Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   Its 4-20, man!... READ OR DIE!!!

ITS 4-20, the day of today! WAHOOO!!! Haha, for those of you who don't know what is so symbolic about this day is that its like National Stoner Day. And, no, I won't celebrate it by getting stoned, I'll celebrate by getting high... out of sugar and candy... *WEEeeEEe!* Alright! I have news. The new computer is going to be no other than a louzy handmy-down from my sis (my parents are buying it so she could buy her labtop) I'm not going to complain much, her computer is only a year old, and I envy her music files, so, if I do get her computer, I'll have even more music. Also, hers has a CD burner, so, yeah... 9my old one didn't have zip!) Okay, so when am I getting again? That, my dear friends, is still unknown. I think I'll get it in ... two.. more... stupid weeks. GARGH! so stressed out... oh wells Again people, sorry I can't visit you guys today. But I promise, as soon as I do get the computer, I'll go visit you guys. Take cares, people and (don't) PARTY HARD!!! hostess ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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Friday, April 15, 2005

   ho, sigh!

Well, my computer is still broken down, and the new computer isn't going to be 'till two weeks (my parents need money first...) I want to get myself a printer with a scanner on it so I can scan some of my drawings and finally enter something on this site. But, like always, I'm broke, and my parents aren't going to pay an extra 10 bucks for a scanner. So, again, ho, sight! Well, you people, just here to report that I am, indeed, alive, and bored out of my witts. I hope you guys are doing okay, and if not, I'll wish for you that they'll go okay. Again, I'm sorry I can't visit your guys' sites, but I'm pulling out my hair to do so. I miss you guys (believe it or not...) and I can't wait untill I get the new computer... Well, class is starting in a while, so I have to go now. You guys take care of yourselves, and remmember.... stay safe! *wink wink* Luv and Peace, your bored hostess ~~ Sakura Ryuu ~~

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Friday, April 1, 2005

   new computer.. NEW COMPUTEEER!!!!

WEEeeEEe! Hey dear Otakuians!!! Guess what?!? NO, my computer isn't fixed yet.... (damnation!!!) Buuut.... I'm getting a new computer! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! **runs around in circles until something trips her***falls in face and eats major dirt* When do I get this new computer, you ask???? Haha, well... I don't know. But I do know I'm getting something new. My old computer is dead and the computer my uncle gave me is some 8 years old. My parents were going to make me stay with my uncle's computer (that was so slow it couldn't even get on the internet, which was useless)But then my sis came over and told them off on how my uncle's computer was useless. So they agreed to get me a new CPU, as long as its under 450. That means I'm most likely to get an e-machine, but hey, whiners can't be beggars.... As for me, yeah, I'm still alive, I'm still breathing. Nothing new. I hope you guys are okay, and I'll try to visit you guys as soon as I get my new baby all hooked up and ready to go. But for now Love and Peace ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   I am wet and I am cold...

Wow, I feel really bad! I haven't visited anyone in the longest time. I'm so sorry, peoples. My computer is still broken. And, I can't go off on this computer (which is at school) Well, basically, I'm here jusat to report myself, so that people won't think I'm dead or something. Things have been going like usual. Its raining. I'm wet. I'm cold.... and I'm crushing on a guy who's crushing on my friend. Sad, huh? Lionso started hanging out with me and Yadira about a week ago. I asked him if he liked her, he said yes. She asked him if he liked me, he said as a friend. I'm not jealous, heartbroken or anything. I'm just kinda like "oh wellz", but it would have been something nice to think about if he did like me... Alrighty then. Nothing more to say. This upcoming week, I have spring break, so yeah. I'll try to get my computer up and running by then, so hopefully I'll be able to see you guys' by then. Okay, peoples. Imma leaving to Kholer's class. In the rain. Where I will get even more wet. And cold. Love and Peace ~~ Sakura Ryuu ps... HAPPY EASTER FOR ALL YOU GUYS WHO CELEBRATE IT... (and for those who don't, at least enjoy your break and those chocolate bunnies ^^)

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Monday, March 14, 2005

   Lubbock Texas Sucks!

