Friday, November 26, 2004

Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Your Beauty lies in Contradiction. Controversial, unpredictable, and never what anyone expects. You appearance and your personality are two opposite things. Even your appearance sends different signals to different people. To some you may look innocent and sweet, to others you look mysterious and intimidating at the same time. No one ever knows what to expect with you.
You are a little bit of everything all mixed together. You can be watching the football game with the guys one minute and the next out shopping at the mall. You seem to be almost a different person every time you meet someone, but at the same time you know exactly who you are and there is always that one thing that makes you you. You enjoy keeping people guessing and people love how completely unpredictable you
are.

Some Things That Represent You:

Element: Fire, Water
Animal: Chameleon
Color: Dark Tones, Light Tones
Expression: Half-smile
Gemstone: Opal
Mythological Creature: Gryphon,Half-breeds
Sign: Gemini
Planet: Mars
Hair Color: Red
Eye Color: Brown

Quote:
"Appearances can be deceiving."




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Turkey Day
Ooo...today was Turkey Day. Yuppers. I don't care much for Turkey Day, really it doesn't mean anything to me, though I have much to be thankful for. I dunno. I just don't like it. And besides, just because we have a bunch to be thankful for doesn't mean we gotta eat so much damn food. Though, I admit its nice to have this one day in which my mother is actually home cooking. It would be better if she didn't complain about it all the time, though.
Oh well...anywho, today was pretty boring. I really wish to live my life to the fullest right now. You know get out and do something. Ohh...how I wish I could grow wings and fly far far away from here. I could go anywhere. To China, to England, anywhere. My heart yearns to go far but like a train on a track I can only go where my rails take me. I'm stuck here, forever. And that makes me sad. Oh well...
Hopefully, life will change for the better. I'm sure it will.
Well, today I started a new game. Final Fantasy 7, amazing how I didn't know my brother had it. Well, anywho, I got to the part after Cloud hasta dress up like a girl. It was funny how the guy thought he was hawt. Mhmm..I like that game. I hope to finish it.
Later Days...
~Mamimi
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Thursday, November 25, 2004

A Life Wasted...
Well...these past few days have been utterly boring. I feel my life just passing by me. No accomplishments, no adventures, no nothing. Alls I have is my family and friends. And I don't even think they all like me. My friends, most of them, probably think I'm annoying. I am and I know I am...I think I should just be quiet and never open my mouth again. I never say anything important anyway. And my family..ughh my family, they're worse than me. My sisters always talking, my little brothers always hitting me and bitting and doing the same to my sisters who alwaysscream like someone is killing them. Then, my father, always expects that when he tells someone to do something it automatically happens in 2 minutes. Like, the other day, he got really mad at me...
*flash back*
I was sitting at the computer and my dad tells me to go clean some clothes, I told him there were some already washing. He told me to fold some clothes, I told him there were some drying. Then, he gets all pissed off and gets his belt and starts beating me with it.
*end of flash back*
It didn't hurt that much, I only got one bad bruise from it. But I don't see any reason for him to have gotten to mad at me. Oh well..I'll never know.
My life is just a waste. I'm not important, just another insignificant piece of dirt like everyone else. Just a little nothing. Oh well...
I dunno..I just don't feel like...never mind.

Well...I found some cool pictures that you all might like...









As well...as a picture of myself...
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v56/I_Luv_Kookiez/Dsc00324.jpg

Have fun!
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Monday, November 22, 2004

I don't get it.
I'm always so happy at school, but when I'm home for a long period of time I always begin to become sad and I can't keep my thoughts straight...I hate that. It's this house. I hate it so much. All of these people always blaming me for everything, yelling at me for being there, the blood. The scarlet blood that drips away. the dark bruises. I can't remember how they got there, but apparentally they exsist. How I hate it here, so many screaming children all of which are my responsibility. I never did a thing in the creating of them yet it seems they are in fact mine. There's no way to understand these things...they're after all just things. And perhaps they weren't ment to be understood. Who knows...well..I'm going. Everyone is starting to wake up and I want to avoid contact with them as much as possible.
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A quiz...yippee.

.:You live your life: ~disturbingly~:.
You are utterly sad. You see only darkness but you
are aware of a light that lights the people
around you and you long for it as you long for
a break from life itself. There is only one
thing for you.. snap out of it because once its
too late, there's no turning back. You will
never have true friends.


