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Saturday, February 4, 2006


Little yellow flame help me burn through this icy cold night. I can still see myself just dreaming by the street light. Singing to myself. Why do I even care? Had I found the time, just sitting there. Yet I could never find the words to tell. Maybe this once I’m right. Maybe this once I should stand not lie. Maybe I’m just not made under this law. Maybe I found that point, just give me a call. Let me know your alright. Let me know you’re there. At the bottom of this well I found your mind in a shatter. So I drink lemon tea with a rabbit and a Hatter. Damp and cold, I knew the chase. Clawing through the screens before that blur away the pain. It wasn’t a matter of right or wrong then. It wouldn’t do. It couldn’t be. And I take a bit. A taste in the least. This unfortunate taste on my tongue. Is this love? You ask me and I can’t say. I can’t take it. Let me go. I want to stay but I really should so…and I sat there in the dark with you by my side and thought I was there within the sweet light. All alone in the daytime, so now I think too much. I stared into those dark holes and saw what was real. I’m just a fool. This was all a mistake that had to occur. For it to be. What was so precious to me seems so trivial. How sweet. I’m the same if not a stranger to you, nothing more. Tell me how you feel. Tell me what’s there. I can feel it now, and I know its time for bed. Stop this nonsense and leave it for another morning noon or night. Leave these thoughts these emotions, these dreams with the light. Frightening me, leaving me feeling insane. I feel I made you in my head. You show it well enough, and I want to believe you. But I can’t in right mind…knowing that soon you’ll be gone with the years. As I go on searching as dust in the wind for a ground to lay myself upon. And then we move back to the memories, as I remember how it felt. Seeing your smile as the beat goes on.

Heh///andI thought I knew what I was doing.

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