Monday, May 28, 2007

   I'm grounded....
Darn I talked back to my mom and now I'm grounded!!!!!!!!!!!!!>< Err.....I was able to sneak on yesterday and today. She caught me yesterday and I got grounded for two more weeks. It's horrible I can't live without the internet!!!!
Well anyways tomorrow Is my Jr high gradutation and dance. It's going to be awesomeness!!! Hikari animeangel is going. If she gets a nice pic of me I might post it^^ But only if I look nice....
I'm super excited and wish me luck. I just hope I don't trip, fall on my face and flash everyone. It'll be so embarassing!!!>< I'm such a klutz.
oh and thanks for the yaoi stuffs I will check them out!
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Friday, May 25, 2007

I forgot!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry but I just got into Yaoi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It all started when I began to read Gravitation. Then I read Off Beat and then Loveless and their all freaken' awesomeness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hey if you have any siggestions then please comment or pm me!! I need the yaoi!!!! *falls on knees and begs*
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I HATE MY PHONE COMPONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For a really long time I haven't been able to on the internet because of the stoopid phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Er.....So amny good things happened between me and the 7th grader!!!!!! Sorry I can't tell you now cause he might get an otaku soon and it'll be super akward if he finds out..... If you want to know what's going on just pm me and I'll tell you the whole story! One thing to make you more interested. He came over to my house last friday and my parents weren't home.....*evil laugh* Don't worry I'm still pure! ^^ Dirty minded peoples!!!!!!
I'm kinda sad cause tomorrows my last day of school which means I can't really see my 7th grade friends anymore....*sob*
Hey I was wondering (random thought* Why do all the guys I like hate anime and manga????!!!!????
Err.....it's so fusterating!!!!!!!!!!
See yall later!
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Friday, May 11, 2007

   I'm so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>
I'm super duper happy!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to disney land and it was like super fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Splash moutain wasn't open so I was angry but it was kool!!!!!!!!! I saw AnimeWerido over there like lots of times!!!!!!!!!!! Super fun. I dared one of mt friends to propose to goofy but she freaked out! It was hillarious>< I was super happy when I got to run up the Haunted mansion cause there was no freaken line!!!!!!!!!!!! I got scared like half ways and my friend was loving it. Do you guys know the part where the you see the ghost inbetween you and your partner? Wll when that happned I put bunn ears on the ghost and my friend was trying to make it go away. The friend who I was hanging out with is super duper nice!!!!!!!!!!
She was one of the first people to ask me "Are you sad inside?" It made me really happy when she asked me. Someone finally understands!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm in love with a seventh grader!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It it wrong? I'm a year older than him!!!!!!! He's so nice and funny and cute!!!!!!!!!!! I like to cheer him up and he does the same. I really like him and I got over the other skater that I liked. What's funny is that he's not emo, a punk, or a skater and those are the guys I usually like^^
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Friday, May 4, 2007

   sadness is like water......
Sadness is like water
It surounds and drowns you
It puts out happiness like a flame
there's no way to escape the dark pain

Sufrocating you, it takes over
Theres no way to put it behind you
It drips slowly from your heart
leaving holes in your soul
the cheer and light can't hit you
You're in way too deep

I decided to write this down I have no idea why.

My grandma died today at 1 pm. I feel really sad because now i can't tell her stuff I wanted to do while she was alive. I wanted to tell her that I loved her and wanted to give her a hug. It makes me sad that i can't do that anymore. I wanted to see her.....
There's a heavy feeling in my chest and it's painful. I wish she would rise again and tell smile at me and give me hugs. I want to cry for her and go to her funeral but she's in mexico and couldn't see her as much as I wanted. I have no idea how to act next time i see my cousins that live in mexico.
Here's the rest of my thingamaboby from earlier.

