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Monday, July 4, 2005


It makes me sad that some people are so stubborn. They never listen to the advice you give them, so they end up staying the way they are. The person they say they hate. Sometimes I think they like being that way for attention or maybe it just feels good to be sad and depressed for them. Comfortable being uncomfortable. I don’t know.

Well, I don’t know what to say. I went to my friend Brenda’s house. And she carved a tattoo into my back. It’s like an eye. It kind of thazzled to get it in there but you know we were bored. I think I need to find some more friends though. I don’t know what to talk about with them anymore. We used to talk about everything, but I don’t know what happened. I guess we said everything to be said. I hate it when people begin to grow apart. It saddens me to know that its just a matter of time before they decide they’re done with me. But everyone knows that feeling. I’m sure everyone has lost close friends, sometimes I don’t know why I bother getting to know people. I can get through life all by myself. I really don’t think I need any companionship, though it is nice to see something from someone else’s point of view. It helps you learn more about the things you don’t understand. She says that she hopes that we can be friends forever. I hope so too. But its like the song say “There is no always forever. Just this.” She’s trying to quit smoking. So I’m trying to help her. Not too sure how to go about that though. Got any ideas?

Well, I got home and I had something to eat. And my stomach started hurting so I went to go lie down. I don’t like eating I always get sick. And I got on AIM and started talking to another friend of mine, Rachel, about the meaning of life. I’m not too sure. I don’t think there is any way to say that there’s a meaning of life because there are so many different people and parts of life. You can’t just group it up like that. You have to examine every part of life that there is. Still I don’t think you’ll find a single meaning. What do you all think the meaning of life is?

Music is so beautiful. Music always helps me understand things I can’t experience for myself or at least that’s what I like to think. Its like a gateway to another persons thoughts. I wish I could write poetry and music but unfortunately I just don’t have that kind of writing talent. But I suppose it depends on what music you listen to. But I’m pretty sure it all has good meaning it just takes a bit of thinking to get it. Even if its not what it was originally meant to mean, music is for you to relate too.

Love and Peace.

PS. Yes Knox. The song on my site is The Sound of Silence by Simon and Garfunkel. it’s a great song isn’t it? I love them.

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