myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-08-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the land between Cheese and Crackers
Member Since
• 2004-01-18
Occupation
• Drunken Pilot
Real Name
• Brittne

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• Forevah. Bizatch///
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Paranoia Agent
Goals
• Find self assurance.
Hobbies
• Writing, Dancing, Drawing and making Jokes.

myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

Thursday, July 7, 2005

Well, I've pondered it. There are so many things you can be afraid of it's almost impossible to choose just one. But I suppose one of mine is to realize that everyone that I'd thought to have loved and cared for me never really did. That they just pretended and put up with me because thats what they're supposed to do. It kinda falls under that unconditional love thing. I've never understood how someone can love someone else unconditionally. I mean, I've never felt that way about anyone. Or have I. I feel the same way about everyone. I don't want them to feel sad and I'll put my own thoughts and beliefs aside to make them happy. Well, not too much. But if someone is sad about something and they think everything is hopeless and I agree with them, I just have to tell them everything will be fine in the end. But I'm falling off subject. If someone like my mom or my dad were to tell me that they hate me I would be incredibly sad. It's my greatest fear, because I'm so easily hurt.

Although, I don't think anyone ever really knows what their greatest fear is. I think its something that your mind stores deep inside so that you don't have to think about it. Because if you did think about if you'd always be either really sad or really paranoid. You'd look for it. Because you don't want it to occur.

Thats all for today.

Love and Peace.

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