As you think everything is gone and over
A hand reaches out to you
You hesitate and wish to grab the hand
but do you want to pull them into the sadness
to be in pain with you?
Just as you are about to pull away
The hand softly pulls you out little by little

The soft light of joy reaches you
The smile from long ago appears
after many years of slumber
drying the sadness in it's path.......
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   Hiya everyone!!!!!!!
Sorry it took me so long to get back at you guys!!!!!!!!!!!>< I was kinda busy and doing other stuffs...
Well anyway my life has been okay. The only thing not okay is that my grandma is really sick and is close to dieing. My mother is leaving to mexico and if my grandma dies we have to go over there. Errr.... I always imagine that place happpy so I don't want to go! It'll freaken break my heart!!!!!!!!!
Heh... Me and Demoninuyashagal decided to be goths for twin day tomorrow and I practiced putting on eyeliner and it looked awesome!!!!!!!!! It won't come off though!!!!><
This is my first time wearing it!!!!!!
Oh marmaladegal9210 and I made a bet that if she makes it into the cheerleading squad then I get to become a goth!!!!!!!! I seriously hope she makes it in and not just for me!!!!!!!!!!
Well anyways I want to know please if you will allow:
What group do you consider yourself to be in?
(example: punks, skaters, gangster, prep, nerds, weridos..Etc.)
I am in the mixed group! I am the punk of the group!!! Well I'm the really happy one too but not preppy!!!!!!><'
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

   I feel horrible................
I am sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My nose is plugged up and I can't breathe!!!!! How is it possible to catch a cold when it's freaken' hot outside? I had testing this week so math and science was hard while reading, english, and history was easy. I hate testing I still have monday to test so wish me luck! I'm kinda tired I woke up at six when on Sat. I usually wake up at nine or something. My dad came back home....
I know it sounds mean but I didn't want him to come home. I'll never be able to look at him the same and it makes me kinda sad. I don't want him to make my mom cry again.

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

   Hello everyone!
How are you guys!
I just wanted to saysomething and ask a question:
Why do people say love is happiness and pure if it only causes pain?
Tell me what you think of this question, please!
See ya around.
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   I was partying all weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay so my friends threw me a party on saturday. Marmaladegal9210, demoninuyashagal, kondlikekitten, and my other friend were there. It was awesome!!!!!!!! We had cookies and pizza!!! So we were playing air hokey when they decided to go skating at rollerrama. I fell FIVE times!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think it was the seocnd time I fell this really cute guy tried to help me up but I said I could get up on my own. Kondlikekitten was all calm I was so jealous!!!!! I was like a kitten on a slippery floor!!!!!!!! I have a bruise on my arm and on my leg. After the skating there was a dance till eleven at night. I was so tired!!!!!! When I'm tired i get super cranky so I started to make fun of people dancing. I saw these four kids doing the sandwhich dance so I whispered.
"Sandwhich with double mayonnoise." It was really funny. Then I wanted to start a fight really badly!!! I was super bored since I have no idea how to dance. After that maramaladegal9210 wanted to know the name of some guy. They said they would do it and they would only go halfways so I got irrated and went up to him. He was pretty cute and I would have stopped half ways but when I'm mad I'll do anything. The whole time was I glaring at him.
"Excuse me what's your name?" I glared. Then in the funniest girl squeaky voice he told me his name. It was hilarious!!!!!!!!!! Me and demoninuyashagal couldn't stop laughing!!!!!!
On sunday I went to hikari animeangel's b-dayparty! I pulled a prank on her. It was funny!!! It was so much fun! Then we did role playing and I sat down on her computer chair and grabbed Mokona and started to pet it. The Hikari walked in and I was like "So (enter her name here) I heard you were at the Akatsuki layer.
It was funny! She tried to do it too but she wouldn't stop lauging. My arms kinda hurt from sat. but I'm good.
Love ya and see ya later!
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Friday, April 20, 2007

   Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you very much all who supported me yesterday. I love you all very much!!!!!!!!! I am a lot better and I can feel the old Sakura Hime reaching the surface again. ^^ I want to say a special thanks to Marmalade gal and demoninuyashagal, and Puppydog5206. My friends form school are nice enough to cheer me up. I'm so greatful to have friends like you guys. I love you all. I'll talked to you later on about the party.
See ya!
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