Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Costume Day
o.o; That's right,today I was a Konoha ninja and of course no one knew who I was except for like... 15 people.
>_>; It was fun though.

o.o; Im gonna line and color a picture I drew today.. so... there might be a new fanart up by the end of the day.. iono. o.o; -blink-

o_o; Oh yeah. I took this quiz:

Your Life: The Soundtrack
Created by aiko and taken 13093 times on bzoink!
Opening credits	Yura Yura-Every little thing-InuYasha
Waking up	Kakashi's Theme- Naruto
Average day	Innocence-Hitomi
First date	Sakura Saku- Love Hina
Falling in love	1/2--Rurouni Kenshin
Love scene	Lost in the night- Initial D
Fight scene	Shining Collection- Nittle Grasper-Gravitation
Breaking up	Hear me Cry- Utada Hikaru
Getting back together	My Will- DREAM-InuYasha
Secret love	Harmonia- Naruto
Life's okay	ALIVE- Raiko-Naruto
Mental breakdown	Jessica- Dir En Grey
Driving	Wind-Akeboshi-Naruto
Learning a lesson	Kanashimi wo yashisani-Little by Little-Naruto
Deep thought	Before Dawn-Yuki Kajiura-dot hack//sign
Flashback	Ima made nando mo-Masu Misairu-Naruto
Partying	Love Revolution-Morning Musume
Happy dance	YATTA!-Happatai
Regreting	Stay away- L'arc~en~ciel
Long night alone	Still alone-Hitomi
Death scene	Forever Love-X Japan-X
Closing credits	No more Words- Ayumi Hamasaki-InuYasha
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o.o; wheee...
omg. >>; Today, Deb (ino-chan) found an old drawing of mine X_X; from 10/30/03.. Jeez, you guys would laugh at me so bad.. >>;; I'll have to redraw the pic the way it is now and show you guys.. it was NASTY bad. -sweatdrop- I mean.. hideous.. o.o; and that's not exagerating one bit, sadly.

Today I looked at Seifer Sama's art. Not too long ago, actually.. and her art is just so freakin' amazing. I wanted to explode. I hope I continue to get better as an artist everyday... o.o; until the day I die. and that, I hope, is a long long long time. -nods-

I remember last year, right before christmas break, I went to a friend's house. Her nickname was Osaka. Anyways, Osaka was a grade younger than I was, and here she was.. this amazing artist. o.o; she got tons and tons of art supplies for her birthday. It was amazing.. but I was also really..really..jealous. Around december, maybe january, was when I started to actually get serious about what I was drawing. I sketched out circles and lines and actually had plans for what I would draw.. and I actually relied on my mind, not just what I had seen in an anime. I started practiting hours and hours a day, and I really do think I started to rapidly get better. o.o; I'm still improving.. I'm pretty sure. I don't know why I wanted to become a mangaka at first.. I guess it just seemed kind of convenient. I loved to write.. and I loved to draw, and I thought it would be cool to combine the two.
later on, I got more serious about it.. and other reasons came from wanting to be one. First of all, manga had inspired me so much last year, when things were going bad in the wintertime, so I felt like I had to somehow repay the world of anime for helping me.. I wanted to do the same thing that those mangaka did for me, gave me hope, good stories, and great art. I wanted to do that for other people. Probably the last, but not least thing was, that I wanted to prove myself. I was never really good at anything much.. and I never kept a hobby for too long before abandoning it. I was often ignored and I wanted to be noticed...badly. In 6th grade, I remember how heads turned at this girl, Angie's drawings.. I wanted that, so I began to draw, but like I said, I didnt get serious until about the beginning of this year. Nowadays, I'm pretty serious about it and I'm really proud of what I've done so far. My grandma keeps calling me a perfectionist, but I just feel as though my art will never be good enough until its up there at the top. I want people to know how I am. I want them to know I'm not talentless. I want them to know that I pwn their socks in creating amazing pictures and junk. >_>; And yeah.. that's my random, EXTREMELY random rant about my art/mangaka obsession..

ANYWAYS.
today is, costume day at school, yaaaay.. ^^; I'll be dressing up as a ninja with Tama (DeruDragonsong).
we have pretty noticble outfits.. o.o; I'll be all jingley in bells and my arms and legs wrapped up like the people in naruto have it.. also, the ghetto-style-konoha-naruto-headbands! ^^; Yaaay! I hope tomorrow/today goes well when I show up at school like the otaku I am.

well.

o_o; That post turned out way longer than I meant it to be, but, :D OH WELL! -heart-

Nightnight.

-huggles-
-Sakura-

Oh, yes, and MITCH is 18 today :D yaaay.. everyone go to his site and tell him happy bday.
:D



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Monday, October 11, 2004

o.o;; ended up submitting a picture anyways.. o.o; its called "BANG Remix"
o.o; check it out.. o.o; please be supportive and rate <3

o.o hum... o_o;
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u.u phoo. kicked off the artists box again. x_x; down by 3%.. Jeez, stupid people..

Ive got a lot of homework today, so I dont think I'll be submitting anything.. if I do, o.o;; then I guess I do.. I have some old linearts that I can color.. but like I said, busy.
-huggles-

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Tama came over again yesterday. o.o;; just like every other saturday...

we ate chinese today, ate uhm.. o.o; steak and shake yesterday. hung out at the bookstore and babysat my brother there all day. It was very hentai. Dont ask how. it just WAS. >_>; Omg.She got a voodoo kit.. o.o;; and I put my hair on the doll.. o_o;;... and there were pre-written thingies on the doll that came with it. One of them was "great sex". o.o;;; I had too much sugar and so I poked that word with the pin.
So, now, supposedly. o.o;...I'm supposed to have great sex?

LMAO. XD Tama, Maikeru and I just got the biggest laugh out of that.. and one too many jokes. :B
whee.. ^^; -laughs-

and yay :D im still in the artist box! :D Ive been there for like... :D 2 days! You know what that means? o.o;;.. yeah.. it means..
I PWN YOUR SOCKS!!!!


-nods-

^^;
School tomorrow. X_X;

-huggles-
HEART!!
<3

Current music: Ima made nando mo--Naruto! (Great song, find it, listen to it... o.o; if you like JROCK, that is. o.o; you can IM me if you want it.)
Current mood: Wanting to talk to Maikun >O;
Current saying/word: YOU FAIL IT! >O
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