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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Monday, May 14, 2007

In my dreams she haunts me and tells what to say. In my mind she keeps me just the same way. I dream of him and she and they always telling me what to do and say. I'm dreaming so silently now I cant take it now. The sun, the sun, beautiful yellow sun he's yelling at me to open up my eyes. He yelling he's screaming, Oh dear child, what happened to your life you seem so blue. I nod at him and pretend that all is well, the smile on my face makes it all seem well. I'm not waiting I'm waiting for the day. I'm listening and waiting I'm here to stay. She told me we must go, she said its time to leave the world is ending now she says just you and me. I remember her lips and I remember her smile. Now its gone I tell her good bye. Without a word without a smile a flick of the hand passing all the while. Quiet and unsure I say hello. I keep my mouth closed.

Spare not a word, just a silent piercing stare I get nervous and I cant help but to stare. My throat gets tight and I don't know what to say the silence it seems has now gone away. He left like he came without a single word. Without a step without a sound without a blur. I'm tired I say, why wont you let me be. I cry all night trying hard not to think. Its growing bigger. I try not to think of it. No use she tells me. Ill be here forever. I tell her I love her. I tell her a lie. I'm leaving I say. Maybe just for awhile. Maybe its forever. Step one. step two. Cant strip this pain from my mind. I still, still don't understand. Was it just a night or something that would last. She screams she screams in my eyes I can still see the lovely girl that I once could see. Then all is quiet and I can almost see the end of the tunnel I reach out to grasp the wall. But it was gone.
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