Monday, April 26, 2004

1:20AM: o_o YO!
Yo.

Yep, sorry that I've been gone all weekend, terribly sick, you know? Anyways! i feel a LOT better now, all i got is a cough, but it seems as though I'm burning up.. but I miss my friends so I'm gonna gather up my energy and go back to school tomorrow! Wish me luck.

And-- Two new fanarts are up! :3 YEY!
Foreigner to the world
and Pink tears.
:D Please rate, it'd mean a lot to me, you know. Anyways, aaah... did you guys watch the new anime on Adult Swim? Hm. and FLCL's back! YES! w000! Gotta love that show!

It is now...
1:23 AM
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Thursday, April 22, 2004

   Sakura is sick... VERY sick.
I went to the doctors today, and my doctor knows that I have more than just a cold. Im always getting sick, Ive been to the doctors 3 times this month. Heck, I go to the doctors nearly once a week. He wants me to get that bloodtest. Why?

He thinks I have possible
blood/thyroid/liver diseases O_O

I looked at the piece of paper that said for me to go get my blood taken. It said stuff like "Fatigue, Anemia" Bleh. Thats an understatement. I collapsed twice today, I lost my balance because I was so tired and dizzy. Good thing I was in my room when that happened.

I hate my doctor. The ADHD medicine that he suscribed said that its probably screwing my liver or something o_O grrrrr! and he keeps calling me Princess. I want to smack him. Again.

In good news today:
I weigh 126! <------ YAAAAY!
My height is 5'6<------ WOOT!!!!!
Deb says "great, you're even MORE anorexic now."

Aaand, I got RurouniKenshin 4 and X/99 10 at the store.

AND! I finally got my drawing tablet, YEY! It costed 200$ @_@; ugh. for those who dont know, its a like a little grey board you can set on your lap, and doodle on with an inkless/blank/special pen. Why draw with that? Duh, coz it shows up on the computer. Drawing with a "pen" beats a mouse ANY day, yessirie.

o_O So. I dont know what today was. crappy or cool?
Ne, xD; come to my funeral when I flop over and dont get up, mmkay?

Oh-- My new fanart is up. Rate it. :O And it better be a nice rating or I'll chase you down with a stick! Or I'll disease j00.
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Ughhhhhhh..
Sick, Didnt go to schooltoday, my throat is messed up, I cant even talk! x_x;; wahh ;o;
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004

killer sprite
I almost died!

I read something funny online, and I was drinking sprite, and about a teaspoon of soda went in my throat and got stuck! I fell over, I couldnt breathe. I tried to cough it out, but the more I coughed, the more stuck the soda was. I thought I was gonna die. x_x; Omg.

I eventually caught my breath and started to breath again, but still coughing like crazy. my face and my arm was covered in tears/spit/sprite. <-- ew. Then my grandma made me take cough medicine. I tried to explain to her that I was choking, not coughing! But I was still coughing a lot and couldnt talk well, so I just grabbed the stupid medicine and drank it. <-- ew.
Whatever to make my grandma go away -_-;

Ugh. No more sprite for me. That was terrifying. x_x;;;;
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Today was weird. I'm a little worried about Deb. She said she was gonna buy adderral and oxycotin from kids at school. X_X; NO, DEB, No! Say no to drugs! o_o Everyone thinks that its just sooooo funny, when in reality, its not. Its what screwed up my mom and destroyed my family. Now its just like "What family?" And there you have it. Deb, STAY AWAAAY from unperscribed things! Ugh. o_o So tired today. Hope my tablet comes in the mail soon.. lalulelolila.. o_o I dunno what that was, so -shrug-. Might write in here s'more later.

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w00t. I FINALLY submitted a fanart, should be up Wed/Thurs. Please look for it and rate, okeii? Gooooooood Night, I'm such a sleepyhead.
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

   XD Too funny
I learned this today:
Phagocytes are cells. <-- Pronounced "Fag-o-sites"
Jessie wears panties that cover her butt. <-- now theres a surprise. Note: Only Deb knows this Jessie, she's like, the goth queen at our school.
Hobos live in group together and their little group of hobo huts are called "Hobo Jungles" <-- watched a 1 hour video on that in History class.

And this kid who we named Enishi, he was sooo high this morning, that when you said "Purple" he'd laugh and squeel and flop around. XD!

There's a new game boy coming out! Called Gameboy Advance PSP. It's got two LCD screens/3D-ness. its pretty cool, check it out. I quote from the magazine I found it in.

"it's what the japanese call ishitsu na shinshouhin meaning Heterogeneous new product "

w00t. A heterogenous new product. Ishitsu na shinshouhin. :D

And my grandma has an obsession with muffins. I opened the freezer and like, 10 muffins fell out onto me.

