours a day, i dont get a break taht day. so i have like 2.5 hours, a break, then 2.5 hours again. if i only work 4 hours, no breask for me! that isnt ok. i may even get better pay and better hours! its great news for me, cause im already stressed out over this. the wehole reason i got a job was A) to avoid the anxienty and guilt of putting all my wants on my parents shoulders when they want to give me them but cant and B) avoid the anxiety of doing nothing and having all this pent up energy turning to frustration! which is what hapens. today me and my mom "talked". it was rather one sided. she didnt yel or anything, but i felt she was just rubbing salt in a wound! i got kinda wound up and stressed out, but then i went upstairs and listened to some music, which kinda helped, and then i called my friend and she helped alot. speaking of which, anyone know off the top of their head what purple means on mood jewlery? so yeah, i just got off the phone with her because its midnight and her mom kicked her off the phone. not much else to talk about. i got cut out early at wotrk again today. tomorrow im working 10 to 4. i hate my schedual. i can never do anything cause my days off, my mom works! friday i have off for another friends b-day and then i have saturday off cause i thought my parents were planing a camping trip and didnt kno my mom works every other saturday! but we are going to something called goddess festival after she gets off from work. i think its kinda like the celtic festival or renissance fair or something. its a pagan event, so i'll be hoping to learn alot ^__^ new song tosday!

Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time
Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me
Good, good now we're making some progress
Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat
And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator, and this is just the prologue?

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
It seems the artists these days are not who you think
So we'll pick back up on that on another page

And I believe this may call for a proper introduction, and well
Don't you see, I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, you swear to listen
Swear to shake it up, swear to shake it up

Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes, trophy boys, trophy wives

Swear to shake it up, and you swear to listen
Oh, we're still so young, desperate for attention
I aim to be, your eyes

the onlydifference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage- panic! at the disco

i love this song too. im developing oots new favorites now thatim listening to more music!
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

stuff!
my friendand i are having a hard time drawing the main character! hers looks like a girl...(mine does too but nt as much) although it is just plain better than mine...we need to work on her drawings of guys. i'll mostly be the script writer., which is fine by me. drawing is way harder thah it looks! anyway, about my day. today i woke up t aphone call from my friend atround noon, and she was amazed that i could sleep that late. and then we talked and around 3:30 or 4. my mom picked her up and we went to hastings, that book/music/teeshirt/moive/magzine/anime/manga/snack/cafe store place thingy. but then her mom picked us up way too early. we only got like 2 hours together. grrrrrr...then i came home and...believe or not...i fell asleep! for some reason as soon as my friend dropped my off i was dog tired. so went upstairs and fell asleep listening to music on my AWESONE SIRIUS SATELITE RADIO!! (its on my tv) and then i woke up around nine and called her and we talked for about 10 or 20 minutes, but then she had to go. so then i came downstairs and blah blah blah. hert, i havwe a new favorite song!

I must have dreamed a thousand dreams
Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?
When everything's gone wrong somehow?
The men of steel, the men of power
Are losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is the land of confusion

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright all through the night
In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is the land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to

"land of confusion" written by genesis, performed by disturbed.

and one more thing:
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

today was a better day...
no pain in he as costomers today/ ^__^ it was really slow, so i got let off earlyand wandered around the mall for a couple hours. i spent most of the time talking to my friend on my cell, but it died...it was only later i remebered that i dotn have unlimited minutes!! *cowers in fear when parents see cell phone bill* *gulp* i have important announcement!! (please dont bite my haed off) MY FRIEND AND I ARE STARTING A MANGA!! i think i'll be able to see it thru this time...(i still hope to return to my story, but im nto very happy with the dirction teh plot went, so i may make some MAJOR revisions) because my friend is also working on it and i have some real life inspiration. its about a kid who gets a job at a fast food place and his name Muishiman (i think thatshow its spelled) it means penniless in japanese, so i thought it apporpraite for a highschool freshman who gets a job. his mangers name is Ama (bitch...really, thats the translation) and i forgot the names of his other two co workers (my friend wrote them down, dont worry) its mainly a comedy, tho i will throw some serious parts and some romance in as well...muishi (for short) is fairly clumsy and especially is when he sees a girl who he likes. he meets her as a customer on his first day...and for him it was love at first sight ^__^. poor guy...once my friend and i get some final sketches, i may take them to kinko's and scan them or something. so muishi is working at a fast food resteruant, and he is ery polite...to a fualt...he's the kinda guy who takes everything to avoid conflict...but one part i know i want to happen is at some point, something bad happens outside of work and he kinda blows up on a particualrly rude customer. i think perhaps it'll hae sometyhing to do either with his home life, or the girl he keeps seemiong to run into everywhere. he's a fairly average kid. not especially athletic, not super grades, he's the kinda guy who girls think is "cute" but in a puppy sorta way...he only has a couple friends. one thinks he's a player, but girls dont realy notice him...and teh other one is a super otaku. im talking 1 man anime club/cosplays to shcool! thats mostly what we got so far...dont you feel sorry for him now? poor muishi...