YEAH! Well, yesterday I came back from our competition at Texas (sorry I didnt come back before the trip...) The trip itself was awesome. The competition.... it (kinda) sucked Well, for me, it was an honor. For the other girls, it was a disgrace. The competition was not set upon "first, second, third", if not "best overal in ______ " Also, the judjes decided whether we should be put in group C (beginners), group B (intermediate) or Group A (advanced, aka, proffesionals) We were expecting to be put into group B, but the judjes thought we were so damn good they put us with the Pro's! Well, in the end, we won for best costume, we got a reconition for being the farthest travelling state, and that's about it. The girls were really REALLY down cause we didn't won best coreaography (however its spelled) nor most traditional. It totally stormed on the girls' parades. Seriously, when we got out, me and Nicolas were the only ones not crying. I felt more bad about the girls than about loosing (well, we didn't necesserally lose, but we didn't win either...) The girls all united in the hotel room and started wailling. Stupid Nicolas left, and I was left all alone, rather awkwardly cause I couldn't cry like them. Some twenty minutes later, we hear someone knocking and freakin Nicolas's annoying voice. When I opened up the door to flip him off, I find him running down the hall and three bucketful of ice cream with a playgirl magazine and chocolate cookies on our door. When I brought them in, everyone started crying and laughing at the same time. Right then Icouldn't stand it anymore. I started crying and laughing at the same time too. It was great, stupid Nicolas *^_^* Alrighty then. I have to go now. My computer is STILL dead, but perhaps I'll get it running this upcoming weekend. As for the rest of the week, its CHSEE central for me! (California High School Exit Exam)so I might not have time to come back for a while. But for now. Au Revior!!! Love Peace Eggrolls and Grease ~~ Hostess Sakura Ryuu

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Monday, March 7, 2005

pray to God

hey peoples. Well, my computer is satill dead at the moment. But there is someone more important that has also parted from this world... Last Thursday, Ilac, my AVID teacher and a dear friend, broke us the horrible news that his wife lost their baby, two months before she was due. I started crying when he told us. We were suppose to see that baby grow up for the remaining two years that we had with Ilac. Well, as a result, he hasn't been here all week, and he won't be either for the following. The sadest part is that his wife was suppose to deliver the dead baby today. I know she probably already went through the process, but I ask to all of you who share faith to pray for these two. Mrs. Ilac is very young, not even thirty yet. This was suppose to be their first baby, and everyone, even us at school, were exited about the baby. I know that neither them nor I will be able to embrace the child, but it gives comfort to know that the child wil be embraced by God's arms... Well, after that little sniffle, there's not much to say. My computer is still broken (like I said before) This thursday I'll be at texas, but I'll try to get at you guys before wednesday. But for now, lates Take care, people and remember, God will always be with you, as long as you trust him W/luv ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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Wednesday, March 2, 2005

   *sniff sniff*

Hey all you beautiful people! Guess what happened to my baby (aka, my computer...) It's infected with a fuckin virus!!! And therefore, I will be unable to get online or do anything around here for a while... Isn't that just so sad???? :'( *cries* Well, once again, here I am at Ilac's, taking advantage of his computers. Its-a raining outside, and my hair's all wet and I'm bored and yeah. Same-ol same-ol. I have a few projects due this week, and without my computer, I am going to be living in hell... Well, nothing more to say. Haha, yeah, I thought none of you guys were actually gonna read that about me. I just put it to have some material on the site. Well, just wanted to tell you guys why I won't be able to get online and visit you guys for a while *sniff sniff* so you guys just take carez while I'm away *tear* I'll be coming on around once a week or so, but who knows, maybe I'll be able to fix my computer by next weekend (which is useless cause I'll be at Texas by then...) Oh well *cry* I wuv all you weird people, and don't forget the site ^^ Love Peace Eggrolls and Grease ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

   friday...