Today was most definetly interesting. Flying muffins, high highschoolers, hobo jungles, heterogeneous new products, underclothes for goths, and phagocytes. What a productive day.
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200+ Question survey!

What is your name?:	Nicole Bernadette Stark... Sakura!!
Are you named after anyone?:	St.Nicholas/St.Bernadette
What's your screename?:	SakuraLove2uv2
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	Maybe.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	Nick.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	Alex--Alexxandra--ChidoriChan
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	"Nichole"
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	Why would I?
Basics
Your gender::	Female
Straight/Gay/Bi::	Straight
Single?:	No
If not, do you want to be?:	No
Birthdate::	June 10-89
Your age::	14, almost 15
Age you act::	a lot. my friends said ranging from 10-30.
Age you wish you were::	This age is fine
Your height::	5'5. Almost 5'6
Eye color::	Amber/yellow
Happy with it?:	Yeah, I think its cool
Hair color::	Brownish
Happy with it?:	yeah. why not?
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	right/slightly ambidextrous
Your living arrangement::	apt with my grandma
Your family::	grandma, and brother
Have any pets?:	no
Whats your job?:	Local Otaku; HighSchool Student
Piercings?:	none
Tattoos?:	none
Obsessions?:	Anime
Addictions?:	Anime
Do you speak another language?:	Chotto... Nihonho ka?
Have a favorite quote?:	Dont have one.
Do you have a webpage?:	yeah, myotaku.com/SakuraChan/ but I guess you already know that
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	I guess.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	Whats that mean?
Do you have any secrets?:	yes
Do you hate yourself?:	a little
Do you like your handwriting?:	kind of
Do you have any bad habits?:	plenty
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	"You draw good"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	Sakura--something something
What's your biggest fear?:	myself. and being left alone and seeing the ones I love get hurt.
Can you sing?:	yes, just not very well!
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	Everyone has. But I dont do it often.
Are you a loner?:	Yes. Somewhat.
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	To be happy. To make others happy.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	I hope so!
Are you a daredevil?:	kinda1
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	yeah, bunch of stuff. my "unstable mind"
Are you passive or agressive?:	both?
Do you have a journal?:	yeah
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	nice? o_O; Um, psyko?
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	Dunno.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	I'm sure. but things are okay now!
Do you think life has been good so far?:	Yeah, I'd say so. I'm lucky to have so much!
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:	To live life to its fullest. To be nice to others and dont judge people. Show your emotions as you feel them.
What do you like the most about your body?:	Dunno
And least?:	my hands
Do you think you are good looking?:	No.
Are you confident?:	Nope!
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	Notta clue!
Are you perceived wrongly?:	Yes.
Do You...
Smoke?:	no
Do drugs?:	no
Read the newspaper?:	yes
Pray?:	yes
Go to church?:	sometimes
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	yes
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	yep!
Take walks in the rain?:	yes,
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	yep.
Drive?:	I wish
Like to drive fast?:	I would if I could!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	yes
Hurt yourself?:	yes
Been out of the country?:	nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	I dunno
Been in love?:	yes.
Done drugs?:	no.
Gone skinny dipping?:	no.
Had a medical emergency?:	yes.
Had surgery?:	no
Ran away from home?:	yes.
Played strip poker?:	nooo
Gotten beaten up?:	yeah
Beaten someone up?:	unfortuneatly
Been picked on?:	yes. everyday.
Been on stage?:	once or twice.
Slept outdoors?:	yeah
Thought about suicide?:	yes.
Pulled an all nighter?:	computer! Whoo! -1:04 AM
If yes, what is your record?:	o.o -shrug-
Gone one day without food?:	o.o yeah
Talked on the phone all night?:	yeah
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:	x3 when i was like, 3?
Slept all day?:	yeah
Killed someone?:	almost
Made out with a stranger?:	no
Had sex with a stranger?:	no!
Thought you're going crazy?:	o_o I AM crazy!
Kissed the same sex?:	no
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:	no
Been betrayed?:	yes
Had a dream that came true?:	yes
Broken the law?:	yes
Met a famous person?:	yes
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	yes
On purpose?:	no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:	yes