I LOVE MY SATELLITE!! i use it mostly to listen to sirius satellite radio! ^__^ i aslo love my cell phone and my new insoles...they wroked great...um...i thinks thats all for now. tomorow (tuesday) im goig to go hang out with my friend at hatings (its a movie/videogame/music/poster/anime/manga/book/magazine/instrument/novelty/cafe place! ^__^ i love it so much! and i also love suncoast! so...much...anime....* goes into a seizure*
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Monday, July 24, 2006

   the general public sucks...
im talknig about ppl who i help at work...alot of them are polite or have that "its ok dude: been there" attitude. but there are some that are just pisy bastards!! its all i can do to keep myself from saying "get out of my face, its not like i can do anything about it!" the last two days we were closing and were a bitshort stafed, so the food was moving slow...and then the cook went to go talk to someone and got uber distractd and then someone anted a refund cause "the cheese was sloppy" and all of us (after he left) were like WTF?!. the goo news: i already get paid tomorrow and i got gel insoles for my shoes! they are comfy...of, and i survived the heat wave. there should be a thunder storm in the next couple days and then it will get back down to the low nineties.thats the cycles im noticing. my sunburn is healed too. ^__^ anyway, yesterday we had a few disasters at work...the rootbeer ran out and then the supervisor asked me to hold it down because she thought she hooked it up, but it wasnt coming and so, i was holdingit down and it was flowing into teh drain thingy while i was helping a customer, but then when i went to get their order, i slipped and nearly fwell!! appearently it overflowed...alot...and then later i had to close and while i was trying to restock, customers kept showing up and that got really annoying, cause then i ended up staying about 45 minutes after closing...grrrrrrrr.....oh, and i guess ew have a manger cause we have sortof an honor among theives policy whenit comes to free food. im getting better with the register too.

i just came downstairs from listening to music on my satellie *gloat gloat* ive discoverd a new love for metalica!!

hey
im your life
i the one who take you there

hey
im your life
and im teh onw who cares

im your dream, make you real
im your eyes when you must steal
im your pain when you cant feel
you know its sad but true!

im your dream, mind astray,
im your eyes wehn your a way
im your pain when you must pay
sad but true!

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Saturday, July 22, 2006

anothrt short post:
ok, so instead of enw shoes im gona get new insoles! some good ole doctor scholls! are you gellin?of course i may still have to wait till my next paycheck...oh, and we're getting satelie tomorrow! we had cable, but it keeps being stupid...perhaps we'll even get anime network!! i'll get 200 channels in my room too! i know, im always complaining about being broke, but its 4 rooms for free equipment and installation! i may even get dvr...^__^ im happy ^__^ oh, and later toight im gonna watch underworld 2!! qustion time!! first are from veggie ann.

1. Did you know I put a new story up on my post? ~nope, sorry i havent visited sites in a couple days~
2. Are you going to change your theme?~ i was gonna announce that acvtually: my next theme is gonna be either princess mononoke or maybe eureka 7~
3. What do you do at your job?~i take ppls orders and call tehm back to be made.~

ok, just so you all know, i didnt mow the lawn in teh heaty, it was early enough in teh morning that it was only like 75 or 80 degrees. you also brought up a good point about the catch onmtehnshoes, i'll see if i go to get some...um...thats all! no gun today...NOW BACK TO WDX!!!

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Friday, July 21, 2006

mini-post
this is a short post. today i woke up early and had to mow teh lawn, then later i got my braces tightened and ent to that one tea shop, which is erally cool! um...i had some really good tea too. perhaps i'll finally be able to visit everyones sites. sorry i ahvent lately....um..so yeah, thas all, still reading that book! ^__^

oh yah, questions! these are from veggie ann

1. Do you like your job?~so far~
2. Do you like the people you're working with at your job?~yup~
3. Are you making enough money?~i dunno, i havent gotten my first paycheck yert~
4. How many hours do you work a day?~about 6~
5. How many days of the week do you work? ~moday, wednesday, asturady, sunday~
6. Are you doing allright?~yup! ^__^~

next is from the grantinator: what is the difference between diet and regular coke? I mean they taste the same! ~no tehy dont!!~

oh, and everyone mentioned the shoes issues in their comments. well, as if by magic, a stand showed up today that has nikeshoes wholesale! $19.99. cool, huh? im planning on getting sme today...and as a parting gift:

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.../ (.) ), --"
../___//
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NOW GET OUT!!!

