Sunday, April 11, 2004

PRETTY EGGS! :D
Hmmmmmmm! Well, HAPPY EASTER! WHOO! Um, yeah, gotta go to church here shortly >_>; I REALLY wanna wear all black to church, just to freak everyone out, lmao, that'd just be -too- great, wouldnt it? At any rate, I took some new quizzies [FINALLY!] and posted them down at the bottom :D YEY! Aaaand... hope ya'll have a nice day and all that good stuff :3 Well, tell me how you're gonna spend ye'r day or how it went, coz I gotta hear from my friends, yanno!? I'm going on a picnic! YAY! With... my mom, Boo. o_o; But, The park is big enough, so I'll just sit on the other side of the park by myself, and eat lunch, watching the river. Sounds a bit lonely, but I wouldnt have it any other way.
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Friday, April 9, 2004

   The great Phobia List. ph33r it.
Taken from PhobiaList.com

A-
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.
Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching.
Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acousticophobia- Fear of noise.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.
Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.
Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Agliophobia- Fear of pain.
Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.
Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.
Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.
Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Algophobia- Fear of pain.
Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.
Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Amathophobia- Fear of dust.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.
Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.
Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.
Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.
Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.
Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.
Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.
Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.
Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.
Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.
Antlophobia- Fear of floods.
Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)
Apiphobia- Fear of bees.
Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.
Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.
Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.
Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.
Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.
Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.
Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)
Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.
Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.
Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)
Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.
Aurophobia- Fear of gold.
Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.
Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.
Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.
Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.


B-
Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.
Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.
Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.
Barophobia- Fear of gravity.
Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.
Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.
Bathophobia- Fear of depth.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.
Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)
Bibliophobia- Fear of books.
Blennophobia- Fear of slime.
Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman.
Botanophobia- Fear of plants.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.
Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.


C-
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.
Carnophobia- Fear of meat.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.
Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.
Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.
Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.
Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)
Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.
Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia)
Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.
Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.
Chionophobia- Fear of snow.
Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.
Chirophobia- Fear of hands.
Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.
Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.
Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.
Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.
Chronophobia- Fear of time.
Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.
Cibophobia- Fear of food.(Sitophobia, Sitiophobia)
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.
Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.
Cometophobia- Fear of comets.
Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.
Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.
Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.
Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.
Coprophobia- Fear of feces.
Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.
Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.
Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.
Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.
Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.
Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.
Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.
Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.
Cypridophobia or Cypriphobia or Cyprianophobia or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.


D-
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.
Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.
Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.
Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)
Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.
Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.
Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.
Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.
Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.
Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.
Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Dikephobia- Fear of justice.
Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.
Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.
Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.
Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.
Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia)
Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.
Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.
Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.
Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.


E-
Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.
Ecophobia- Fear of home.
Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia)
Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.
Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.
Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.
Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)
Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.
Enetophobia- Fear of pins.
Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Entomophobia- Fear of insects.
Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.
Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.
Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.
Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Equinophobia- Fear of horses.
Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.
Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.
Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.
Ergophobia- Fear of work.
Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.
Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.
Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.
Erythrophobia or Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.


F-
Febriphobia or Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.
Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)
Francophobia- Fear of France or French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)
Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.(Cheimaphobia, Cheimatophobia, Psychrophobia)


G-
Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.
Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia)
Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.
Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Genophobia- Fear of sex.
Genuphobia- Fear of knees.
Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.
Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.
Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.
Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.
Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.
Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.
Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.
Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.
Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.
Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.


H-
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.
Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.
Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.
Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.
Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.
Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.
Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.
Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.
Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.
Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)
Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.
Hippophobia- Fear of horses.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.
Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.
Hormephobia- Fear of shock.
Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.
Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.
Hominophobia- Fear of men.
Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.
Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.
Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.
Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.
Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.
Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.
Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.
Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.
Hylophobia- Fear of forests.
Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.
Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.
Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.


I-
Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.
Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.
Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.
Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.
Iophobia- Fear of poison.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects.
Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.
Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.


J-
Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.
Judeophobia- Fear of Jews.


K-
Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.
Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.
Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.
Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.
Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.
Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)
Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.
Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.
Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.
Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female.
Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.
Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)
Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.
Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia)
Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.
Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.


L-
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.
Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.
Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.
Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.
Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.
Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.
Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.
Linonophobia- Fear of string.
Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.
Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.
Logophobia- Fear of words.
Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.
Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.
Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.
Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.


