Monday, November 5, 2007

   Where'd you all go...?
Hey...

Helloooooo...?

Hello?

Hey is anybody else here on theotaku beside's me?

...

...?

Where is everybody?

Where did everybody go...?
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Friday, November 2, 2007

   Click the song on my playlist at the top called I AM
I see no, hear no evil.
Black writings on the wall!
Unleashed a million faces,
And one by one they fall.

Black-hearted evil,
Brave-hearted hero,
I am all, I am all I am...

I... I... I... I am!

Here we go buddy,
Here we go buddy,
Here we go.
Here we go buddy,
Here we go.

Go ahead and try to see through me,
Do it if you dare!
One step forward, two steps back now
I'm here... (One step forward, two steps back)

Do it, do it, do it, DO IT!

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery,
Step inside and hold on for dear life.

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free,
I am all, I am all of me.
(I am, I am all of me!)

I am... I am, I'm all of me.
I am... I am, I'm all of me.
I am... I am, I'm all of me.

Here we go!

I see and feel the evil,
My hands will crush 'em all.
You think you have the answer,
Well I laugh and watch you fall!

Black-hearted evil
Brave-hearted hero
I am all, I am all I am...

I... I... I... I am!

Here we go buddy,
Here we go buddy,
Here we go.
Here we go buddy,
Here we go.

Go ahead and try to see through me,
Do it if you dare!
One step forward, two steps back now
I'm here... (One step forward, two steps back)

Do it, do it, do it, DO IT!

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery,
Step inside and hold on for dear life.

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free,
I am all, I am all of me.
(I am, I am all of me!)

I am...
I am everyone, everywhere, anyhow, any way, any will, any day...
I am...
I am everyone, everywhere, anyhow, any way, any will, any day...
I am! I am! I am!
I am! I am! I am!

I am!

Do it, do it, do it, do it!

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mystery,
Step inside and hold on for dear life.

Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free,
I am all, I am all of me.
(I am, I am all of me!)

I am, I am all of me...
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

   ?
Im not sure, but I think that the girl that used me drew a "hentai" about... well... when we... umm... yeah, anyway when my friend was looking at it I noticed "some similarities" between the charecters she drew and... us... and... what happened between us... and the charecters. But I think it's just all in my head so im not gonna worry about it... but now I know that she really is... the way I never thought she was. @#$%ing perv...

hmph, Im one to talk...

SEE YA! ^_^'


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Monday, October 15, 2007

   Unblocked...?
Well im on today but it was blocked last week on friday... that was weird... oh well. HI GUYS!!!
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Sunday, October 14, 2007

   Blocked
Well they finally did it. After like... 2 years i think, this stupid school finally blocked theotaku from the computer... DAMN!
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Friday, October 5, 2007

   Love?
Wow... I always thought I was ugly... I still do but... lately i've been getting some good vibes from girls lately...

I already have two that are... well they say that they are in love with me and I know they are... but I don't want to hurt them.

I like them to but I don't think im good enough for anyone. They felt the same way about me but I don't see how...

One girl is this REALLY attractive like... uhh... well I hate stereotyping but she's like some goth, rocker, emo chick who is REALLY HOT! And she think's she's not good enough for me and think's she's really ugly... but she's not... CLEARLY she's not!

The other girl feel's the same way and she has... well... some interesting "features" let's just say that. And she doesn't even think she's good enough for me either... but I never said that to her, she said it first...

Not only that but... well I don't know about this one but yesterday I asked this girl for a pen because I had forgot my stuff at home (because I was up until 3 something the night before talking to that rocker goth girl I was talking about earlier) and she didn't have one so I was like oh well (I got one eventually). But today, this girl that I never talk to that wears her clothing like a very casual mature person smiled at me when she looked back for no specific reason like any other normal day and I thought *That was new... especially coming from her.* Then when I was taking a test and I was looking at the boared trying to remember what a word ment and I said "Damn I know this word, what is it?" then she turned and smiled and said "Do you need help?" I said "yeah" then she said "On which one?" then the teacher started talking and we both got scared. After the test, we were laughing about something and she must have heard me laugh and said "*** *** that you" and I said "what" then it went back and forth for a while until she said nevermind and smiled. She seems so mature and I never talked to her before, I don't even think she knew I sat close to behind her.
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Thursday, October 4, 2007

   Taste the Blood
The flinch in your eyes calls your bluff
Feel free to die when you've had enough
Useless cause is breaking your back
Your life will end when you attack

Make your move
Make your stand
Make the win
(Hah) like you can

See the war
See me rule
See the mirror
You'll see a fool

To take me out you must fight like a man
(To tame me out you must fight like a man)

You've yet to prove that you can
(You've yet to proven that you can)

I see your might it compares to something
(I see your might it compares to something)

That is if something is nothing
(That is if something is nothing)

Time to figure
Time to sin
Your times done
When you begin

Live for suffer
Live for revenge
Now your life
Comes to an end

Taste the blood
Taste your fate
Swallow your pride
With your hate

Your last breath
Your last stance
The last of all
In your command

Knee's in the blood
With your crying pleas
Wade in your sorrow bathe
In your fear
Clear you mind
From righteousness suffered
Witness the moment your
Falures prosper

...Devil's Never Cry!


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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

   it's just so sad... when you think about it...
I can't believe it... my own friend... she never really was my friend... she just... she just pretended to be, just so she could get me into bed and get in my pants...

How could this happen...?

I mean of course I liked her but then I got over her then I kinda still thought she was cute, she start's being my friend "AGAIN" and then she pretends to do that "thing" with me just for fun as a friend (long story short, for some reason I always ended up doing it with my friends that I liked... the girls only) then she stops talking to me like she would her other friends. All she does now is say hi in a cutsie way and that's it... that's the only conversations ive had with her since that day... the week before last week on thursday... It's like when a guy get's with a girl just to do her then leaves her... but the other way around... and as a friend, not in a relationship...

At first I didn't care, I just thought we had fun... then I kept thinking about it... then that came to mind when I had just noticed she stopped talking to me so much... then I talked to her about it... then she said she was thinking the same thing... and she said that it did seem like that....... and... it was.

-_- my own friend...

why

my other friends are still friends with me after that, cuz we only did it AS friends...

but... why did she do that...

I HATE HER NOW...

but Im not gonna cry because

Devils... Never... Cry...!
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Monday, October 1, 2007

   Concern and Interest
Hey you guy's I wanna know about you... Like uuuuuh? Just about anything. If there's a problem your having or... hmm... stuff that you think is interesting. Then tell me about it. Im curious. One reason why I talk to people on the internet is because I'm actually interested in other people and how they think and stuff. So please,... talk to me. SEE YA!
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Thursday, September 27, 2007

   Ryoko
Well yesterday... that girl I was talking about in my last post,... gave me a coin in a plastic container. It has Ryoko on one sid and Ryo... well, her cat on the other side. I liked that coin, my friend guilbert has like 4 different ones I think and I told him I would buy 2 off of him but he declined. But when I got the one my friend gave me I was happy. But today I gave it back... I can't exactly tell you why, but I can tell you that for some reason... having it just made me feel bad... I wanted to keep it as a keepsake from her but...
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