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Friday, May 4, 2007


   sadness is like water......
Sadness is like water
It surounds and drowns you
It puts out happiness like a flame
there's no way to escape the dark pain

Sufrocating you, it takes over
Theres no way to put it behind you
It drips slowly from your heart
leaving holes in your soul
the cheer and light can't hit you
You're in way too deep

I decided to write this down I have no idea why.

My grandma died today at 1 pm. I feel really sad because now i can't tell her stuff I wanted to do while she was alive. I wanted to tell her that I loved her and wanted to give her a hug. It makes me sad that i can't do that anymore. I wanted to see her.....
There's a heavy feeling in my chest and it's painful. I wish she would rise again and tell smile at me and give me hugs. I want to cry for her and go to her funeral but she's in mexico and couldn't see her as much as I wanted. I have no idea how to act next time i see my cousins that live in mexico.
Here's the rest of my thingamaboby from earlier.

As you think everything is gone and over
A hand reaches out to you
You hesitate and wish to grab the hand
but do you want to pull them into the sadness
to be in pain with you?
Just as you are about to pull away
The hand softly pulls you out little by little

The soft light of joy reaches you
The smile from long ago appears
after many years of slumber
drying the sadness in it's path.......

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