M-
Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.
Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)
Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.
Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.
Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.
Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.
Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.
Megalophobia- Fear of large things.
Melissophobia- Fear of bees.
Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.
Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.
Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.
Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.
Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.
Metallophobia- Fear of metal.
Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.
Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.
Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.
Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.
Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)
Microphobia- Fear of small things.
Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs.
Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.
Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.
Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.
Mottephobia- Fear of moths.
Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.
Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.
Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.
Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.
Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.
Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.
Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)


N-
Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Nelophobia- Fear of glass.
Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.
Neophobia- Fear of anything new.
Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.
Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.
Nomatophobia- Fear of names.
Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.
Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.
Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.
Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.
Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.
Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.
Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.
Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night
Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.


O-
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)
Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.
Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.
Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)
Oenophobia- Fear of wines.
Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia)
Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.
Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.
Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.
Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.
Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)
Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.
Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.
Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.
Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.
Orthophobia- Fear of property.
Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.
Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.
Ouranophobia or Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.


P-
Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.
Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.
Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.
Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.
Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.
Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.
Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion.
Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.
Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.
Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.
Pathophobia- Fear of disease.
Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.
Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.
Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning or imaginary crimes.
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.
Pedophobia- Fear of children.
Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.
Pellagrophobia- Fear of pellagra.
Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.
Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)
Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.
Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.
Phallophobia- Fear of a penis, esp erect.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.
Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.
Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.
Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.
Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.
Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.
Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.
Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.
Photophobia- Fear of light.
Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.
Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.
Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)
Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.
Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.
Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.
Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.
Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.
Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)
Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.
Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.
Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.
Polyphobia- Fear of many things.
Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.
Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.
Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.
Potamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.
Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.
Proctophobia- Fear of rectums.
Prosophobia- Fear of progress.
Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.
Psychophobia- Fear of mind.
Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.
Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.
Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.
Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.
Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.
Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.


Q-
R-
Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.
Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.
Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.
Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)
Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.
Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.
Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.
Russophobia- Fear of Russians.


S-
Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.
Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)
Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.
Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.
Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter.
Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.
Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.
Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.
Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.
Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.
Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)
Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.
Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.
Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.
Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.
Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.
Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.
Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Heterophobia)
Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.
Siderophobia- Fear of stars.
Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left or left-handed.
Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.
Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)
Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)
Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.
Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.
Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.
Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.
Sophophobia- Fear of learning.
Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.
Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.
Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.
Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.
Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.
Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)
Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.
Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.
Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.
Suriphobia- Fear of mice.
Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.
Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.
Syphilophobia- Fear of syphilis.


T-
Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.
Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.
Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.
Technophobia- Fear of technology.
Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.
Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.
Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.
Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.
Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.
Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.
Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.
Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.
Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.
Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.
Thermophobia- Fear of heat.
Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.
Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.
Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.
Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.
Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.
Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.
Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.
Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia, Hypertrichophobia)
Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.
Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.
Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.
Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.
Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.


U-
Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.
Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.


V-
Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.
Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.
Verbophobia- Fear of words.
Verminophobia- Fear of germs.
Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.
Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.
Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.


W-
Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.
Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.


X-
Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.
Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.
Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.
Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.
Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.
Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.

Y-
Z-
Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.
Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.
Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.
Zoophobia- Fear of animals.






XD HA! I just have to laugh at some of these.
Sakura's phobias:


Auronausiphobia
Atomosophobia
Alektorophobia
Androphobia [xD Kidding]
Arachibutrophobia
Athazagoraphobia
Autophobia
Bogyphobia
Cardiophobia
Catagelophobia
Cen[t]ophobia
Counterphobia
Didaskaleinophobia
Eisoptrophobia
Eosophobia
Eremophobia
D[a]emonophobia
Dentophobia
Dermatopathophobia
Gephysrophobia
Glossophobia
Hematophobia
Iatrophobia
Isolophobia
Katagelophobia
Nosocomephobia
Pocrescophobia
Oneirophobia
Panthophobia
Paraskavedekatriaphobia
Hippopotomonstrossesquippedaliophobia
Phengophobia
Polyphobia
Pnigerophobia
Psychophobia
Rabdophobia
Scolionophobia
Scotophobia
Sesquidepalophobia
Sitophobia
Social Phobia
Somniphobia
Soteriophobia
Spectrophobia
Topophobia

x3 WAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Hm. Skipped school today. I dont have school tomorrow. So. Whoohoo. Easter.
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Wednesday, April 7, 2004

   No clue. Subject.
I don't know what I'm doing. I think I'm insane. Nah, I know I'm insane. I just hate it when everyone else knows it...

