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• 2004-03-20
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• Highschool girl Otaku.
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• Okay, so.. Sakura may not be my REAL name, but hey, I have all my teachers calling me it, so why not?

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• 1999. 6 years!
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• anything by clamp is godly, rurouniken, full moon, Flcl, gravi, and others. But mainly CLAMP stuff ..
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• To pass the 10th grade, OH DEAR PLEASE GOD X.x;; And also to become a great mangaka as well as a great person!
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• Deb says I should put "Being a good friend" hehe, shameless plug! Anyways, my talents, I believe are using my oddball sense of humor, drawing/art/otakuism, and surviving difficult times ^_^




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Thursday, October 7, 2004

Tama's was fun. Until I started getting guilty about using her comp too much. Just when I tried to pull myself away, Maikeru logged on, and Chiyo logged on. Chiyo seemed upset with me. Maikeru got upset with me because I put my away message up when he was typing.

Latwr, when I got home, I talked to my older sister who I barely know and stuff online. I told her a lot about my mother. She seemed surprised. I guess i tried to fit in 15 years into a 2 hours conversation. Of course, with your life's rants, you're gonna feel like one heck of a messed up child. So, that's how I feel. she kept telling me "things will be better". I hear and say that myse;f too much. and I know it. I'm fine now.. the worst is over. I'm just having some kind of weird depression mode.

I dont know what's causing it to be exact. it's not like someone died or anything. But its a pretty crazy depression. I dont like it. I'm not all suicidal-ish like I was a year ago.. its not that type of depression.. I dont think. I've just been.. plain unhappy. I can get hyper for a little while around my friends but that's it.. it's like.. temporary normal-ness, but for the most part, I feel dead still. Just.. Im all sick everyday.. and weak and stuff.. and Im just all out of it and I'm just.. gah, all out of sorts. I expected it to go away within a few days. its still not gone.

I should be fine in a few days. I bet all of you are tired of hearing this day after day.

I am too
x_x

Waii, by the way, I submitted all those arts.. o_o 6of them I think.. so go look at them. Like now. >_>;
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