Thursday, April 19, 2007

   I'm empty and can't stop crying....................
Remeber about what I told you a few days about my parent fighting well it got worse. My dad is now moving out of the house and I can't stop crying. I need and hug and a chocolate chip cookies. Oh yeah, Keitaro-fan, Hikari animeangel, Anita Blake01, please keep this to your selves and don't tell you parents please.
Thanks!
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

   I don't like today....
I'm so sad and angry!!!!!!! Well the sadness starts with the thing that happened at Virgina Tech. I don't live anywhere near there but still fell sad for all the parent who heard about their sons and daughters deaths. One of my friends was really depressed about it. I feel so bad for her!!!!!!! The other bad thing is that I got moved away from the guy I like for school he only sits like four seats away from me but I still feel lonely now (even if we never talked). Then the last bad thing is that my parents got into another fight!!!!! Damn it's so freaken annoying!! I hate it when they fight some where near me and I can hear it! I feel like crying but i don't want to get my little sister worried so I won't. I don't want to crack again so I'll put up hard walls and hope to stay calm and not go crazy again and start ruining my nails by stratching walls or punching walls and making my knuckles bleed.
Wish me luck and hugs my friends.
Okay I just heard my mom sobbing again and I heard my dad yell. The cracking started again. I can hear it ring in my ears....
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

   Hiya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello everyone!!!!!!! How was your weekend? My cousins came over and I made chocolate cookies made from scratch and Chocolate cover strwberries! I love to bake stuff for other people!!!! What kind of cookies or stuff are you fav.? Mine of course is chocolate chip cookies or stuff with strawberries. I just realized somehting! I look like Orihime and Uryu's daughter!!!!!!!! Seriously I have the almost waist dark long hair, glasses, Orihime's pins, Orihime's airheadedness, and I am way too happy! The only thing I need is the super huge boobs!!!!!!! Sometimes I wish they were bigger....*sigh*
Well anyways I'll see you guys later!

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Friday, April 13, 2007

   I'm so happy!!!!!!!!
Sorry I haven't been on lately!!!! I had stuff to do and lots of pms to anwser but it was fun!!! I love pms they make me so happy! Well there is this guy that is my friends cousin and for a while I've known that he has liked me. One time he called me pretty but I'm not pretty at all! So then yesterday it was PE and then my friend ran up to me and said that her cousin called the school faking that she was her dad just so he could tell her something to tell me. She wouldn't tell me at first so I got on my knees and begged. Then she said that he said that he loves me!!! I think I almost started crying but I was so happy. The only bad thing is that he is a junior in high school and I'm barely going to be a frshmen next year. Another thing that is bad is that....I've never seen or talked to him!!!!!! It makes me angry that he won't come and talk to me!!!!
What should I do?
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Monday, April 9, 2007

   How was your easter???
My Easter was pretty fun!!! i had lots of chocolate and I feel pretty sick.... SOme things i wish I got fruit flavored candy. We had lots of food and we went easter egg hunting but i let all the little kids get the eggs. It was kinda funny watching two kids wrestle for one egg! (evil laugh) Before everything I went swiming and got shot by a water gun. After everything we got these empty shell thingys and they either have flour or confetti. You have to get the perosn by surprise and crack the egg over that perosn's head. My short cousin jumped up to hit me and she got the back of my head. It hurt so bad!!!!!! I got pay back at my mom so she had so much flour in her hair that she looked like an old lady. My dad got flour and confetti in his beer cause of Ringo hime (my little sister) and me. It was funny!!! My glasses got covered in flour so I couldn't see!! It looked like it was snowing!. I got lots of flour on my head and since my hair was wet it stuck to my hair! I was kinda sad that i didn't get to spend easter with Keitaro-fan, hikari animeangel, and Anita Blake01 but it was kinda fun.
So how was your Easter?
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Saturday, April 7, 2007

   Hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted to stop by and say Happy easter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope you guys get lots of candy and money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I myself hope I get cookies....
Well anyway today I went shopping for a graduation dress. It was so awesome!!!!! I found this really pretty one. It was white with red flowers and out of the botton there was lace coming out of the bottom! I'm so happy!!!!!!
Then I went into hot topic and tooked around. I love that store!
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Friday, April 6, 2007

   Hello!!!!!!!!
Hi everyone!!!!! My sis just got an otaku!!!! Her name is ringo hime!! Sorry she doesn't have any pics on there yet....We have to work on that! Today was kinda boring i finished a story I was writing and I was so sad! I was wondering what color of kool aid should I use next!!!???
Okay i have to ask this question...
What would you like to be?
1)vampire
2)demon
3)rock star
4)other
Hmm....my choice would probaly have to be the rock star or vampire.
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   Spring Break!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello everyone!!!!!!!!!!! How is your spring break? Mine has been petty boring but I dyed my hair green with kool aid!!!!! It's so kool!!!! Then two days ago i went to see this lady who without knowing anything about me but my name and she knew that something was wrong with me!!! She said "You can't see out of your right eye can you." I was all surpirsed cause she was right!!!!!!!! Then she asked me if I had a boyfriend and i said "no" Then she told me that a few guys were chasing after me!!!!!! I wonder who....
Oh I just got internet at my house so I'm super happy!!!!!!!!!
I love th elibary but mom won't take me anymore! (sob)
Hey guys what should I be obsseded with next casue I can't think of any more cookie stuffs?
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

   my day....
Hello everyone!!!!! I had a great day today!!! The guy i like called my crazy but in a good way. I wub him so much! (damn he's smexy) He likes to look at all of my crazy art all over my planner! he's a pretty good artist and the only thing bad about him is that he doesn;t like anime!!!!! I showed him one of my Inuyasha cards that i got with the second movie and he said in a bored voice, "I hate Anime." I almost fainted!! It was so horrible I coudn't look him in the face. He grew out his hair this year and he's a total cutey! I'm into skaters, rock punkers, and emos. There all very cute and have cute smiles.
I had to sing in front of my chorus class because I was in honor chorus and had Memorized the song. and when we did district festival they caught me on video doing my really embarassing happy dance. I also was obssessed with cookies today! All day i drew chibis eating cookies. I drew gaara eating a cookie and put an arow to his gourd saying that it was filled with cookies. I also drew a chibi me yelling "cookies are freaken awesome." I if get the chance I'll try to post it up when I get internet at my house.
I hope the guy i like will never see it!!!!!! Well any way thanks for listening to my boring day. Love you all! (I hope you guys love me too....)
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Monday, March 26, 2007

Am I going to break?
I broke on saturday. I was being my usual self and throwing a bottle into the air. My mom go tmad because I was going to break something again. I didn't stop so she went to my room and ripped most of my anime poster down. I got mad and lost it. I began to scratch the walls like crazy where my posters had been. I broke some of my nails that I had long and pretty. Then my mom came in and began to take stuff out of my closet. She told me I could only stay with three pairs of clothes until I acted better. I started to cry and just sat there with my now ugly nails. I told her that I wanted to die and she just started to cry as she put my stuff away in a bags. Am I going to break cause I can feel cracks every where.
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