I've got to get a hold of myself. I thought things were getting better. I have food to eat. I have clean clothes to wear. I have things. Mine. Not my mother's. So, I thought that this was.. this was... i don't know what this was. i thought things would improve, me living with my grandma. I think they have. I've escaped my mother.

But I can't escape myself.

I'm terrified. Scared. A lot. I haven't cut myself badly in over 4 months. I thought my depression was over. i think it is. This is different... I don't know what my mind, or my body is doing. But it's... messing up. I've been violent lately... crazy.

I tried to kill my brother.

He's 4. He kept singing little... 'mean' things and his voice just angered me. That tone of his made me snap. I turned around and grabbed his neck. And I squeezed. Then I let go and pushed him aside, horrified with myself. He screamed and ran to my grandma. I said "He's faking it, I barely touched him!" What was I supposed to say? My brother was fine. But now I'm remembering of when I sent him to the ER.
Almost two years ago, I accidently pushed him into a wooden rocking chair. i remember laughing and asking if he was okay. His hands covered his face. Blood poured out from between his fingers. It was just his forehead.

My brother's being weird. he can't walk. He's trying to, but his leg keeps hurting him. I'm feeling really guilty. I haven't slept much lately. or eaten.

Back to anorexia..

Yeah. I used to be anorexic, somewhat. It was because of my ADHD medicine. But now, it's just out of control. i dressed out in gym today and when i sat down on the gym floor, I saw my arms and legs, covered in bruises. My skin's color is going out of whack too. I'm not getting enough vitamins. It hurts to even type.

And my heart. I know I'm supposd to go to the doctors. but I'm scared. What if he finds out about my heart through the blood test or something? My heart/chest hurts very very often. Sometimes, I can't even breathe. Ohoho. And it HURTS. A quick stab-like pain sometimes which usually stops me dead in my tracks and it causes attention. I hate that. I dont want people to know whats wrong with me, but here I am, typing away. There's also a squeezing type of pain. Its slow. But thats the kind that makes it hard to breathe. Like something is just slowly wrapping around me, tightening, clenching...
I'm scared to go to the doctors. I'm hoping that its nothing. Though I doubt it.

It seems as though I don't ever get peace. It always hurts. Somehow. At school, people throw paperballs and little things and talk about me even when I can hear them perfectly clear because they're right behind me. Or next to me. I'm surrounded by them, by the people who just... really bring me down.
At home, I'm tired by then. I don't want to eat or sleep. I just want to sit here. And stare into a glowy box in my dark little room.. until 5 AM. in which then i go to sleep. Or something..If I sleep, I almost always have nightmares. the other night I had a dream that I stabbed myself, right in my chest. It was detailed. Its so scary.

My mind. I... almost hate my mind. It plays the cruelest tricks imaginable. Replays horrible memories over and over, my overactive imaginations paints bloody pictures in my mind. Horrible, horrible stuff. Especially... the part of me who grins when I suffer.

I was being lectured online about my health... and i told him I didn't feel like eating or sleeping. He asked if I felt like dying. Something clicked. I sunk into a sad state. A crazy insane state of mind. Yeah. Now I wanted to die. There would be no more stupid kids at school, haunting memories, nagging grandmother, or health problems. Because it hurt. I was tired of being hurt. I just wanted to rest. I wanted to go to sleep and sleep forever. To die, I guess.

I wanted to die. I was planning to, I think.

I stepped back away from the computer and layed down in bed. I thought of ways to die. Imaging myself sitting on the kitchen tile floor with a knife, holding it to my wrist, looking away, closing my eyes and bring the knife quickly across my wrist. then blood would come out and I'd fall back on the tile floor and lie there. Watch things go blurry and fade away, just... falling asleep forever...

I was scared to though. The person who was lecturing me, of course, was panicking I think. A friend of his IM'd me. I sat and watched, eyes glued to my computer screen. I was scared to move. to walk into the kitchen and kill myself. Scared.. really scared. but, I wanted to feel pain. I wanted to suffer. Something inside me made me type out mean and nasty things to the people I love.