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Thursday, July 20, 2006

another day on teh job!
well...today was kinda the asme as yesterday. cept i think i did alot better. and i had to deal with some snobby customers. you know how some highschool girls can get? yeah, i hate that and i got a grpup of them. while they were waiting, they kept playing with the mic. at one point i said "are you going to order anything?" "no" then please step away from the counter" someone also gave me a $100 bill and i gave them like all teh change in the register!!! but anyway, another group of girls came up later and ordered 4 small cokes..and they wanted diet, but for some reason the diet was pumping regular. everything else was hooked up fine...so i had to give them a refund. at some point or another, i ended up with boh my supervisors over a the register to try and figure something out. i dont even remeber what it was, but it got taken care of. i also sprayed dpwn and wiped all the stainless steel surfaces in te back and also wiped and stacked teh trays. um...i actually got off alittle late because of customers and such. my supervisor (different one) was in the back playing with his cell phone. and i had to go et him and as a result, a few ppl had to wait like 5 extra minutes for their orders cause no one was working on them!! grrrrr....so ive ot two days off now. i filled out my workers permit and W-4 forms...i think the shoulda hadme do that before i started, right? oh well. i decided that if my parents cant afford to get me some black work shoes, i'll jsut have to buy my own. converse arent working...and my dad tried to lend me his shoes (cause he wears cowboy boots to work, dont ask why) but they were too heavy and cluncky and hurt my feet too. i just need shoes with ample padding, or perhaps i just need to suck it up and get used to it...maybe i'll do that and not waste the $30-$75 on a new pair of shoes. but i do need another pair of blasck pants,. believe or not, ive only got 1! um...so yeah...thats all about work...my next day is saturday. im so happy im working indoors. its supposed to get SUPER hot here!! im talking 105-110F. HOLY CRAP!!! we're gonna have to cover all teh windows and and keep teh dogs indoor for this one! you know, i was asked if there were any days i needed off and i said next saturday cause my parents were planning a camping trip...well it turns out they have to work that day! so this saturday i'll talk to my boss about that...um...ok, i think thats it. i need more questions!! yup...now im done. laters!

advice for the day: "do not meddle in the affairs of dragons, for you are tasty and good with ketchup"
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

my first dayon the job!
ok, so i got there at like 9:55 and they gave me my shirt (which was too samll) and my hat! they spent about half an hour telling me how everything works and got me started on the register! i guess i can work in back for insurance reasons or something...so yeah, for the most part, i did pretty well. i screwed up a few times and once we ended up with an extra double bacon cheeseburger delux. i wasnt the only one starting today either. the other guy got here a little later and for the most part everything was col. we kinda fought over customers and stuff, but it was all friendly. once i figured out the register, it was fairly easy, but my feet hurt! never wear converse when working the front of a fastfood resteraunt...no padding. i would wear my tennis shoes, but they have to be black. at one point, when it got the busiest, the pther guy was getting shown how to count the till or something, which took about twenty minutes, and then he went on break immediatly after that!! meanwhile, i had a line backed up to 7 ppl and some of them were rather short tempered. ui took my break every two hours or so, and worked 6. i actually enjoyed my work ^__^ we got unlimited soda!! but no discount on food...-_-...when i didnt have anyone to help, i was constanly wiping downhte same spots with a rag (im supposed to call it a "bar towel") i think i landed a good job actually...some of the ppl are afraid of our boss tho, even the supervisors! i still dont have an employee number, so i was using someone elses for the time being. you know, if all goes well this week, im thinking of upgrading to full time hours! i would still have to keep the same days tho. only complaint: sunburn sucks!!

after work my mom took me to this erally cool store and it was some wiccan, some egyptian, some shaman, ect. there were buddhist and hindu stuff too! oh, and celtic. it was a rlly geat store! i couldhang out there for hours. across the parking lot, there was this tea place and it had a binch of chakra stuff and tao and buddhist thingies. heres somehting interesting: for those of you who watch naruto, you know the cursemark on sasuke's neck? (hicky) well i discovered that thats a real symbol...i dont know what it means, but it was with a packet of stickers labeled "water blessings" apparently what you do is you place a sticker on a glass or bowl or something, and fill it up with water and say something. also, im still reading that pagan book. im at the part where i will decide weather to delve deeper or not: rituals and magick. i think thats all, so now for questions:

first is from spirit792: If you could travel to any moment in time (past, present, or future) where would you go and why? ~im happy where i am thank you very much!~

ghettostar0492: What is the craziest thing you've ever done? ~not much honestly, im crazy, but ive never done anything dangerous or anything. the dumbest thing i ever did was be afraid of a rollercoaster that turned out to be awesome!~


lordsesshomaru: Would you rather have a hoverboard or a jetpack? ~tough call...depends on how hard the hoverboard is to handle...if its easy, like riding a bike cept in the air on a board, then i'd take the hoverboard, but if its like riding a skatehoard, i'd take teh jetpack~

Hardluckwoman: . If you could meet three people from myOtaku, who would it be and why? ~hmmm...i'd say JD person, lordsessomaru, and...um...maybe darkwolf demon. i dont know why, but those are who i chose!~

2. If you could have 1 anime/manga/game character brought to life (like a real person) who would it be and why?~now thats really tough...i think maybe...um....hige from wolf's rain cause we are alot alike. of course,m he'd empty my wallet pretty quick.~

last questions are from knights edge:
1.) Could you live in a single building for the rest of your life?~HELL NO! i cant even live in one town all my life~

2.) What kind of luck do you have? ~its alright i guess...kinda crappy, kinda good at times~

3.) Why do you say that is the luck you have? ~i duno...cause i do?~

more questions! i enjoy them. and yes...poor fishy...

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