myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-08-04
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the land between Cheese and Crackers
Member Since
• 2004-01-18
Occupation
• Drunken Pilot
Real Name
• Brittne

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• Forevah. Bizatch///
Favorite Anime
• FLCL, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Samurai Champloo, Paranoia Agent
Goals
• Find self assurance.
Hobbies
• Writing, Dancing, Drawing and making Jokes.

myOtaku.com: Samejima Mamimi

Thursday, March 30, 2006

I can't believe that I am such a fool, such a child filled with these lifeless dreams. Crawling on the floors, hands and knees. Touching the ground feeling it's stability. It keeps me there. But I'm not doing anything. I'm not laying there with no reason. To sew together what still remains. The jig-saw is broken. One piece left is missing. Of the hundreds there nothing seems to fit right. And I fall in despair.

When I walk through the night I only have my pictures, my memories, the only thing to keep me here. Right here. And you killed me with your glare. You're piercing stare. And you broke the pieces, until there's nothing left. I can sit here drinking this wine. So dark like my mind. I can sit here and take these colorful pills and still dream the same old things I did when I was young.

What was that woman to you, that little lady you subdued. Remember when we were young. No fear of anything but strife. When you could cry like a little girl. And I would laugh with the fullest of life. But not anymore. It's over I tell myself. I called you here to listen to me. Understand what I'm saying and not to leave me. My words, they say, are nothing. To cover my mouth but not my eyes. To keep me hidden behind my lies.

The darkness calls to me like a fish to the sea, no longer can I stand it. Run they scream to me. Run like a breeze swift through the skies. Don't ever stop, soon you'll die. And my heart begins to fail. I think it's about to break. I feel the explosions inside. That stability I once knew has failed for the first time.That hope I felt deep inside has fallen once again. When the day I see the shadows, the big becomes small and the tiny become tall. Taller than before we stand together in the line with our world and shaped so warped we are left colorblind.

So. Tell me this, where's the love?

These hues I once touched have turned so dull.

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