How do you live your life? (with pics! ^.~)
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No one Knows.
No One Knows this pain I feel deep inside. No One ever will. They don't understand these feelings that I have, but why should they...they never took the time to get to know me, To get to understand me. They don't know anything.
It hurts so bad..So bad that I want to cry. I won't tell you...
I won't, I never will. Why should I. You won't understand. They never do...

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Lyrics.
Songs that remind me of the boys in my life.

Robert
Sallys Song-Nightmare Before Christmas
I sense there's something in the wind
That feels like tragedy's at hand
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend

And does he notice my feelings for him?
And will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be

What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last

And will we ever end up together?
no, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one


Jeshua

Still Loving You by the Scorpions
Time, it needs time
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday
I will be there, I will be there

I'll fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again
I'm loving you

Try, baby, try
To trust in my love again
I will be there, I will be there
Love, our love
Just shouldn't be thrown away
I will be there, I will be there

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Your pride has built a wall so strong
That I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again

If we'd go again
All the way from the start
I would try to change
The things that killed our love
Yes, I've hurt your pride and I know
What you've been through
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end
I'm still loving you
I'm still loving, I need your love
I'm still loving you

Never by The Cure
She wants so much to please me she always does it right
She wants so much to please me all day and every night
She doesn't read the stars
She has no time for fate
She doesn't see the signs
She has no time to wait
She is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be enough for me
She is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be in touch
She is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be enough for me
She is trying to be the one for me
Trying to be in love
I want so much to need her I never turn away
I want so much to need her all night and every day
I never read the stars
I have no time for fate
I never see the signs
I have no time to wait
I am trying to be the one for her
Trying to be enough for her
I am trying to be the one for her
Trying to be in touch
I am trying to be the one for her
Trying to be enough for her
I am trying to be the one for her
Trying to be in love
We want so much to have this we hold each other tight
Yeah we want so much to have this always and everytime
But we don't need to read the stars
We don't need the time for fate
We don't need to see the signs
To know it's all too late
She will never be the one for me
She will never be enough
She will never be the one for me
We will never be in touch
I will never be the one for her
I will never be enough
I will never be the one for her
We will never be in love
We will never be in love
We will never be
In love

Louis
Alt. Ending
Yeah it's a big bright beautiful world
Just the other side of the door
Six billion beautiful faces
But I saw them all before...
No this is not about running out on you
Not a case of right or wrong
It's only that it's over and done for me
It's already been and gone
And I don't want another go around - I don't want to start again
No I don't want another go around - I want this to be the end
I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again
I want this to be the last thing we do
It for me and you...
For all my dreams came true
Yeah I know I should care if you come with me
Yeah and I should care if you go
Really should care about your love or your hate of me
Yeah I should care... but I don't
And it's not about giving up on you
It's not a case of do or die
It's simply that it's over and out for me
There's no more room inside
And I don't want another run around - I don't want to start again
No I don't want another run around - I want this to be the end
I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again
I want this to be the last thing we do
It for me and you...
Yeah it's a big bright beautiful world out there
Just the other side of this door
Six billion beautiful faces await
But I saw it all before...
No this is not about running out on you
Not a case of right or wrong
It's only that it's over and done for me
It's already been and gone
And I don't want another go around - I don't want to start again
No I don't want another go around - I want this to be the end
I want this to be the end - I don't want to start again
I want this to be the last thing we do - this to be it for me and you
This to be the last we go through
this to be the end
For all my dreams came true


I know you have no clue who these people are, but I felt like doing this.
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Friday, November 19, 2004

Life as Usual.
Well..today I came to school in a bit of a sad mood. My friend, Brenda kept asking me what was wrong, I told her nothing, because I don't know why I was sad. I don't like being sad.
Then, I went to 2nd period, on the way there my friend came up to me and told me that the guy I like, Robert was going out with Tamara, worst bitch at my school. I couldn't believe it but I knew it would happen. I mean, I didn't think he liked her a whole lot, but I guess he apparentally does. then, I went to Geography and we did nothing in there so I thought about it. And came to the conclusion that I shouldn't beat myself up over it. After all, I never had him so why should I be sad about losing him. It's okay..as long as he's happy. Then, I went to Graphic Arts. So, boring. The people in there are so amazed by the fact that I can pulled my arms over my head. Then, lunch. So boring. Louis came up to me and asked me why I prefer to stay silent. I dunno why. I wonder why he prefers to keep talking. There no reason to talk so much. Anywho, I went to Spanish and played hang man. Then, geometry. So fun in there. We were all talking about pancakes and sex. It's strange how those two subjects come about in the same conversation. Then, IPC. Boring movie, almost fell asleep. Then, English..I'm gonna fail that class. *sigh* Then, we went to play practice. I <3 play practice. It's so fun. I love hanging out with my friends and having dictionary definition orgys. It's funny. We all take off our shoes and put each others feet on someone elses feet its fun. I suggest everyone try it. But you need five people.
Ahh...well thats all my complaining for today. I hate how I can't express my feeling on here.


