Sunday, October 22, 2006

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um...not much to post about...i was feeling sick earlier today so i called in saying i wouldnt be at work tomorrow, but after i took a nice hot bath i feel just a bit better, so we'll see how i feel tomorrow morning. if i feel back to normal, i may call in and ask if they have any work for me to do. i also got my paycheck today and it was $228! whioch is realyy good! 140 of it goes to martial arts, cause i have to keep paying off registration and on top of that, i have a testing fee. yup, and then i am planning on buying a hoodie, im hoping hot topic has that awesopme dragonforce hoodie i saw at the concert! that was like $45 then i have 55 in food and drink costs. actually, looks like im short by like ten bucks. luickily i still have ten left over fronm last paycheck and plus my parents owe me ten, so then i have ten bucks left as walking around money! YAY!! w00t! yes, i do indeed budget me money...kinda.

for next paycheck, which might be about 55 dollars short or so, depending on if i work tomorrow, but then i wont be buying a hoodie or paying a forty dollar testing fee next time, so its all good. ^__^ um...other than that, theres my japanese class, which i totally love! im getting really good at it. i almost know all the hirigana, and that makes me happy! and next semester im lwearning katakana, so by then i'll be able to write any word in japanese. granted, i wont know much kanji, but who cares?! *dances around* it makes for my math class too. now onto other stuff

my personal life: still single, almost no down time, ect. ect. when i do have down time, i get a bit depressed, but other times i take time to enjopy it. um...yeah...i think i may be a little more crazy than usual. sometimes i think i actually am sorta loosing it. i dont know...im notr like homocidal, i justkinda walk down the hall and then i just sorta think..."wait..what am i doing?,,," or i kinda just loose control of my mouth and wehatever...like i just say things without realizing that im event alking at all. or i'll kinda stop moving and be like "...uuummm..." but other times im totally sane, so yeah, its an on and off kinda thing. i dunno, maybei ned to start managing my time better, like giving my self more time to myself. the only time i really get is in the shower for gods sake! im living the very life i swore to nev3r get causght up in. i joined the f-ing rat race! i harly ever spend any time on the comp or anything like tyhat, which may be actualy healthier, but anyway.

plus i think i need to start taking better care of myself. i havetn been eating very well, though i have been opting for sandiches over pizza for lunch lately. plus, i only get like 7 houras of sleep a night. um..anything else to say? nope, i dont think so...so its off to watch bleach!
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