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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Friday, July 1, 2005

I wonder what happens to people as they change, as they grow older. Sometimes, I'd like to believe that people alway change for the better whether its to learn something about themselves or learn something about other people. I like to believe that as people grow old they just become better people as time goes by. And right before they die, they're the best person they could ever be. Part of me would like to believe that, but part of me can't because, yet again, I am grouping people up together into one little group that only I can see. It is a nice thought though. To think that when I die I can be happy with who I am. I can be happy with my whole life.

Some people can be so close-minded though. I'm sure I'm guilty of this as everyone can be at some point in their lives. But sometimes people can have such one track minds they think of only one thing all the time. But.. I don't know what I'm saying. I'm so tired right now.

Rainbows are so pretty. And they come after rainstorms which can feel like a burst of anger or emotion. Its easier to think when you're surrounded by freezing water. It feels so nice. But back to my train of thought...The rainbows after rainstorms remind me of happiness and glee, of relief and rainstorms remind me of a time of either a great deal of thought or a release of emotion and energy. So after, a release of all of your emotions and energy are you always relieved? Then again, not after every rainstorm is a rainbow present. So I guess not after every release is there relief. I don't know where I'm going with this. Its an awful analogy.

I need to get some sleep. I wish it would rain here. Its so hot.
Good-night.

Love and Peace.

PS. I put in a new little midi. Its Close To Me by the Cure.
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