I Am the Walrus by the Beatles

I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together.
See how they run like pigs from a gun, see how they fly.
I’m crying.

Sitting on a cornflake, waiting for the van to come.
Corporation tee-shirt, stupid bloody tuesday.
Man, you been a naughty boy, you let your face grow long.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen.
I am the walrus, goo goo g’joob.

Mister city policeman sitting
Pretty little policemen in a row.
See how they fly like lucy in the sky, see how they run.
I’m crying, I’m crying.
I’m crying, I’m crying.

Yellow matter custard, dripping from a dead dog’s eye.
Crabalocker fishwife, pornographic priestess,
Boy, you been a naughty girl you let your knickers down.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen.
I am the walrus, goo goo g’joob.

Sitting in an english garden waiting for the sun.
If the sun don’t come, you get a tan
From standing in the english rain.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen.
I am the walrus, goo goo g’joob g’goo goo g’joob.

Expert textpert choking smokers,
Don’t you thing the joker laughs at you?
See how they smile like pigs in a sty,
See how they snied.
I’m crying.

Semolina pilchard, climbing up the eiffel tower.
Elementary penguin singing hari krishna.
Man, you should have seen them kicking edgar allan poe.
I am the eggman, they are the eggmen.
I am the walrus, goo goo g’joob g’goo goo g’joob.
Goo goo g’joob g’goo goo g’joob g’goo.

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Thursday, November 18, 2004

Hey You.
Well...today was okay. I woke up, took a shower, and went to school. Unfortunatly I forgot to brush my hair. So yeah...that wasn't good. Anywho, I borrowed my friends brush. Then, band we played a song were I play the cymbals. Usually I don't do anything in band so I guess thats considered a step up. Then I went to Geography. I see no point in that class. I don't ever learn anything in there. Bored...bored.. bored. Anywho, then I went to Graphic Arts. God, how I hate that boy in that class. I mean he looks like he in his late 20's already and he wants to screw me, and he always calls me Sweetie. I dispise guys like that. Then, I went to lunch and disputed with my mind and stomach whether I should eat or not. I did. Bleh, I felt sick afterward though. Then, I stood outside, it was such a pretty day. the clouds were such a beautiful shade of blue. Then, I went to Spanish. So boring in there. Nothing to do, I always finish first. I went to geometry after, and I had to take a quiz. darn quiz I prolly failed it. Oh well, I asked Robert if he like Rachel. He said she was kool. But thats not the answer I wanted. I wanted him to say yes. Darn him. He never gives straight answers. I don't get him sometimes. Well, after that I went to IPC. We took notes, yay. Then I went to English and watched Romeo and Juliet. Fun. No play practice today. That sucks. I went home and yeah. I don't like to talk about home. It's not pleasant there.

Hey You by Pink Floyd
Hey you,
Out there in the cold,
Getting lonely, getting old,
Can you feel me?

Hey you,
Standing in the aisle,
With itchy feet and fading smile,
Can you feel me?

Hey you,
Don't help them to bury the light.
Don't give in, without a fight.

Hey you,
Out there on your own,
Sitting naked by the phone,
Would you touch me?

Hey you,
With your ear against the wall,
Waiting for someone to call out,
Would you touch me?

Hey you,
Would you help me to carry the stone?
Open your heart, I'm coming home.

But it was only, fantasy.
The wall was too high, as you can see.
No matter how he tried, he could not break free.
And the worms ate into his brain.

Hey you,
Out there on the road,
Always doing what you're told,
Can you help me?

Hey you,
Out there beyond the wall,
Breaking bottles in the hall,
Can you help me?

Hey you,
Don't tell me there's no hope at all.
Together we stand, divided we fall.

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