My chest was hurting. My legs were hurting, my arms hurt. I was just, in pain all over. It made me wantto rush into the kitchen, but I didn't. I just... didn't. I looked over to my buddylist. I saw many screenames. The majority close friends that have known me for around a year. the ones I came sobbing to. I wasn't crying this time. which surprised me. I always cry. I cried when Ash tried to leave Pikachu and I cry when I read friendship emails. I wasn't crying. One screename stuck out.

It was Mitch.

I instant messaged him. "Hi Mitch..."
"Hi." He said. "Want to know something stupid?" "Hm?" "I want to kill myself. But I'm too (too something. I forget. Either lazy or scared)" he said "heh." I said a few more things and then he logged off without warning. My jaw dropped. I didn't want help from my normal friends. I just wanted to... talk to someon new. Besides, Mitch is so smart. But now I was alone. By then, I hurt all over. I instant messaged another friend and talked to her. She was cheerful. I just didn't want to bring her down, so I was cheerful back. She cheered me up.

Then my friend, Von sent these friendship emails. She usually never sends stuff. Earlier we had talked about being friends. I guess thats why she sent them. They made me cry. It was a good cry, though. I went to these anime forums... there was a topic where you say one nice thing about the person you posted something above you. I said something nice about the person above me. Then someone said something nice about me. And I complimented them, and I got a compliment back. It was really nice. I had remembered also, an email survey that said "Say something nice about the person who sent this" And.. people had some nice things to say about me. I really cherished that. It cheered me up. I ate an ice cream. sakura is all better.

for now.


When will I freak out and slip into a death-like depression again? Will I die from not eating and sleeping? Or from my heart? Or from a sharp pointy object.. Nah. Mitch told me not to die. A lot of people did. I guess I have to listen. Someday, when I've got my mind straightened out, I'll do something in return to everyone. Someday, somehow.

i wonder who read this. Probably no one. But if anyone did, they would probably think me as a pathetic person. I'm trying not to be. It's hard though. To try to stand when you're constantly being pushed down. You just want to give up sometimes. but I cant. Not yet. I have junk to do. I guess I better take care of my health, too and soon. Eat more/sleep more, I guess. But I have to do some homework. -sigh- My chest hurts from stress, but...

I'm sure everything will be alright. And... Woohoo! I'm going to the JACON for my birthday. Anime convention. yeah. Whooooo.

I'm lost. Floating around in my own mind. I start to think things, but they crash into other thoughts and I become confused too easily. Ack. Well. Two more days of school. Alreadty. -yawn; falls over- Nighty, niiight. Ah, homework. Grrrr.
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Tuesday, March 30, 2004

I smell Amusement Park
There's this place by Deb smells like a water park. o_O; I went over to her house on Monday because it was her birthday. She got a Chii doll, a Chii Pin, a Sumomo pin, an Atashi pin, and a Tomoyo pin. Oh, and a Samurai Deeper Kyo poster. Deb and I just watched the 2nd Cardcaptor Sakura movie, Chobits episodes and some Ranma episodes. It was fun. Idunno if I'll update much during this week, I just wanna be lazy and unmotivated, I have no clue really. I've been taking odd catnaps lately. I'll be talking with someone only and I'll be like,
"Okay, Goodnight" And they'll be like, "HEY! WAIT! WHAT!?" "zzzzzz.." And I just hop up on my bed and go to sleep. Maybe its the warm weather thats so comforting. Oh yeah. I boughta cool T-shirt with Kamui on it from X and a Ceres CD from Ayashi no Ceres (Celestial maiden). Yup yup. Anime is good. Mm, and Im gonna get fat this weekend, I just know it. My grandma bought like, tons of cookies and soda.. Mmm...

