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Monday, June 7, 2004
Weird that nothing goes right at the same time....
anywho...nothing goes right all at once....take 9/11 for example...I knew something bad was going to happen and boom...yessi knows the whole story look what happens... But i was having a pretty good day... i was happy for that morning and than it all crashed....
Lately...I have woken up to pains in differnt parts of my body...bruises pop up out of no where, and I have scracths that come and go hours in times....all this is driving me batty...
But..Bobby....
I called his house and his mom asked me to call his dads..so i finally did....and when i did...and bobby got on the phone this feeling eloped me...and i knew something is wrong...
Jessica and Bobby are over...my bestfriend is away from me for a month...in Hawaii for a week and at his dads for the month...(Aiyee! I make alot of dot leaders...Sorry! ^-^;)I should be happy, the two can never date or talk really ever again...i knew this was going to happen, i figured i would be happy that they are over. But what happen with bobby and his step father... it just went too far...way to far..its sick acctually. I was praying to God last night...asking him for guidance...because all my friends lives are so @še/$ up that i can't do anything, just sit there and watch as life acts like a monster. Tearing away there hopes, dreams, fantasies, soul, heart and mind. Till there nothing but memories....which sucks in my opinion...element sisters....where are you....why do i feel so isolated...what has happened to the flame? Am i finally lost?....find me....please
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