Sunday, May 27, 2007

okay. so lately me and my best friend have been drifting apart. and i wrote a blog on myspace saying i might've lost a best friend and then saying thanks for the memories.

then my friend must've read it cause then she wrote a blog about how she's been drifting away from people.

then she IMed me. she said that she felt that way since she moved from my lunch table. then she said that she moved because i was sitting inbetween these 2 other people and not sitting next to her and she always talked to me at lunch. the only reason why i wasn't sitting next to her was because the 2 people arent friends anymore.
so then i started thinking and was like "omg! so it's my fault we aren't best friends anymore?!" and i started feeling really bad.

then she asked about the blog on myspace and i lied and said i didnt know.

well before, in the beginning of the week, my friend invited me to go to the park with her and i said sure. she didnt tell me what day, what time, or anything. so i assumed i was "invited" anymore so i was planning on going over cierra's house. she read it.

then she said something the seemed jockingly but she could be possibly hurt by it and just said it to make it seemed like she was okay with it. i dont know. i dont want to seem conceited and say she was upset that im not going to the park with her. but ahhhhhh! i have no idea.

life was so great and now i feel bad. what's wrong with life nowadays?!
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