I smell amusement park o_O
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Friday, March 26, 2004

Spring Break!!!!!!!!
:O WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Spring Break! YEAH! Whoo! /\_/\;; xD W0ah. Okay. Hm. The whooooole entire day was just one big lazy o_O; thing. Just, yeah. Almost no work in any classes. Then, for the last hour of the day, there was a Senior vs.Faculty Basketball game. Highschool students were allowed to go, and you had to buy a ticket for 1$. Deb went. I went. I bought Chiyo a ticket and pulled her little 8th grade butt out of her way-too-smart geometry class. I still havent given her the card yet, I actually forgot it this morning :x. Chiyo, Deb and I went crazy at the game and made fun of people. o.O; it was still a good game, though, Seniors won, 44 vs 43! With 15 seconds left :P. Our normal basketball team r0x0rz. We won Florida State Championships :D. o.o mhm, so it was tons o' fun.

All day people have been asking me to draw them. Even my english teacher. So I drew her as a ninja. She probably is one. In disguise, of course. Speaking of ninjas, I heard probably 25 people talking about them today. Even people who arent into anime or japanese culture were talking about them. Either that, or I've been watching/reading too many samurai/shinobi stories, yeah...

Argh, last thing >_>; o.o After my grandma picked me uo from the bus stop and we headed home, there was a LOT of traffic. I guessed that it was probably some little wreck. I was right. Somewhat. As we passed a car and several medical/policemen in the middle of the room, I wished I hadn't leaned forward to look over. Because there was this guy lying on the ground and his chest was all red. I dunno if it was something from impact, or it was blood, but it just shocked and scared me. It gave me a headache, thinking about how I could of just seen a guy bleeding to death in the middle of the road. >_<;; Rahidhjfdjhvoijfhvb. o.o ^o^V But its spring break, so w000000t!
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   o.O; White? Naruto Fanart
Hmm. So, this is an oekaki drawing I did just a while ago. xD; I dont think I can submit this into fanart, so could you please just comment on this or something? xD I wanna know what people think of it. Note: read japanse style-ish.
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Thursday, March 25, 2004

Thursday
*yawn* Hihi. time for rants...

I woke up this morning, and was dead tired. I mumbled something about how everything was just too much work and it was so difficult. But no one was around to hear it, so mhm, I got up and went to school... When my grandma went to drop me off, a girl walked by our car on the way to class. She looked right at me. She was giving me that sad, depressed look, the one where you're looking for something, but cant seem to find it... My grandma asked if that girl was one of my friends. I said No. I lied. Somewhat. Her name was Kristen, and she was a friend of a friend two years ago. Then she really messed up with boys,drugs etc, and she's that type of girl who has to check to see if she's pregnant everyother week. It made me feel really guilty as I walked to Science. But then I was so preoccupied with feeling guilty, I forgot that our class was meeting in the library instead of the room, oops. I went to the library and tried to get on myOtaku and it took 30 minutes to load because their internet's a piece of crap. Whoo..

I hate gym. Especially today. We went out to the track and our teacher said we had to run one lap (1/4 mile) and walk one lap. I jogged for about 20 feet before I got a sharp, sharp pain in my chest. it hurt. A lot. Deb was worried about me, so we walked, lalala. But the pain didnt go away. By then end of the walking time, I was dizzy and I couldnt breathe. We went into the weight room, and I sat in the corner. I told Deb I was tired. I didn't want to tell the teacher or go to the nurse because it's just too much of a hassle. I've been having heart/chest pains really often and sometimes its really bad. But, meh, I'm still here. So far, at least.

Math, my chest still hurt, but I ignored the pain and drew. I drew a picture, actually, a one paged-doujinshi featuring Sakura from Naruto. When the teacher came to check homework, I waved a paper at him quickly. I only had half of the problems done. He asked me if I did all my homework. I said yeah.

In English, I once again ignored the day's lesson and such and borrowed some colored pencils and colored in the doujinshi. My english teacher asked if I had my vocab sentences completed. I lied. Then I went to lunch.

At lunch, we've somehow got a new army of 7th graders. One we named, Karoku. An odd mix of Kagome and Miroku from InuYasha. Don't ask, I don't know. He had a dollar sitting on the table. I reached over and took it, and put it in my pocket. My friends were worried about me not eating. I told them I had a big breakfast. Actually, I only had 2 pieces of watermelon that I nibbled on.

