Thursday, February 16, 2006

I know I said earlier...
that was my last post, but some who had access to this didn't have access to my xanga, so I'm coppying this entry because I want you all to see it.

"I have a few things to say to all of you that I may regret later, but I know this is the only way to ensure you all read it.

First and foremost, I can take care of myself. I've done it for 14 years, and I can still do it now. Yes, I have had a bit more to do lately and I have been a bit more stressed out, but I will be fine. A few of you even know more specifically what is bothering me so much. To you guys, I say stop worrying about me. I will somehow find time to sit down with myself and get over it. It was my own bloody fault anyway. I know the few of you who do know disagree with that statement, but you know, screw you all.

Second of all, I will learn about whatever I please, and you can't stop me. If something interests me or intrigues me, I will learn more about it. I don't care what it is. I don't care what you think. I don't want to offend any of you, but get over it. I have my rights to thinking what I want and learning what I want, just as you do. So leave me the hell alone about it.

You guys are not my mothers/fathers, and I don't need you to be. I already have one of each who are plenty overbearing/unatentive to last me a lifetime (Or until I can get out of here) You are not in charge of my life and you never will be. You can not control what I do, and you never will be able to. If you have a suggestion, I will listen, but I am sick and tired of being told what to do. I know what is best for me, even if I don't always do it.

My health will be fine. I watch it myself and moniter it closely. When I don't feel well, I take better care of myself, I don't need you to do that for me. It irritates me to no end to have you guys over my shoulder telling me that I need more protein, or I shouldn't eat that. You may have good intentions, but the road to Hell is paved with good intentions, and Captain and I already decided that that is going to be our little haven. So stay the hell away.

Um, I believe that's all I have to say. If you want to talk to me, feel free, but I would not suggest making me mad right now."
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Thursday, February 9, 2006

An announcement
Two all two of you that I write in this stupid thing for. I will no longer be doing that. If you want to know how I am, contact me. Not asking that much.
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006

Pain
Lacrosse started today, and I can't begin to tell you how sore I am. I am going to hate myself tomorrow, and to even think about doing this again tomorrow, is enough to make me want to lay down dead.
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tomorrow
Lacrosse starts tomorrow! ^_^
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Thursday, January 26, 2006

A bit of trouble
So, something I believe I failed to mention on Tuesday. I was at mutual and we were doing a personal progress update activity and I had already done my interview when Malayna comes up to me and taps me on the shoulder. I asked her what she wanted and asked her not to touch me. She just looked at me weird and asked why. I asked if she expected an answer, and apparently she did. I told her too bad. She started poking me. I told her I would kick her, she didn't believe me, and continued to do so. So I kicked her, and apparently bruised her. After that, I was just pissed off and grabbed my things and walked out of the church.

So, today my Mom comes up to my and mentions that she heard I didn't have the best time at mutual. Things got interesting and I ended up telling my mom, and I quote "Malayna can go to Hell for all I care." I am grounded for the next....ever from...everything. So, I won't be online as much, but I will be on when my parents aren't home.
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