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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Thursday, June 23, 2005

Okay?
It all seems to be slipping through my fingers. Everything is difficult to grasp and I feel that I'm falling down a big hole and I can't do anything about it.
Everyone is so selfish.We have all we need but we always search for more. No matter what it is. We always want more than we need. Everyone wants love. But the only people want love is for excitement in their seemingly boring lives. We just want drama. People just love to occupy their minds and thoughts. But eventually everyone gets bored. But its all for the best because if you're bored, you begin going slowly insane. People that are all alone in the world must have too much time to think. Of course everyone needs companionship of some kind. My dad says that thinking isn't good for me because it makes me sad. He says I have too much time to think and that I must be insane. But what does he know. He doesn't know me at all. But they always say you should think about things before you say them. I don't know what to do though. They always say think about everything, find something that no one else sees. But they just want us all to be the same.
Making something out of nothing at all. Just feel it all disappear. Feel it all go away. It'll be fine as long as you forget. Just forget about these illusions you make up in your head because they're not real. They're as real as anything else you feel in your mind and soul. Feel it all fade into the bright lights in the sky Falling free in your mind, free in your eyes. You feel the emptiness consume you heart and you try to scream but who cares in this world of ours. Nothing really matters to anyone else. Just see how insignificant the pain in this world is. You're thoughts don't matter. No one cares. It has nothing to do with you. So close your mind and your eyes. And hope for the best. In this world of selfishness, its all about yourself.
I wonder if you really are invisible. It seems that no sees you or notices that you exist. They just see what they want to see. You don't mind them not talking to you...No it has nothing to do with that. People just sit beside you and start making out. It gets on your nerves. You're just not important to them. You're not important to anyone. Dust in the Wind.No one really sees anyone else. No one really hears anyone else. It's all just an illusion to them.
Well...Love and Peace.
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