Stolen anything?:	yes
Been on radio/tv?:	yes
Been in a mosh-pit?:	a what?
Had a nervous breakdown?:	yes
Bungee jumped?:	not yet
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	yeah
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	yes
Miracles?:	yeah
Astrology?:	yes
Magic?:	noo
God?:	yes
Satan?:	yes
Santa?:	yes
Ghosts?:	yes
Luck?:	its fun to, but, no
Love at first sight?:	yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	yes
Witches?:	no
Easter bunny?:	yes
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	yes
Do you wish on stars?:	yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	-shrug-
Do you think God has a gender?:	no
Do you believe in organized religion?:	What?
Where do you think we go when we die?:	Um.. to a place? Hopefullyheaven. Hey. I havent a clue.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	xD Yeah
Who is your best friend?:	IRL; Deb, chiyo... EVERYONE! <3!!!!!!!!
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:	chiyo or Deb
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:	dunno..
Your favourite inside joke?:	Omg, there's soooooo many. Glomps, pants, Grr, @_@;;
Thing you're picked on most about?:	xD Haha. My dorkiness, of course! But thats why I'm SakuraChan!!
Who's your longest known friend?:	Deb, I think.
Newest?:	Chidori, Sushi, Piyoko and Fuu.
Shyest?:	Stripey
Funniest?:	Besides me? Hmmm... All of us. Just, when we all get together @_@!!
Sweetest?:	ChidoriChan.
Closest?:	Deb
Weirdest?:	Tara
Smartest?:	Chiyo
Ditziest?:	Osaka, Kenshin! :D!
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	Shirahime, Kitty-Chan.
Last person you talked to online?:	Von
Who do you talk to most online?:	Von, Maikeru, Ry, Sasori, John.
Who are you on the phone with most?:	Maikeru.
Who do you trust most?:	Everyone.
Who listens to your problems?:	Heh. Everyone. Thanks guys <3
Who do you fight most with?:	um. x_x; Chiyo!
Who's the nicest?:	Everyone!
Who's the most outgoing?:	Ummm. Deb!
Who's the best singer?:	Chiyo/Deb!
Who's on your shit-list?:	The WHAT list? o_O!??!?!?!?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:	No
Who's your second family?:	o_O; Who? My second family? o-o; Any of my friends
Do you always feel understood?:	My friends, anyone really, when they say whats truly on their minds and their hearts.
Who's the loudest friend?:	Umm.. Tara or Deb.
Do you trust others easily?:	YES!
Who's house were you last at?:	o.o Deb's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	Wow. A lot. Hugs are nice from anyone. I feel ultra-super-safe-and-happy.
Do your friends know you?:	I hope so.
Friend that lives farthest away::	IRL? Kitty, I think. Online? aiie...
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	no
What do you find romantic?:	-shrugs- Dunno
Turn-on?:	o.o
Turn-off?:	o.o
First kiss?:	o.o not yet
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	what?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	o.o Eh?
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	o.o I guess.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	o.o Well.. online... you cant see the other person. Silly.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	Probably not.
What is best about the opposite sex?:	I dunno.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	I dunno.
What's the last present someone gave you?:	-shrug-
Are you in love?:	Yes.
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	Haha... >_>... YES!
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	Meh. Malik. o_O
You wanted to kill?:	o.o .....
That you laughed at?:	my friends XD
That laughed at you?:	.... ._. People at school?
That turned you on?:	o_O
You went shopping with?:	Deb
That broke your heart?:	o.o Jared
To disappoint you?:	Dunno
To ask you out?:	Maikeru
To make you cry?:	Myself
To brighten up your day?:	EVERYONE! :D!
That you thought about?:	Everyone, now.
You saw a movie with?:	o.o My brother
You talked to on the phone?:	Um. Maikeru.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	Von/Maikeru.
You saw?:	o.o Um. My grandma.
You lost?:	o.o.. My mom
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	o.o Where?
Will it be with your significant other?:	o.o Ohhhh. o.o Huh?
Or some random person?:	o.o Who?
What are you wearing right now?:	Clothes
Body part you're touching right now::	my leg. Keyboard is on my lap
What are you worried about right now?:	A lot of things, best not to bug you though, hehe!
What book are you reading?:	MANGA!
What's on your mousepad?:	What mousepad? I have a half broken mouse that sits on a notebook.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::	Now? Tired. Content. Warm. Yawnish. blink
Are you bored?:	A little, but not really
Are you tired?:	A little.
Are you talking to anyone online?:	Yeah. Some guy names Joe �Eo;
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	no.
Are you lonely or content?:	content.
Are you listening to music?:	yes

