myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-08-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the land between Cheese and Crackers
Member Since
• 2004-01-18
Occupation
• Drunken Pilot
Real Name
• Brittne

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• Forevah. Bizatch///
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Paranoia Agent
Goals
• Find self assurance.
Hobbies
• Writing, Dancing, Drawing and making Jokes.

myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Well, lifes been a puddle. Just can't seem to make any sense of it all. Maybe you all know what I'm saying, though some say you don't. There's only a few words left to say but nothing really worked.

Well, my heart is saying yes. But my mind is saying no. Maybe its a fight between us. We can't seem to understand whats happening. Everything is so beautiful, but it'll all fall again soon. It's so confusing how we make it all seem so confusing.

That boy at my school, that I was telling you about, he drives me insane. Because I love and care for him but there's something about him that I can't seem to grasp or understand. He's alot like me in some since but I never can quite understand. He just makes me feel so...I don't know. It's a difficult feeling to describe. Oh well, I've never been to good and describing how I feel. He just drives me insane because I can't predict him. Most people are so obvious and it doesn't take much to understand what they want. But with him everything I thought was opposite. He's just not like anyone else I've been with before. It's kind of a relief and a struggle at the same moment. I can't get his head but I think I'm getting close.

I miss him so much right now though. I haven't seen him for awhile now since schools been let out for the holiday. He had me scared for a few moments. Thathe wouldn't come back from where he was going. It had me scared, the second he told me they were going to post pone it I wanted to just grab him and hug him. It wasn't a good feeling. I really thought I had lost him and that I'd never see him again.

It seems I talk about him alot lately. Even though there is so much going on, he's the only thing that sticks out in my mind.

Well, before this gets too terribly long, tomorrow I should be getting my car. It's a Volkswagon 89 Cabriolet white convertible. It's a sexy little car. I can't wait to take him home with me.
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