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myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

That twisting pinch deep within my stomach that feeling you get only when you can’t go down. That stab in my spine, and my shoulders bleed, with my head facing the ground. Push my eyes into the sands fill them so I can no longer see. My throat tightens and I feel it coming but I won’t let it out. I want to scream at you and beat you till you bleed but I’m afraid of what little I may do. I stare at your eyes and see that you won’t even look at me. I looked down at your hands and see them not make even a slight move. I wonder what will happen if I touch you will you scream, if I hug your will you bleed and would my hugs only cause pain. Maybe it’s the absence of your voice. Your thoughts are no longer heard. Do you want me to break? My heart runs so fast and I want it to break. I wonder if I run long enough, fast enough What would it do. But it hurts, it burns, not like this. I wrote all over myself but it’s faded now. I can’t remember what was there. Is it fate that brought me here. Don’t tell me again. I’ll just lie in this little meadow. Where no one can see me. It’s a secret and no one can tell that I’m here. And sometimes I want to scream but I’m afraid. That you might see me. That they might find me and I will be seen finally for what I really am.

Twinkle twinkle little star
How I wonder what you are.
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