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Monday, April 19, 2004

** basics **
Name::	Nicole Bernadette Stark... SHHHHHH!
Nickname::	Sakura, Saku, Saki, Baka, Bakura, Japanese girl, Yukari, raenef, yuuhi
Location::	Beach in Florida.
Gender::	Female
Birthplace::	Someplace in Maryland
Birthstone::	pearl?
Birthday::	June 10, 1989
Sign::	gemini
Righty or Lefty::	right
Screenname::	SakuraLove2uv2
** your looks **
Height::	5'5, almost 5'6!
Weight::	135.
Shoe size::	10.
Hair Color::	brownish
Hair Length::	almost to my shoulders.
Eye Color::	yellow/amber, with flecks of green, outlined by grey.
Size::	o_O Size of what?
Glasses::	yes
Braces::	no
Piercings::	none
Tattoos::	none
** fashion **
Where do you shop::	like... at wal-mart. o_O; Or rave.or JCPennys.
What do you usually wear::	clothes. Some anime clothes. Cosplay stuff. Jeans and a t-shirt.
What kind of shoes do you wear::	tennis shoes.
Do you wear a watch::	no
Color you never wear::	o_O Um... I wear all colors.
Color you wear at least once a week::	blue
Something you wear everyday::	clothes.
Do you wear make up everyday::	o_O NO
Make up essential::	Nothing
Most cherished piece of clothing::	anime shirts.
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing::	o_O Um... o_o... Dunno.
Do you wear belts::	yeah
Do you wear hats::	sometimes.
How many pairs of shoes do you have::	like, 3.
** music **
Favorite kind of music::	JPOP
Least Favorite::	rap ish.
How many CD's do you have::	like, 2.
Last CD you bought::	Ceres Celestial Legend.
Whats in your CD player right now::	Ceres.
Do you download music::	Of course.
** Favorites **
Color::	pink, black, blue, crimson, gray.
Number::	7, 13, 21.
Season::	spring.
Ice cream::	cookie dough
Website::	um... o_o MyOtaku.. or.. survey/quiz sites. Stuff I can waste my time on.
Quote::	too many quotes.
Store::	anime stores.
Band::	o.o;; Like.. BoA?
Singer::	Ayu
Rapper::	no one
Group::	BoA
Song::	Boogie Train 03- <-- JPOP
Movie::	ummmm... o_o;... Millenium actress.
Actor::	Voice Seiyuu?
Actress::	Voice Seiyuu? Megumi Obata. o_o
Kind of movies::	Anime. Good ones.
Place to be::	Dunno...
Time of day::	night.
Clothing Brand::	I dont.. o_O; pay attention to those silly things.
Animal::	tanuki.usagi. neko.
Food::	rice.
Holiday::	my b-day. or christmas.
Shape::	o_O; Heart?
Restaraunt::	Ones with food.
Fast food place::	Burger king.
Boy's name::	Michael.
Girl's name::	Sakura.
Word::	d00d. grr. o_O;
Month::	june.
Candy::	pocky.
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference::	o.O; Boys. -straight-
Boyfriend or Girlfriend::	I got a b/f. Maikeru.
Crush::	^ Der. Maikeru.
Do you believe in love at first sight::	I guess.
What do you look for in a guy/girl::	Personality.
Best physical feature::	eyes
Best hair color::	doesnt matter
Best eye color::	doesnt matter.
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails::	nooo
What color is your tooth brush::	o_O; White/orange.
What's on your desktop::	a flower.
Do you like roller coasters::	YESSH
Do you do drugs::	NOOOOO
Are you a virgin::	yeah, d00d. o_O; I'm 14.
Do you have any pets::	nopers.
What time do you go to sleep::	2-4 AM

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Act your age:	age 10-30, Ive been told.
Born on what day of the week:	Wednesday or Saturday.
Chore you hate:	Any chore.
Dad's name:	Robert.
Essentail make-up item:	No make up.
Favorite actors/actresses:	Voice seiyuu? Megumi Obata and um... o_O; I forget.
Gold or sliver:	silver.
Hometown:	somewhere in maryland
Instruments you play:	xylophone, drums
Job title:	Student; Otaku.
Kids:	o_O NO! NONE! o_o;;; Chiyo is my pretend daughter.
Living arrangements:	o.o I live in an apartment by the sea...
Mom's name:	Mary.
Number of socks you own:	like.. 10?
Overnight hospital stays:	o_O None. Yucki.
Phobia:	A LOT!!!!!! Hippopotomonstrossesquippedaliophobia.
Quote you like:	I like a lot of quotes.
Religious affiliation:	I'm Catcholic, though I dont follow a lot of it.
Siblings:	Holly, Raven, Dominic <-- Raven/Dominic's b-day today! Michael, Nicholas
Time you woke up today:	7:10 AM
Unusual habits:	biting my nails, not eating, not sleeping, chewing on things, umm. -shrug- crying a lot?
Vicious thing you've done:	Dunno.
Worst habit:	See above.
X-rays you've had:	Like.. 2? 3?
Your favorite season:	Spring.
Zodiac sign:	Gemini/Snake.

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