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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Friday, December 24, 2004

Shrug.
Well, my friend, Brenda enspired me to write some poetry. So I tried, but they aren't very good.


Since I Met You
What am I? I feel so many changes in me
Since I met you, the pain from my past has seemed to disappear.
But I can't help but wonder, what I would be without you.
What would my life be like.
For better or Worse?
Before I felt so lost, so torn, so broken.
Then you came along.
Now I feel so happy, but why?
Why is it that my suddenly heart yearns to live.
When before it was so ready to die.
Since I met you, my outlook on everything has changed.
Everything seems more colorful
The shades of grey have disappeared.
But then I changed you.
And now it seems to me,
You are the sad one.
You see only the grey.
My heart aches so much.
And everynight I cry thinking of everything I've done
Who will be the strong.
Who will change.
Will our ending be happy,
Or will we fade.

Reality
Everything seems like a dream.
I no longer feel the pain.
The feeling used to seem so much more strong
And I wonder if I'm asleep.
If all these emotions and thoughts are just in my imagination
And these people, all these colors.
I hate this dream,
I don't wish for this reality
Everything feels so fake.
So untrue.
And I'm begging to be awakened.
These sleepy tears in my eyes are burning at my flesh.
Oh pinch me, bleed me, what ever you must do.
Just take me out of this dreamland.
I want to feel again
Because everything that seems like pain,
Everything that seems like happiness
Doesn't seem to be at all.
And I wonder,
Does reality truely exsist


Tell me what you think...Later Days.
~Nessa
PS. Yesterday was my first day of work, I'll tell you more about it later. Less than three.
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