Saturday, May 27, 2006

hello again!
well, i'm feeling better now, but my throat is still sore. but hey, at least i can talk! it hurts to swallow tho. the rest of my body feels better. YAY! im going back to school on tuesday. i bet im so damn far behind! i hate being sick for just that reason: makeup work...grrrrrrrrrr..... but on a plus side: i ended up with a 6-DAY-WEEKEND!!!!! YEAH!!!! of course im countinng this weekend, not last. its memorial day! and my dads b-day is on monday too. happy b-day dad! what should i do for him? he doesnt care as much about the house being clean as mom does, so i really have no idea what to for him. HELP ME OUT HERE PPL!! we may go fishing weather and health permitting. he got sick too...when he gets sick, he gets hit hard.

I GOT A HAIRCUT!! i havent had a real haircut in forever. my last one was really just to thin it out becasue its just so damn thick!! before that, i dont ever remeber. now its kinda short and it looks weird! my little sister hates it, but what do i care. still kinda pisses me off when she says "you should kept it fluffy. you look ugly now" no kidding, that was word for word. litle brat...then she expects me to be nice to her! i dont know how im going to survive this summer! she's getting worse and worse!! and her new enfatuation is greenday. right now she has 5 windows open on the computer for it!she'll spend hours on here just looking at tee-shirts or watching the same video over and over again!

also today we took my mom to the airport. she's going to go see her family in california for the weekend. its gonna be tough here without her because she's kinda the voice of reason. usually i am, but when i get into a fight with my little sis, there nothing i can do because all she responds with is a bob of the head, folded arms and "no" (she watches way to much tv) or a whiney "GIVE IT!" followed by dad going "KNOCK IT OFF!" from the other room and then she gives a "why are you always such a big jerk?! i hate you!!" and usually a sloppy swing at my head, arm, bach, or chest, or jsut throweing something of mine. then she storms out of the room and slams the door and cries then mom or dad go into her room a few minutes latr to see what is wrong and she says teary eyed, "well i was just ______ and then *my name* was just being a big jerk!" no kidding, thats how it always AWLWAYS goes! god, i am so sick of it!! sometimes i really just want to cuss her out, but i know i cant because i'll be grounded from EVERYTHING! computer, anime, tv, contact with the outside world, ect. i really think my parent would go that far. usually they dont over react to anything cept grades. i am almost always in the right with these little spats and since this never works and is totally unproductive because to avoid taking side, she gets told she's being unresonably and i get yelled at for something totally unrelated or told to do my homework or some sort of chore. nothing ever gets solved and this happens on a daily basis. to me its usually the principle of the matter, not the actually object of the argument. and whenever i try to break the cycle i APPEARANTLY overstep my bounds and get yelled at for that! and im thinking "WTF?! you know im right!" the other times this happens are when her and my brother are just trding insults or whatever and i break it up and yell at both of em or my brother wins and i just dont pay attention so i avoid getting involved becasue usually neither of them is in the right. so what the hell am i supposed to do?! ITS F***ING INFURAIATING!!!! AAARRRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!

wow, ths really went different direction than i had planned...anywho: i essentially backtracked on my drqwing becasue i decided i wasnt happy with the legs or the hand gesture (foreshortening it really hard!) im thinking of moving on to something more expressive. i still wish i had a working scanner. in other news: im about to start writing my story. i think its going to be muich more serious than my initial plan. not a romantic comedy. its also not going to be set in another world. it might move there later on tho. you'll just have to find out. i pretty much have some main plot points figured out, but i need to figure out how to string them together. i also have a pretty good idea about how to start it. i hope to begin after school lets out

ok, well thats pretty much all. this turned out much longer than i expected it too. um....soo... piccy!!

i drew this right after the superbowl, i was rooting for the seahawks

since this is so long, no questions cept the ones i hid in the post. ok, i dont know about "hid" but ya know. well there actually one thats less obvious. oh yeah, and what do you think of my drawing?
latr!
*fades away into the swirling cherry blossoms* (are there even any cherry blossoms left this time of year?)
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