Monday, June 2, 2008

   jealousy...
sucks. and i hate it. but i am an easily jealous person. it ruins everything.
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Friday, May 23, 2008

update
yesterday was my school's "day of silence".
i read my friends blog and some guy told her she was being un-christian like for supporting it. I know technically it is true and it's the other person's opinion. it was just... unexpected.
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Friday, April 25, 2008

stress sucks..
well... it's mostly about my sweet 16. stupid invitations won't print right. ughhh. i hate invitations. it sucks.
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Monday, April 21, 2008

welcome back...?
i've decided to try to use this again. barely anybody knows about this anymore. i can't really use xanga, or myspace, etc... because i don't want it to be public. i just want a way to express myself and say things i can't say to people's faces without feeling negative feelings. i guess that's what the original purpose of a blog is, huh?

well today i went to this place do to a photoshoot thing for my sweet 16. it took 5 hours to do it! i was exhausted. so much make-up and it took forever. at least i looked pretty.. somewhat. XD well after that i ate McDonald's. it was uber yummy. although i can't eat a lot for now because i could barely fit into my dress. DX and i missed practice for percussion. from May 1-4 we're going to wildwood for a competition. i can't wait. that's all for now.
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Sunday, May 27, 2007

okay. so lately me and my best friend have been drifting apart. and i wrote a blog on myspace saying i might've lost a best friend and then saying thanks for the memories.

then my friend must've read it cause then she wrote a blog about how she's been drifting away from people.

then she IMed me. she said that she felt that way since she moved from my lunch table. then she said that she moved because i was sitting inbetween these 2 other people and not sitting next to her and she always talked to me at lunch. the only reason why i wasn't sitting next to her was because the 2 people arent friends anymore.
so then i started thinking and was like "omg! so it's my fault we aren't best friends anymore?!" and i started feeling really bad.

then she asked about the blog on myspace and i lied and said i didnt know.

well before, in the beginning of the week, my friend invited me to go to the park with her and i said sure. she didnt tell me what day, what time, or anything. so i assumed i was "invited" anymore so i was planning on going over cierra's house. she read it.

then she said something the seemed jockingly but she could be possibly hurt by it and just said it to make it seemed like she was okay with it. i dont know. i dont want to seem conceited and say she was upset that im not going to the park with her. but ahhhhhh! i have no idea.

life was so great and now i feel bad. what's wrong with life nowadays?!
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Monday, February 19, 2007

wanna go in that car accident now?
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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

today was a whole lott better than yesterday. I guess having friends to talk to and knowing that other people know exactly how you feel, it makes me feel a whole lot better. so thanks. =D
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Saturday, February 3, 2007

elementary school... good times huh? NOT!
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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Yesterday was actually a pretty good day!

(not using real names. Using 1, 2 &3)

2 went over 1's house at like... 12:30 and me and 3 didn't get there until 2. But it was funny because right when 3's mom drove out of my driveway, she hit a car. Nobody got hurt, it was just really funny.

Anyways... when we got there we played DDR, and ate a whole ton of popcorn. Well.. me and 3 ate a whole ton of popcorn.

Then we played Taboo. Whoever's team i was on, would always loose. Oh well... life goes on. But while we were playing Taboo, 1's brother was playing a song that always makes me cry, because it reminds me of a friend that moved.

Anyways.. after Taboo we watched t.v and then went to 1's room. Me and 3 slept while 2 and 1 played Super Smash Brothers Melee. Hey.. is it our fault 1's bed is so comfortable?! We're gonna kidnap it one day.

Then me and 3 woke up and played and then we ate pizza and drank soda. Woohoo.

Then when we were going to play Mystic Heroes, 2 had to leave.
We played anyways though. Then 3's mom came but we stayed for a while longer because 1's mom and 3's mom were talking. YES! but then we left.

3's mom had to go to Home Depot to return something so we just stayed in the car and talked.

And that was the end.. pretty fun huh?
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Saturday, January 20, 2007

I'd rather not think at all. Thinking just makes you think of the past and all of the "what if" questions. I just don't bother anymore
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