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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Saturday, August 13, 2005

Only Once
Shades of the past long entwined through out your heart.

There is no more time.

The need to be apart. Throughout the days you never saw.

What had come and what had gone.

The feeling ended there is no hope.

Only memories, could you hold.

Falling far from the sky.

Just a matter of time, for you and I.

Holding you in my arms, though the memories are dead.

I can't feel your heart again.
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Well you guys say I should write poetry and heres my attempt. Maybe I should try the guidance books instead?

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Well, as you all may know. I'm pretty down nowadays. With this divorce and such. My parents won't stop fighting. My dad won't let me talk to my mother. He even put up a fight to keep me from going to spend the night with her today. He said he hates me. Not in those exact words but I believe thats where he was getting at. I'm just so bummed out right now. I don't even want to be awake anymore. When I'm asleep I won't have to think about things like this. But I'm just feeling sorry for myself. There no point in it. It doesn't help me at all. My mom says she's gonna get us counseling. Because she thinks we need someone to tell things to, that won't bite us in the ass later. I think its a good idea. My sister prolly need it. They won't tell me anything. They keep it all to themselves and thats not good. My mom had to call the police because my dad and her were fighting [like physically] and I dunno. Nothing feels right anymore. I don't know who to trust. I'm just kinda caught in the middle right now. My dad keeps bringing me into it when it's not my problem. I don't care. Well, I had a really good post all set for you all today. I practically buried my soul into it, but Something happened and it disappeared. I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

Love and Peace.
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