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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Short Post...
Sorry the post from the other day was so short. I didn't finish it, but I can't remember where I was going with it, so I guess whatever else I wanted to write wasn't very important. I'm sure you're all right that it just seems like he hates me because of the things that he says. He might be trying to help but I see nothing helpful when he tells me that everything I say is pointless and that no one cares about what I have to say. Maybe he's just trying to prevent me from saying stupid things to others so that I won't be made fun of at school in front of a bunch of people rather than at home where no one knows about it. It just makes me kinda sad sometimes. But I've decided I should be more mature about this I've been acting incredibly childish about this whole thing. I shouldn't worry about my parents splitting up. Its what they want, I shouldn't be selfish and try to get them together if they don't want to be together. It just none of my business.

My dad says we might be going to El Paso sometime soon. I don't want to leave my mom here because he says he doesn't want her to go. Then again, I'm not sure if she'd want to go because it would be kinda awkward, wouldn't it?

Well, I don't know what to talk about right now. My own stupidity is beginning to get on my nerves a bit. Last night, I was staring at the sky and I wondered what I should think of it. From the angle I was at I felt as though it was going to fall on top of my or I was going to fall on it. The stars where so bright too. One time, it was midnight so the moon was right in the middle of the sky and the clouds encircled it with light. I thought it was amazing. It was the first time I'd seen anything like that. It felt so nice to just feel all of my pent up energy fall to the sky.

Love and Peace.
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