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Saturday, July 9, 2005


Well, I may not be here for a few weeks. I'll try to post whenever I can. But my parents are sending us to my Tio and Tia's place. I'll prolly be able to get on just about everyday. But with these situations you're never sure. I was real mad today so I was punching the punching bag for about half-an-hour without gloves on, so now my hands are all bruised and cut up. I hate it when my anger gets the better of me. I always end up with...not good results.

I'm kind of feeling sorry for my father right now. I feel so betrayed right now. So depressed. ITs hurtful to see him so sad. Its like he doesn't know what to do. I mean after all what is there to do. How can he forgive her for something like that. HE can't. So he doesn't know where to go or what to do. He even asked me. I don't know why though. So I just told him he should get far away from here and surround himself with people that love him. Thats what I feel like doing. I want so bad right now to just run away and...

I'm so selfish. I'm sitting here talking about my problems. Problems so many people have experienced. I should keep my mouth shut about this. It's so very childish of me to even be saying things like this. My friends could get through it so I can too. I can do it without complaint and my stupid selfishness.

Love and Peace.

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