Sunday, October 24, 2004

For thoughs of you that have seen my face.
How do you think I'd look with auburn dyed hair and dread locks about chin length?
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

hmm...haven't posted in a while.
Well, lately instead of blowing off steam here or in other ways, I've been writing Journals. I would scan them and post them but I severely doubt you'll be able to read them. I have nearly impossible to read handwriting. I'll show you later. But Imma type my past three Journals on here, if I myself can desifer what they say.
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Monday, October 11, 2004

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.
Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to
console others. Too generous
and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises.
Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when
provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves
to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in
the arts, music and
defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance
against illnesses. Learns
to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and
caring. Loves to make
friends .


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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Well...not much to say really. Jeshua broke up with me and I've been greeving about it kind of sad really. I'm ashamed of myself for making such a big deal of it. I mean I hardley spoke to him ever and I was crying like a baby. I got what I deserve and now I know how it feels to like someone and them not talk to you or anything. I dunno I guess since he was the only one who ever tried to talk to me, it was new to me and I should've known and been better and tried harder to find the words.
It's strange throughout the time we went out alls he wanted was for me to talk to him and open up. And now that he broke up with me, all I want iis to talk to him. But...I don't think he wants to give me another chance. It's all my fault. But hopefully I've learned. I really miss him. I can't wait till Tuesday to see him again.
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Monday, September 20, 2004

   For those of you that have AIM sign my guestbook in my buddy profile! It's new so you know I'm trying to get people to sign it. >>
I'm tired about to go to sleeeppy time! ^^
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

Story 101
A Story made by Mei89 and myself...
Pixelated Parody: and then. . .
Pixelated Parody: THERE WAS A LOUND BANG ON THE DOOR!
Pixelated Parody: and
Pixelated Parody: i opened the door to see who was on the other side
Pixelated Parody: and who might it be
Pixelated Parody: But
Pixelated Parody: none other that
Pixelated Parody: **than. . .
Squee XP: than?
Pixelated Parody: [this is the part where you make up some of teh story]
Squee XP: oh
Squee XP: uhmm
Squee XP: jesh?
Squee XP: rich?
Squee XP: a dead monkey!?
Pixelated Parody: JUST SAY SOMEONE
Squee XP: ok
Pixelated Parody: and make up a story
Pixelated Parody: and... yeah
Squee XP: A red banana that is aliance with the macarana dancing funyuns!
Pixelated Parody: O__O
Pixelated Parody: AND THAT DREADED BANANNA WAS HEAdiNG FOR MY SOCK DRAWER
Pixelated Parody: and.... well...
Squee XP: who are bent on making you eat the eyes of so many pieces of paper and
Pixelated Parody: we cant have that happen
Pixelated Parody: now can we?
Squee XP: yes we can
Pixelated Parody: NOT ONLY THE EYES OF THE PAPER,
Pixelated Parody: but the eyes of their toes as well
Squee XP: T_T
Squee XP: how will we go on!?
Pixelated Parody: and as the banana inches closer
Pixelated Parody: Closer
Pixelated Parody: CLOSER
Pixelated Parody: SO CLOSE HE COULD SMELL THE EYE OF THE TOES
Pixelated Parody: i smcked him with the frying pan of waffles
Squee XP: and then
Pixelated Parody: (fried waffles are very good. you must try sometime)
Pixelated Parody: GOING ON
Squee XP: the ghost of a new gym sock
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: it said you shall not pass through my arse of many cats and dogs lifeless tombstone from the land of unlimited color
Pixelated Parody: All of a sudden teh SMEXAY cat comes out of nowhere and hisses in its abyssmal flabbiness
Pixelated Parody: which does him no good
Pixelated Parody: because
Pixelated Parody: Of course
Pixelated Parody: the flabbiness
Pixelated Parody: was not yellow
Squee XP: ohhh emm eff!!
Pixelated Parody: and we all know what that means
Squee XP: I do!
Pixelated Parody: well
Squee XP: well actually I don't but I feel that will only make the story longer!
Pixelated Parody: unfortunately the smexay cat didnt know so
Pixelated Parody: *shudders*
Pixelated Parody: poor cat
Pixelated Parody: he lost all his fur to a can opener
Pixelated Parody: and can no longer be dubbed teh smexay cat
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: hey
Squee XP: have you done your ironic story
Squee XP: ?
Pixelated Parody: ironic story?
Pixelated Parody: 6.6
Squee XP: yeah
Squee XP: for english
Pixelated Parody: when was this assigned?
Squee XP: it due the 29th
Squee XP: a while ago
Pixelated Parody: x.x
Pixelated Parody: nup
Pixelated Parody: i havent done it
Pixelated Parody: :C
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: me neither
Pixelated Parody: anyways
Pixelated Parody: BACK TO THE STORY!
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: Now
Squee XP: at this point the dough print made a chikin eat its newly found redness and everyone saw that this was good and no one knew why the cups had not been to the flea market to buy their bootleg pokemon cards from the cheap skate that like to eat jelly filled donut because he is a bitch hermit that needs to stay in his house instead of out on the streets living the life of a nassasistic toothbrush
Squee XP: you done reading that yet?
Pixelated Parody: speaking of toothbrushes the rabid plate in the cupboard is running up my minutes on the cell phone that causes tumors in orange elephants on tuesdays. Not to mention the chinese bluebird that crawled down the chimney last night to make sure he wouldnt miss the last spark of breadcrumbs from the freezer.
Squee XP: god your getting good at this
Pixelated Parody: ;D
Squee XP: better than me
Squee XP: T_T
Pixelated Parody: naah..
Squee XP: yes you are!!
Squee XP: T_T
Pixelated Parody: ahh well
Pixelated Parody: go on!
Pixelated Parody: we shall put this on myo later
Pixelated Parody: !
Squee XP: Anyway the freezer made the little grimlims eat the butterflys and the older goggles from our schince lab on friday while the fireworks were getting ready to dance the radiohead was talking about how he loved his little whachamacallit and then everyone was screaming about how the dice were no longer using the exterior water source from the signature of the darkest side of the round ball on my table that no one should know about for it does not exist in the land of brains that are green and dance the dance of dancing dances and the fact that everyone was like a round ball with a circumference of where the hell is my coca cola I ordered it TWO minutes ago what kind of room service is this!
Pixelated Parody: Its underneath the bed where it has always been, of course. Right next to the fingernails of the parrot that scream of pink flamingoes in the faraway depths of the sea that are dark like the edges of the rock staring at me from its place on my desk. the shadows in the darkness of the lamshade in the hallway should be fucshia when they go out to dance with that one girl on fridays. I always forget what her name is but i remember that she can dance to the beat of the fork and the spoon as they run away to the eye of the needle that is sewing together the rip in the moons green dress.
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Friday, September 10, 2004

