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Saturday, June 19, 2004


   I'm single.......not because I wanted to be
I FEEL LIKE DYING.....my boy friend (actually my Fiancé) has decided to end our relationship. I met him when I was 17 and we have been together ever since. He had asked me to marry him last Christmas and even had the ring for me.

He came over and I knew something was up because he was not his natural cheerful self. I wish I could hate him but I can't he was so upset about us. College is taking him a different direction (he wants to be a doctor) and he knew that he would never have time for me. I told him that I wouldn't care because I loved him and then he really dropped the bomb on me. He said that he had started wanting to date again and he didn’t want to do it behind my back and disrespect me that way. I just sat there looking at him. Then I got up went into my room and got the box the ring came in put the ring in it and gave it to him. He told me to keep it but I said no. I didn’t want to keep it. Then I went and got the rest of his stuff he had at my place and gave to him.

He was crying when he left. I never cried once in front of him. But I don’t think I’ll ever feel anything again……

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