Technology came around and this kid asked if I was done with my share of the work. I was finished with 6 out of 10 segments, but I told him I had completed it all. Some other kid wouldnt stop dissing anime and such. It really annoyed me.

History: I did my test and gave it to like, 6 other kids to copy off. We had a substitute and he asked if we were copying eachothers work. i shook my head. Later, Chiyo visited. It was nice. Then I got on the bus and I went home. My uncle picked me up at the bus stop and we went to eat out at a barbeque place. I ordered off the kids menu and I barely ate. He asked me why I wasnt eating. I told him a had a big lunch.

I feel like such a liar. I'm too tired to lie now, so, bleh. I feel guilty enough, but I just dont like people worrying about my health, and I really wanted to draw/color, so, NYAH.
O_o; A lot of people have been bugging me on why I draw so much. I usually draw about 5 hours a day. 2/3 at school and about 3/4 at home on the computer. I just need to get better. They say I'm obsessed. It's probably true, now that I look at all the blisters and and lead marks/streaks covering my hands, I would say yeah. I am obsessed. So what? I love to draw. Its the only thing I know how to do. I dont know myself very well, and I'm not good at a lot of things. Drawing is the only thing I know. And its not like its just some magical ability. I've practiced like no tomorrow constantly and study techniques, and research art styles and stuff. Plus watching anime/reading manga is good too ^o^ Besides, I'm horrible at talking. So its much easier to type things out or draw them out on paper. No matter how good I am right now, it means very little to me, just because I know that theres a zillion others out there that are improving at everymoment, being 10,000 times better than me. I am PASSIONATE about becoming a great mangaka. I don't think I'll ever be satisfied with my work, not until I've really, REALLY proved myself to everyone. *shrugs* New Naruto fanart. Kakashi-sensei.

Thursdays are just too weird for me. *huggles her Grunty .hack//SIGN plush and sighs* Nya...


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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