Have you noticed that about 40% of my topics include "friday" and another 40% include "homework sucks"? My lfe is soo boring... *sight* Well, enough about me, lets talk more about you! Haha, just kidding. Well, today, my little brother managed to get someone lend him the new yu-gi-oh movie. Its a pirated version from mexico, so not only is it in spanish, it also has really crappy sound and picture. Haha, it was so funny, Kaiba sounds like a girl in the spanish series. But what I kept on laughing my ass off at was when the doll would continue moving its lips even after the voice stopped talking... true asian-dubbed style... Well, I found this little survey at pinsandneedles (she's pretty cool, in case you still don't know her...) so I thought I might as well put it here (with my info, of course ^^)... ----------------DESCRIBE---------------- The shoes you wore today: black vans (my babies) and flip flops Your eyes: maple brown Your fears: death is one... -----------------WHAT IS------------------ Your most overused phrase on aim: don't have it, but I say "haha" and "lol" alot... Your thoughts first waking up: geese, do you really want to know? They're very dark thoughts... The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: Eyes and ze hair (on their heads, you pervs...) Your best physical feature: I like my hair... Your bedtime: after homework... Your most missed memory: I don't understand this question... -----------------YOU PREFER---------------- Pepsi or Coke: Coke McDonald's or Burger King: I prefer Jack in ze Box Single or group dates: Groups... Chocolate or vanilla: hmm... swirl? Cappuccino or coffee: cofee is good... -----------------DO YOU------------------ Smoke: No. Curse: yes, like a sailor (heh, jk ppls...) Take a shower everyday: most of the times :) Have any crushes: hehe, yesh Who are they: *Bread* Do you think you've been in love?: not... really.. o.O Want to go to college: Yeah, its my ticket to Japan! Like high school: neiya, its alright... Want to get married: YESH! Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: I dunno, do I? Believe in yourself: sometimes Get motion sickness: sometimes as well... Think you're a health freak: Haha, no Have parents/guardian: yeah Like thunderstorms: as long as they don't light the place on fire ^^ ------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU-------------- Gone to the mall: yes Eaten sushi: no Been on stage: yes Gone skating: nope Made homemade cookies: Hey! I just did a batch of them today *^.^* Dyed your hair: noooo Cut your hair: haha, I've cut the tips when I'm bored in class... Stolen anything: candy ^^ (from my bro... not a store...) -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ Flown on a plane: yesh, and I'll do it again in two weeks *wee!* Missed school because it was raining: huh? Is that... possible? Told a guy/girl that you liked him/her?: no, others tend to do that for me, and I don't even know when... Cried during a movie: yeah... Braveheart took my soul... *sniff* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: perhaps, perhaps not *looks at kaiba shrine* Had an imaginary friend: oh yeah! Had sex: No Had crush on a teacher: *starts giggling uncontrollably* Been called a tease: I dunno, lol Gotten drunk: tipsy... Gotten beaten up: no, wait, yes... my PE teachers abuse me... Been in a fight: oh, yes, plenty of verbal fights with my sis and others... Shoplifted: I have not the need to shoplift -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ Age you hope to be married: that's gramatically incorrect, but yesh.. Number of children: 18! MWAHAHAHA! Descibe your dream wedding: *dreams* How do you want to die: I have no saying in this... What do you want to be when you grow up: Architect/computer engineer/biochemist/film director/author// (the list goes for ever...) What country would you most like to visit: Oh, man, that's a tougghie! -----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------ Best eye color: it doesn't matter Best hair color: neither does this Short or long hair: heh, long. Well, no, I don't want fabio, but around neck-leingth...(so I can play with it!) Best height: tall... VERY tall... Best weight: doesn't matter, as long as I won't have to worry about breaking them, lol... Best first date location: I really, honestly.. don't know... -----------------NUMBER OF----------------- Number of real friends: geesh, that's also a tough one.. Number of drugs taken illegally: zehro! Number of people you could trust with your life: at the moment...??? Number of CDs that I own: I don't "own" I borrow and share with random people Number of piercings: 2, one on each ear... Number of tattoos: None Number of times your name has appeared in the newspaper: some 4 or 5 times... Number of scars on your body: about 3 or so... Number of things in your past that you regret: geesh, I can't remember... Number of friends you've kissed: never been kissed *^.^* Number of people you've had sex with: ooo, lemme count, haha, hmm... zehro! -----------FAVORITES------------------ Shampoo: Dove Color(s): Earthy tones and lots of burgundy, maroon, red and black Day/Night: Night Summer/Winter: Winter Lace or Satin: Satin Cartoon: *thinks* Food: Oh, dude, my list is infinite... Sport: Mexican Dance Bands: At ze moment, Nickelback, LP, The Offspring, and Breaking Benjamin is making its way up the hill... Items you own: o.O Myself... Movie: Heh, Gladiator... I'm a dork *smile* ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ Wearing: pair of jeans and a black t-shirt (dude, its *friday*...) Thinking about: lee and lei anne Drinking: teguacan *aka, sparkling water* my tummy hurts and this stuff makes me burp... Listening to: the car drive down the street... ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS----------------- Cried: yes Worn jeans: read above.. that's a good gerbil! Met someone new online: hmm.... daisuke? Done laundry: oh yes.. Had sex: haha, *OH YES!*, just kidding, of course not! -------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------------- Yourself: haven't you already asked me this? Your friends: I don't understand this question... Tooth Fairy: no! damn toothfary gave me a nickel and my bro a freakin dollar! Destiny/Fate: perhaps Ghosts: *laughs nervously* -----------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ Do you ever wish you had another name: no, not really, I like my names Wish you had a boyfriend or girlfriend: sometimes, hugs can't be brought at the store, ya'know Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Oh geese, none of them, I am unique. Yoya and lei anne were the closest, but they left *tear* Are you close to any family member: yerp What's the best feeling in the world: that is... confusing... to interprit... What time is it: 11:00pm flat Well, I hope if you ppls have a chance, you can fill out the thing yourself, and maybe even pm it to me. But for now, good nite to y'all! Love and Peace ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