Love Labours Lost
Okay..this post will be about yesterday and today! ^^
Yesterday, a normal school day. Boring, bad grades, annoying little people talking forever about nothing. But afterschool, I got to go to the Manor Park to see Love Labours Lost a play that my brother and Jeshua are in! ^^ Though yesterday I didn't get to see much. A bit of the beginning was about it, because during intermission Brenda and I walked down to Sonic to get some food and it took forever for the people to give us our food. DARN SONIC! >>
Anyways...today now. Todaywas a pretty good day. I got to spend all of lunch with Jeshua and I poked my ghost friend Shey-nay-nay (She got in a car accident and now she's dead but thats another story).
Afterschool, I stayed in the PAC(Performing Arts Center) for a long time in the dark with the Thespian Society. It was fun and they were all playing around in the dark and falling off the stage and it was funny. I got to spend all the time in the PAC with Jeshua, we were listening to music and talking and being huggly and stuff. It was funny cause while they were playing a game about one person killing everyone else they came up to us and said the people having sex die first and killed us. It was funny. And then everyone had to get dress and make-up done. Boys hafta wear lipstick and base and eyeliner and mascara and basically the whole do over its funny to see them with it on.
Anyway Jeshua was sitting on the couch thingy and I was next to him practically falling asleep, what can I say I was tired and he's confortable to lie on. After we went to the park and I got to see the play again. They did very good I think and I love the play so yeah. ^^ I had fun! thats all I gotta say now! Fill me with comments and eat your pudding!!

ps. Have you noticed how much I've been talking about Jeshua lately? Maybe I'm obsessed, hope not. I think I just really like him.
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Sunday, September 5, 2004