   Must Rant.
Time to rant. Last night was crazy. My friend, IRL, who we call Chiyo, IM'ed me and said that our friend (her crush. My old crush.), Stripey was in the hospital. She said that he had passed out and he went to the hospital for a few days... I found out that he has Diabetes. Chiyo said that Stripey didn't care that I wished him well and I yelled at her, and I ended up crying as usual, and then she logged off and Stripey logged on. He was home, but everything Chiyo had said was true, except that he DID care. :D. I asked him if there was anything I could do to help. We talked for a little while and it was really nice... So today, I went out and bought him two cards, a bag, and a beanie/plush/stuff animal duck. One of the cards had a duck on it. :) Inside joke, but I really hope he likes it. I also drew up a picture for him and got everyone to sign it during lunch. But when I saw Chiyo in the library, she had refused to sign it. She said that while I was just drawing pictures, she was researching diabetes. Later, about half an hour before school was over, during our activity period, (30 minutes at the end of the day, mostly for people with clubs and sports and stuff, but I'm not in anything, so I just hang out) Chiyo bumped right into me! She was confused, I was confused because she was confused, but I smiled and laughed as I said something, some joke, I forget, and she smiled and I ended up talking with her all the way to the cafiteria to where she took a really quiz. I sat right next to her and worked on my report on Japan and we talked. :D her teacher r0x0rz, he let me talk to her and let me tag along. Besides, Chiyo's so freakin smart, she completed the quiz really fast. I convinced her to sign my drawing, because she was in the background, so that made me happy. I also wrote a poem for Stripey, but its not very good considering it half-rhymes and that its uneven and constantly repeats itself. I need to work on that, so yeah... Stripey will be back in school the monday after our spring break which is next week, so he'll be back, like, April... 5ish, I think. After school, I had done a lot besides getting Stripey junk. I bought Deb a present at the anime store and bought her a card and a little baggy for her b-day, which is on monday.And something at the store where I got the cards caught my eye. I saw just a few words out of the corner of my eye, and it stuck out immediatly. The words, "True self". Meh, I gotta re-read it, but then I'm giving it to chiyo. Her b-day is sometime in April, but she wont tell, because she wont accept anything from me because she doesnt want stuff. But, I'll shove the card down her throat, because, yanno, I'm such a good friend and all xD.
My grandma also took me to Blockbuster and I rented the best of Cowboy Bebop, so I got something to watch if I get bored over the next week. Anyways, overall, school was pretty good, pretty funny. >3 The quote of the day is from a senior in my technology course. He walked in the room and saw bunch of rolley chairs in the middle of the room and said, "Woah. What's up with the congregation of rolley chairs?" It was just funny xD Sounding intelligent, yet dumb at the same time. There's something I've noticed that I really like at school. During lunch, I have quite a few people sitting at the table with me, and they're all younger than me, in the 7th or8th grade (my school is 7th-12th), but they rock anyways, but, as soon as I come near the cafiteria, someone from out table looks up, grins, points, and I can their mouth moving like, "Hey! There's Sakura!" or something. Then I sit down and everyone greets me. Example, I was sitting, just eating lunch and our friend Osaka comes up and says, "Ne, Yukari-sensei (other nickname), can you help me Xerox this later?" And I'm like, "Eh, dunno how x_x But! o.o I can try!" And Osaka's all like "okeii n.n" And she skips off. Kenshin( a girl, actually) walks up and says, "hey, Sakura, blah blah blah,etc." And I say something back nonchalantly and go back to my work. A few more things happen and Tara smacks my arm. "You're really weird! Everyone comes to you first!" And she takes a bite of her sandwich. it just made me grin, and it makes me smile everytime I think of it. And its true, its awesome, I love it. I'm finding that more and more people will say, "Hey Sakura!" in the halls, and I dun even know who they are! I just grin and wave back with a "y0!" or "Konniiiichiwaa!" :DD Its a great feeling, it really makes me happy. It's just great, hearing someone say, "Hey Nicole." or "Sakura!". It feels like a 180 from how things used to be. Hehe. I'm in a pretty good mood now. n_n
Let's seee... AH YES! I sent in a greeting and it was accepted! :D! if you look in the new greetings or in "for fun" or in "Cardcaptor Sakura" you'll see it. It's incredibly lame compared to some greetings, but I really hoped that it would be accepted, and it did! YAY! Also, I have 3 fanarts now >3 Check 'em out!! :D -grins- With all the chaotic mess thats going on, it feels WONDERFUL to be so happy that you laugh. xD Sorry if I'm too cheerful for you guys!!
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Tuesday, March 23, 2004

   How my day went: Hentai-mania.
Hm.Yes. Hentai-ish-ness. I can't escape it. Sometime's its funny, like with Deb, but then it gets out of hand and everybody gets yelled out in class. But, in the ouside world, :/ I hate perverts. Like, adult-nasty-d00ds-who-need-to-stop-staring-at-girls-pervert. Yeah. That kind. >_<; Stupid freakin' hentai! o_o Bah. o.o Anyways, let's see...I was up for a whole 26 hours yesterday, barely ate a thing, had 3 hours of sleep last night, barely ate anything today. Weird. I was all mad at my mom yesterday because she ran off with all my manga/DVDs and lost it. She did so months ago, but its still unbelievable My family annoys me so much. Especially my lil' bro who's 4 years old. >< BAH! He's always going to the bathroom and running around nekkid! And he's just so annoying, I can't stand it. See what I mean? TOO MUCH HENTAI! BAD! Oh, reminds me xD Some kid put up a pr0n site on our school's computers and the administrators couldn't take it off. Deb got a kick outta that. Argh, more hentai. See? NO MORE. If one more hentai-ish thing happens to me today, I'm going to attack someone. *Deep breath* As for the Otaku news: Waiting for my greeting results to see if it was accepted or not. I hope soooooo! ;.; And also, I sent in fanart, it should be accepted, now I'm just stuck waiting for it, so check it out as soon as it comes up. I gotta find more pictures to complete a quiz I made. It was evil, last night! I went to a site to get Cardcaptor Sakura pictures, and it redirected me to a scary ghost site that had dead people floating all around! Omg! I got so scared, it was like ";_________;!" And then it was all cold all night because I'm an idiot and I don't know how to shut windows. Anyways, enough rant. Happy Tuesday. Jaa.
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