myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-08-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the land between Cheese and Crackers
Member Since
• 2004-01-18
Occupation
• Drunken Pilot
Real Name
• Brittne

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• Forevah. Bizatch///
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Paranoia Agent
Goals
• Find self assurance.
Hobbies
• Writing, Dancing, Drawing and making Jokes.

myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

Friday, July 8, 2005

Sometimes I wonder what the point is...so many dishonest people. Its funny how it takes so much to build trust, but it only takes one stupid mistake to destroy it forever. But how can you even stand living in the same house with someone like that. You would never know when they are telling the truth or when they're telling a lie. Do you give the benefit of the doubt. Or do you never believe anything they say. I've learned to tell the truth...and my father thinks I still lie. What can I say, I was young how was I to know that it wouldn't get me out of trouble. But I've learned. And now even when I am telling the truth they don't believe a word I say. So what am I to do now. Anger can make you do the stupidest things though. Yesterday...my dad caught my mom kissing someone. So now after all these year that he felt that she was the only person he could trust in this world, she broke it. I suppose she had right to. They were splitting up anyway. And she needed comfort after that fight they had a few days ago. As does everyone after something like that happens. My dad is so hateful though. He couldn't keep it between them, no, he had to yell it out the second he got home he had to embarass her in front of us. He couldn't treat the situation like an adult. But I suppose it does hurt. He feels betrayed, but I can't help but think he deserves it. He says hurtful things to her all the time. And she crys herself to sleep alot thinking about what he says. But I guess they just didn't know where they stood with each other before this. I actually thought they were getting back together as well. He prolly thought the same. But he's so paranoid. I guess he has reason to be now. It just makes me sad that after all these years of love and happiness, they could just throw it all away. In one little fight. They could just throw it all away for one little kiss.

He isn't making it better for us though. He thinks he is. But he's really just lowering my respect for the both of them. She's weak and he's immature. I can't look up to people like that. I just want to get out of here and sort my thoughts. I'm trying not to cry about this. But I really do need to get away from this house. It's so full of hate, betrayal, and anger. I can't live here anymore.

Love and Peace.
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