   ugh!

Well, my dear otakuians, I really am deeply sorry taht I haven't been able to get online and go to your people's sites. Or in that case, even to my own site. I really am sorry. Homework this week has beem amazing. It's horrbile! Ugh! Well, on happyer terms. Nothing much has happened, exept for ... *guess* homework... *uhhg!* Right now, I'm enjoing the last minutes of my lunch break. I guess I'll catch some sleep in Kholers. We're watching "Gladiator" in the class. Man, that movie kicks major arse! The girls are watching "Raise your Voice" with hilary duff. I'm just resting on the couch, and trying to get some shut-eye before my next class. I guess its an "okay" movie, but I'm more into bloody wars andmajor arse-kicking action rather than chick flics. Well, I'm going to leave you guys for now. Mañana is friday, so I'll go visit you guys later. And I'm still sorry for not being able to visit you peoples... Love and Peace ~ Sakura Ryuu

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Saturday, February 19, 2005

   so romantic, yet decieving... women rule!

Well, peoples, its saturday, and my speech is a piece of ass. I'm so freakin pissed at my mom. I hate it! Damn, why did she say I would do it?!? Bow, I HAVE to, and its freakin lame!... Well, today I opened up my world lit book to continue doing homework. I didn't really felt like reading The Tragedy of Julius Caesar, so I decided to flip through the pages and I found this little number. I'm not such a person who likes poems, especially love poems, but I thought this one was awesome. I guess what really got me into it was the pictures in the book. I thought they were so farey-tale like, and so romantic. I had to post them here. So here we go... La Belle Dame sans Merci by John Keats (1819) Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, Alone and palely loitering? The sedge has withered from the lake, And no birds sing. Oh what can ail thee, knight-at-arms, So haggard and so woe-begone? The squirrel's granary is full, And the harvest's done. I see a lily on thy brow, With anguish moist and fever-dew, And on thy cheeks a fading rose Fast withereth too. I met a lady in the meads, Full beautiful - a faery's child, Her hair was long, her foot was light, And her eyes were wild. I made a garland for her head, And bracelets too, and fragrant zone; She looked at me as she did love, And made sweet moan. I set her on my pacing steed, And nothing else saw all day long, For sidelong would she bend, and sing A faery's song. She found me roots of relish sweet, And honey wild, and manna-dew, And sure in language strange she said - 'I love thee true'. She took me to her elfin grot, And there she wept and sighed full sore, And there I shut her wild wild eyes With kisses four. And there she lulled me asleep And there I dreamed - Ah! woe betide! - The latest dream I ever dreamt On the cold hill side. I saw pale kings and princes too, Pale warriors, death-pale were they all; They cried - 'La Belle Dame sans Merci Hath thee in thrall!' I saw their starved lips in the gloam, With horrid warning gaped wide, And I awoke and found me here, On the cold hill's side. And this is why I sojourn here Alone and palely loitering, Though the sedge is withered from the lake, And no birds sing. Well, there you have it peoples. I thought it was very mysterious, seductive, and decieving. I hope you enjoyed it!... But for now, that damn speech is calling my name. I'll let you go now.. Au Revoir ~~ Sakura Ryuu

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