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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-04-05
Gender
• Female
Location
• In a box in the middle of the pacific ocean, trying to reach the borders of Japan to show them oreos.
Member Since
• 2005-08-05
Occupation
• Stuffs...
Real Name
• heee...you can call me anything..so far I've been called..hey you, Kau, Lady, Cookie, slow, air-head, etc. ^^ woooooooo

Personal

Achievements
• hmmmmmm.......I forgot..
Anime Fan Since
• ......siiiiiiince....way way back then...
Favorite Anime
• TOO many to choose
Goals
• WOOOOOOOO!!! To set goals...it makes me stray from them...>.> not for me...
Hobbies
• Stuffs...<.< depends how I feel that day..
Talents
• ....ummmm....I d k..lol.x.x

myOtaku.com: Sakura5

Friday, January 27, 2006

Soo tired....

Mood: Happy/Hyper/sick
Time: 12:27 p.m.
doing: typing/Watching Full Moon Wo Sagashite/Trying not to die

HI YOU GUYZ!!!! I posted^^ HE-HE. WOOOOOOOOO!!! And I finished my life long goal!!! Well not really this is just a part of my goal to do or else it'll come back and haut me....lol. I FINALLY FINISHED SIGNING LATE GBS!!!!! WOOOOOOOO!!!! I"M SOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!! And now to visit sites!!!!! *stands up with great confidence* *falls right to the floor* Ai...Me So tired.....lol. But I SHALL AND I WILL!!! Get to all of the sites that ARE going to be updated today!!! HAHA!!!! And cause I don't have anything to do right now and you guys are in school right now......So yeah....lol. I'm going to let you guys read a long poem that I wrote please don't kill me if you think it's so long....-_-
And Well I'm gonna finish saying what I want to say then post the poem so if you choose to read it, or not.^^ So I'm like going to be going to an interview tomorrow at 9-11 a.m. For my IB program....So worried....*breath, breath* I hope I'll make it....Well one day...Till tomorrow....AHHHHHHHH!!! Sry.....hehe...Well anywayz...I'm bored....I think I'm going to PM everybody now...lol. All of you guys^^ XP. Gonna be soooo much fun.^^ Just hope I won't die...lol.
But I miss talking to you guys and I hope you haven't forgoten me already....XP. So love you all BUNCHES AND HERES THE POEM^^ *flys of after hugging everyone good-bye^^*

Confusion of the Heart

Lost, confused of what I’m truly searching for,
Pain, tears, I try so hard to keep it inside for so long.
Keeping it all locked in ‘till the day I can no more,
Moments of a day, the pain I feel for so long.

Why do I keep in for so long?
Why won’t I allow others in?
My heart is as though its gone so wrong,
I feel as though I’ve done so much to hurt within.

Every night I lay in bed,
Letting all my sadness come out.
Covering a pillow over my head,
Not allowing anyone to hear me shout.

While I sleep, I would get dreams,
That are so wonderful I never want to awake.
I feel happiness, and joy within my dreams,
But I also know a dream is only a fake.

I sometimes feel as though I too am a fake,
A person all made of lies.
Everyone thinks they know me so well, what does it have to take,
To let you all understand I’m just a bunch of lies.

I feel as though I’m being nice for my own selfish needs
But you tell me I am not selfish.
Is my face so obvious for you to see?
So easy that I can not see, that I made a selfish wish.

My aching heart is killing me,
I can no longer hold it deep within.
I made a wish that night to be free,
To take me away from all this pain that I confine within.

I try killing myself,
All alone laying there knowing nothing at all.
Just wanting to disappear from this world by myself,
I slowly slipped away from all four walls.

I look up from my sitting spot,
I look out in the dark, and stillness.
I feel so alone, as though I’ve been shot,
Right before me I see a door in the darkness.

I try to open it, but it won’t open free,
I soon realized it was lock.
I look around in the stillness and found a key,
As the key went in, the door opened and I was in shock.

The door and key was in darkness,
‘Cause I had locked it myself, and never opened it again.
I felt pain and a rush of selfishness,
I awoke in sweat, and started to cry in vain.

All the pain I kept deep inside hurt me so bad,
I could no longer handle it, I sat there crying.
‘Till I felt better, and realized so what if I was still sad,
A goal I must finish even if I feel like dieing.

A guiding light, a gentle breeze,
Blowing through my hair.
I look out at the world, even if my heart freeze,
I will never let you down, and be unfair.

Even if snow begins to build and isolate me,
I know you are melting it away little by little.
With every smile you give me,
I soon will be able to give you my key even it it’s fatal.

I know you will wipe away the pain,
Day by day, and even if it never goes away.
Making you smile is the greatest gift, even when I cry in the rain,
I hope you’ll be there letting me lean on you for always.

No matter how much confusion I may have in my heart,
I hope you’ll always be here with me.
Helping me through and through and always be a part,
Of my life, and set my pain free.

Thank you….

Mood: happy/hyper/sick
time: 12:50 p.m
doing: typing/Watching Full Moon Wo Sagashite/Trying not to die

~Vy

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