Instant Messaging conversation between Me and Aiomaru. ^^ Over what happened to me yesterday
MYOlNR: what up
Squee XP: talking on aim
Squee XP: ahh
MYOlNR: and
Squee XP: ]yesterday was friggin awesome
Squee XP: I'm engaged
MYOlNR: lol, huh
MYOlNR: *keep talking, brb*
MYOlNR: back
MYOlNR: you didnt keep talking.. haha
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: sorry
Squee XP: okay
Squee XP: uhmm...
Squee XP: yesterday
Squee XP: at the ut game
Squee XP: University of Texas football game
MYOlNR: uh huh
Squee XP: uhmm..
Squee XP: they put us intop groups of four first see
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: I got into a group with Jeshua and Brenda
Squee XP: and Alma (someone else you don't know)
MYOlNR: cool
MYOlNR: (i dont like fooseball :-P)
Squee XP: and Alma and Brenda went to the other side of the hall
Squee XP: Football
Squee XP: not fooseball
MYOlNR: fooseball >.<
Squee XP: so I was alone with jeshua and we were selling chairbacks
Squee XP: it was kinda boring
Squee XP: but you know
Squee XP: me screaming at the top of my lungs at people
Squee XP: is funner then beign at home
MYOlNR: lol, i bet
Squee XP: oh yeah sorry
Squee XP: uh,mmmm..
Squee XP: okay after we got parts of the game free
Squee XP: in which time me brenda, my brother, brendas brother, nacho, and jeshua
MYOlNR: nacho huh? cool name
Squee XP: went to the mall and the boys played arcade games while me and brenda and alma looked at comics at the comic store
Squee XP: and then Alma decided to go play games
Squee XP: and
MYOlNR: and
MYOlNR: (my tv's off and I only got 2 aim windows open so you're 1/2 my entertainement right now :-P)
Squee XP: me and Brenda got a smoothie
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: yeah it was funny cause it reminded me of those old movies with sock hoppers drinking rootbeer floats with their
Squee XP: boyfriends
MYOlNR: lol
MYOlNR: funny comparison but I can see it
Squee XP: and me and brenda decided to go on a race to see who can get a brain freeze the fastest
MYOlNR: rofl
MYOlNR: That's a great idea
MYOlNR: I am SO havin one of those time time
MYOlNR: some time ^
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: and then we were playing with the elevator
Squee XP: and I was screaming
Squee XP: the whole time
Squee XP: casue
Squee XP: I dunno
Squee XP: I weird like that
MYOlNR: lol
MYOlNR: sounds like you had fun, what else did ya do
Squee XP: then we found a picture thingy
Squee XP: and we put money in
Squee XP: and thought it wasn't working
Squee XP: and it started flashing
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: we didn't know
Squee XP: we were just sitting in there
MYOlNR: I dont like those picture booths.. never really much fun whenever I've tried one
Squee XP: and started going crazy cause
Squee XP: we didn't know what was going on
Squee XP: and I got mad at the machine for taking 5 minutes
Squee XP: to
Squee XP: print up the picture
Squee XP: s
Squee XP: and we had to be a the game in 10 minutes and hadn't eaten yet
MYOlNR: hmm.. I would = mad too
Squee XP: and then we all ran to mr.gattis
Squee XP: and ate
Squee XP: fod me and brenda were
Squee XP: trying to see who could finish the sucky fastest
Squee XP: so
Squee XP: yeah that was fun
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: then we all ran back to the game
MYOlNR: cool, glad to see ya had fun
Squee XP: and put the chairs back
Squee XP: ^ hard labor
Squee XP: ^child laborlaws I should sew
Squee XP: >>
MYOlNR: hahaha
Squee XP: okay
Squee XP: then
Squee XP: uhmm
Squee XP: Jeshua all of a sudden got on his knees
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: well
Squee XP: asked brenda how he was supposed to be
Squee XP: wich hand which knee
MYOlNR: isnt it your left hand, his left knee/right foot?
Squee XP: I dunno
Squee XP: but neither did he and he was asking brenda
Squee XP: and then he got a rubber band and put it on my finger
Squee XP: it was funny
MYOlNR: lol
Squee XP: and
Squee XP: then we were watching mr.a and brenda fix up the cart
Squee XP: and then he had made a ring out of
Squee XP: a jelly-braclete
Squee XP: you know what I'm talking about right?
MYOlNR: ya, wear em
Squee XP: kk
Squee XP: then
Squee XP: yeah
Squee XP: thats all
MYOlNR: they sell em as rings too..
MYOlNR: but whatever :-P
Squee XP: sorry such a boring story
MYOlNR: ya, for being half my entertainement you sure werent very fun to talk to! ^_~ jk, that wasnt boring
Squee XP: lol
Squee XP: thanks
Squee XP: I know
Squee XP: I'm not interesting
Squee XP: but Imma put this as a post on my o
MYOlNR: cool
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Saturday, September 4, 2004

Wow..I haven't commented in a long time have I...
Well...lemme tell you about yesterday.
Okay theres this guy named Jeshua that goes to my school. Well...since I first saw him I thought he was really cute or attractive, but I didn't think he'd want anything to do with with. You know me being my weird, ugly, quiet self. So I didn't tell anyone. But....my friend Brenda told me a few days ago that that he like me and he wants to get to know me better. And I was like YAY inside but I didn't want to seem too interested me not knowing him to well and the fact that Brenda could be guessing he likes me and not that he really does...but I got to talking to him and he seems really cool. And I felt really comfortable talking to him. (which by the way if you knew me in real life you would know I don't talk to many people very much.)
And at the game yesterday Brenda made a little marrige ceremony between us but we didn't have any rings so we used a bracelet. And after the game he asked me out.
I'm so happy...but I'm not sure what to do I've never had a real boyfriend before. I've had two but they hardley ever talked to me. And ignored my exsistence. So...I dunno...all this is new to me so I guess I'm freaking out alittle. That prolly why Brenda didn't think I really liked him...but...
I do....
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