Wednesday, July 14, 2004

   Feeling blah,,,,
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GOD! askjdfkl;asfjaiowejfaweil fjaskldfjasdkl;fjasdklfjaskl;dfjasdkfjasfioefjiosej;DG
I HATE EVERYTHING....ASKLDJ;FASKL;FASKL;FJSEAKL;FJASDKL;FJASDKL;FJASDKASEFKL;JWEIO;GJSDIO;JKL;JDKL;V
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004

   heh heh heh
we do.......XDDDD Mary is an idoit..

Okay on a serious note, my chest has been hurting me for a week, i can't fall asleep at night, I can't pick anything up...

This was suppose to be gone!

Anne thinks i have something seriously wrong with me, I have a record for chest pains...Anne said i might have a form of asthma...this is so much fun...yee ha...........

It hurts me so much...I can't take it anymore...............!!!
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   uh.....
FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to dance and sing and just have a fricken good time!

Why don't we have a big smilie face? :D like that.....-.-
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Sunday, July 4, 2004

   Great lets change this...and this...oh and that
Okay...I have had alot of alone blocking out my families voices time.........
And i realize how much i miss Sarah and Yessi....and that the little joys i find here at my Grandma's never ever match up with the tiniest of joys i get with my sisters......

Our house is almost done thank God...only about a little more than a month left....I AM SO SO HAPPY ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^
Not really....to change things around....I realized that I am not in love with Bobby....Love sucks
And not knowing how it will effect you, sucks even more.
But Fake love hurts...it hurts alot, its one big lie that tears at all you had, and in my case i didn't have alot.

My speech problem is coming back and the more i seem to work on it and practice its coming back... I can't stand anymore taunting or riducling....I can't take it anymore....why...why is this my punishment?

To live here and get yelled at

To know that my friends miss me and i can't even talk to them

To know child Mary is coming back and everything that happened and tears at me is hitting me back.

I guess their right... you can't run away from your problems
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   um.....
Just decided to add a post....!

Nothing really to say....sorry.

































Space..........






You should always give me lots of this......
















space can be good or bad for the soul...









s p a c e
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How to make a Kinshi Sakka

Ingredients: 3 parts competetiveness 5 parts humour 5 parts energy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of wisdom and a pinch of salt. Yum!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

   Weird little face.....
I just wanted to use this face....it looks so weird......and the word weird looks so weird too....
AHHHHHHHHH!
This is all driving me Batso!

I am Italian and i can't even spell Batso correctly....

AIYEE!
MASON IS ON YAHOO MESSANGER!Max...I am crying! lol.....my world feels so much better right now........both for me and Sakka

I've missed him so much...so much...He has no idea....I really like Mason...i really do...and Sakka loves Max....alot...






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Saturday, June 19, 2004

Leave me alone
I sense somethings late at night...I sense them, there like eyes......this hurricane heading for my beloved Tokyo, these no reason tears...everything...these feelings.....
LEAVE ME ALONE!
All these thoughts all these feelings...i want to be back to my normal self...I want to be SAKKA.......I want Sakka to be able to come out and feel the sunshine again...why are you in this spider web on mine?
Am i suppose to know something? tell me? AM i? is that why these invisble eyes are watching me?

(Kitsune....sorry for not responding to you, my Dad was checking my emails........I am so so so please don't be mad at me...)

IF YOUR HERE TO TELL ME SOMETHING. TELL ME AND LEAVE ME ALONE! I now proclaim myself insane...i am hearing voices...and its not sakka...
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